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Heidi

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me


Extended Network BannersLet's see, I like to hang out with friends. I don't know, I've been told that I am a surprising person...I live when I can, and I HAVE NO regrets. I like to talk more than anything, so if you wanna chat just im me, other than that I think that I'm a pretty normal person that just likes to go out and have some fun. My friends say they are going to start calling me chaos cause that's the best thing they can come up to describe my life. I don't know what normal is...normal doesn't happen to me....craziness is my normal and I wouldn't have it any other way.I am not the person that I was in Highschool....I liked that person some....but I LOVE who I am now. I have had more opportunities to do things that I never in my life thought that I would be able to do. I LOVE MUSIC more than anything and there is nothing that I wouldn't do for a friend that wants to get involved in music....I know that I don't have that talent....but that guy above...he does...and he has made a HUGE difference in my life and with who I am now and with what I want to be and what I want to do. I love everything about my life right now. My friends are my life and they mean more to me than anything ever will. I don't know what to think of all the things that are going on in my head right now....I am at a loss and I don't know where I'm going nor do I know where I've been. I just know that I LOVE where I am and everything about my life excites me.

My Interests

The most amazing person that I know John Wallace...other than that nothing inparticular.....I like everything...I don't know, I love to write and I love my friends....my real friends, not those cheap ass ones that I had in hs....although I do still love many of them....those of you that still talk to me know that it's not you that I'm talking about. I don't know what else....msg me and find out....oh, theater I LOVE it, just nothing that is drama that is not on stage, I hate that drama...but yea....I like random things...like going to Subway on 60 in the middle of the night....or randomly driving to Duqusne to see Cali AC just cause Tyler is the best friend that I could ask for....or going to random shows of Beejae's...or going to Edinboro with Andi to hang with AJ...or random walks to the outdoor bio lab...and there are so many more things....bringing J&S pizza to West Minster for some friends after driving for an hour and a half smelling it in my car...lol, late night Wal*Mart and Taco Bell runs, Driving the Happy bus....Playin strip padiddle in my car, all those times that I am at King's with the cute waiter named Jim that likes tater tots =), making ballon animals, massage therapy....I almost went to school for that....late nights in the TUB with all my pals...hehehe....Westminnies know what I mean=P....and well so much other stuff...I could go on for hours....I am random....and right now I am totally pleased with my life, I love to love, but I hate with much passion....so yea....hit me up for some quality talk time=)...oh and PS....I have the BEST friends in the world...they are better than yours so get over yourself....I know you wish that you were me.

I'd like to meet:

No one in particular just people that wanna talk. I've found the love of my life and there is nothing that is going to change that. I don't want to find a different guy because I found the best guy in the world for me. He is my boyfriend and in the future he'll be more, we already talked about it, it's final the only thing is that we're gonna wait til school is over so HA!!!

Music:

I like just about everything, and am always up for hearing new stuff, so if you got it, lemme know, I live in a lil hick town, so let me hear ya!!!! I totally love The Summer Obsession, Luke and Allen are the greatest. This list could go on forever so I'm just going to list some stuff real fast: Cali AC, Monty, Hope on a Rope, Say Anything, The Peace, Ben Kweller, Weezer, Words to Live By, Clearview, The Known World, The Hopeless, Death Cab for Cutie, Smashing Pumpkins, Postal Service, AFI, New Year's Day, The Monkees, DMB, Destined for Failure, The Shins, Decemberists, A Great Fall, Social Burn, My Chemical Romance, Reggie and the Full Effect, New Radicals, Start Trouble, I Dreamer, Bensin, Loko Phylum, Deception Point, Green Day, Lumberghost, Inate, Eightfold Path, Anberlin, Panic! At the Disco, The Doors, The Clarks, Chevelle, Pink Floyd, The Rolling Stones, Dead Kennedys, Sex Pistols, The Clash, Guns n Roses, Flickerstick, Guster, Houston Calls, Toyko Rose, the Killers, Less than Jake, Jimmy Eat World, Cranberries, Richard Ashcroft, Bob Dylan, Copeland, Built to Spill, David Bowie, anything from Pittsburgh. Oh, and you should totally check out one of my best friend's bands http://www.myspace.com/caliac/~Is one of the BEST bands in the Pittsburgh area....my other fave isn't exactly a band so much as a soloist....his name is Beejae Ainsworth, check him out too....www.myspace.com/beejae. I'm really into a lotta stuff right now, but yea, check'em out =).click the following for beejae because he's AWESOME!!!!!Music is a way of life and until people realize that, there life is just going to suck...I know that mine did...

Movies:

This and that

Television:

I like a few shows...but I don't watch much TV

Books:

Kushiel's Dart and the 2 that follow...they rock.

Heroes:

My mom will forever be my biggest hero....she meant the world to me and I miss her everyday, and I my Grandmother....she was one of the strongest people that I have ever known in my life and she truly was the world to me, but now I know that I have 2 gaurdian angels watching over me everyday. Everything I do in my life is with thoughts of them. Beejae Ainsworth...he is living a dream and letting me be somewhat involved in it....something that I could have never imagined or asked for. Tyler Kirin is also a hero...he has touched my life in ways that I never knew my life could be touched. I love Beejae and Tyler with all my heart and they deserve to get everything that they strive for in life....John T. Wallace, my boyfriend, is also a hero...he's been through some things in life that have made him strong and I love him in ways that I never thought that I could love anyone, he is truly the love of my life and my shining star.

My Blog

It's been awhile...I've been busy

Ok...so I've been doing work, school, the play, boyfriend, friends, boyfriend's friends...no, not literally doing....you sick-o....anyway, I think I'm truly 100% in love with my boyfriend....I mean I'...
Posted by Heidi on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 12:55:00 PST

*sighs*

So yea...I have a boyfriend...and I care about him TONS...I would do anything in the world for him...but I'm afaid I kinda pushed him into this relationship and it's not really what he wanted...and th...
Posted by Heidi on Sat, 16 Sep 2006 08:02:00 PST

some guy wrote this....

A guy wrote this in his myspace. and it should make u thinkI know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls f...
Posted by Heidi on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 07:48:00 PST

Second Best

Ok....so I thought that I finally knew who it was that I am....what I like and where I want to go with my life....but yea....I don't. I thought you know I can have confidence....which I sort of do, I ...
Posted by Heidi on Thu, 22 Jun 2006 10:13:00 PST

So very sick of this

Ok...so recently my life has just been totally crazy and that doesn't even come close to explaining it...... Here goes though...this is what is really on my mind and what I am soo very sick of...the w...
Posted by Heidi on Wed, 10 May 2006 09:51:00 PST

God only knows

Ok...so some crazy shit goes on in my life so what....it means nothing right? I mean it means nothing to anyone else...so therefore it means nothing to me right? I just wish that things were that easy...
Posted by Heidi on Wed, 01 Mar 2006 09:51:00 PST

what?

Ok...so everytime I think that I can make things better I think that I only make them worse.  I just keep floating to places that don't make any sense to me at all.  I just want to get over ...
Posted by Heidi on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 12:06:00 PST

what the hell is my problem??

Ok....something has so been wrong with me lately.  I thought it was lack of knowing what I want to do...but I don't think that's it anymore.  I just can't make myself do anything and it's on...
Posted by Heidi on Fri, 13 Jan 2006 11:26:00 PST

So Happy

Yet another day when I feel as if I have to proclaim my happiness.  I can't get over how great that things are going. Have you ever in your life felt someone was so amazing that you couldn't even...
Posted by Heidi on Fri, 11 Nov 2005 08:19:00 PST

Do this if you're bored!

Something to do if you're bored...   do you's 1. do you think im cute? 2. do you want to kiss me? 3. do you want to cuddle wit me? 4. do you want to hook up with me? 5. do you think im smart? ar...
Posted by Heidi on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 08:39:00 PST