I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor

About Me

under constructionI'm an aunt! Ruby Ailene was born leap day at 5:06 isn't my neice precious?

People hurt me,
My God does not,
He is in the business of healing.

I am on the Cumberland Crisis Pregnancy Center's Purelife Teen Panel and The Jason Foundation's Teen Board.

I have some of the greatest friends in the world.

I am a girl so blessed and yet so cursed to see the world for what it truly is.

I would rather have the worst truths told to me then the prettiest of lies.

Thanks to my aunt [www.photojennicsphotography.com] I am completely obsessed with apple cider vinegar and all of the many wonders it can do.

You can find me at Starbucks most of the time..or atleast hear news of me ;)

I'll add more later...now I have to go and see if Ringo [baby bunny] needs more hay and if Violet [dog] needs to go out.

much love<3

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My Interests

..The Forum .. 001.Suicide

I'd like to meet:

I am going to see these people again. Jacob Dean Riker, Sandra Kay Sutton, and Felicia Ann Dary [Feliciasfriends.org] They are all three now with the father.

Music:

My favorite song in the world is called "The Fried Potato Salad Theme Song." haha! you won't get that and I can guarantee you won't find it here on myspace.[click images to make bigger, I promise its not a waste of time]

Television:

My current favorites are Instant Star and That 70's Show.

Books:

I love to read you digg?The last two books I read were Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer and Chinese Cinderella by Adeline Yen Mah.I am currently reading Falling Leaves by Adeline Yen Mah.

Heroes:

God Jesus and the bible peeps...and The People on the list below I will try to keep to only people I have met or talked to or had some form of correspondents with. this will be a list that will be constantly changing and it will never include everyone that it should.
Jessica is inspirational and caring. she has the same calling as myself(youth pastor) and she is someone who has embraced it a bit better then myself and has helped me. anytime I ever need help or guidance I know she will be there.<333 I don't know who the guy is but Sarah dearest looked really happy in this one. Sarah is amazing and 8th grade was the bomb. She helped me learn how to be comfortable with myself...something I never really realized until here recently. Also if it wasn't for her and her meat-free ways I would have never become a vegetarian and I wouldn't go vegan probably later in life. Being veg is somehting I feel very moved by and I would be someone completely different and heartless if I wasn't probably. idk maybe not that bad but I think I got my point across. Thank you Sarah for helping to shape me into the person I am today! I met Bradley when he was working the merch table before his show. He is by far my favorite poet and he is a pretty cool kidd. When I am not loaning his book to friends it never leaves my bag. He writes amazing poems about everything from break-ups to what his impression of a manly man is. Poems about whats wrong with the scene and bear hugs from Jesus(my favorite). He is not afraid of talking about the love of God onstage infront of large crowds that may not be too overjoyed with talk of the savior. He is not quiet about his faith and neither shoudld we all. I have only talked to Zach here on myspace but he is truly amazing. He is 16 years old(same as me) and has already contributed so much to the world. He started the non-profit Loose Change to Loosen Chains when he was only 12 and his book Be The Change(a truly inspiring book) is out now. He is an inspiration to the youth of America, showing us that no matter how young we are, we too can live a life devoted to the Lord and achieving justice for all. I have only met Leeland (Mooring) and Mike but I think all of Leeland (the band) is amazing. They live their lives for God and have been given there talents from the Lord. Like the second servant in the parable they do not hide there "talents" but use them to glorify the Lord. They want Christians to be loud so lets not let them down!

My Blog

Spirit DoG is headed West!!!! and more updates!

Atleast they are this December!I'm so excited about this band in case you haven't noticed.They also have some new members as well...four new members to be exact!And all from the same tribe, er I mean ...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Sun, 31 Aug 2008 03:15:00 PST

Do you ever have the strange feeling that....

Your just not connected in some way?I've been feeling that way for a while now and I don't know what the cause is. I suppose thats why I have started commenting people I haven't spoken to in a while. ...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Sat, 05 Jul 2008 12:04:00 PST

An outtake to ponder...

I hate how easily dvds can get scratched but I LOVE bonus features that they offer so they even out. About a week ago Dad, Megan, and I went to Hollywood and rented 5 movies which included the fo...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Fri, 16 May 2008 10:16:00 PST

everytime she posts....

Everytime Rachel posts one of her numbered people blogs it makes me want to post one but I never do. So I thought I would give it a go. In saying this though none of these are Rachel. 1. As usual I ha...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 11:01:00 PST

A poem of frustration for a friend...

I have been thinking of a friend of mine for a while now and finally just sat down and wrote a poem for her. I’m not going to send it to her or let her know that it is for her [though I doubt sh...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 04:58:00 PST

Morning thoughts of Love

I must warn you before going any further, this blog will not be as you expect it to be...then again do you ever expect what is to come out of me? So I stayed up all night [part of my master plan to ge...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:06:00 PST

tag....oh poppy cock;)

Sterling deary,the one I lovers,has tagged me!And so it goes.Here's how you play: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird random facts, habits, secrets, or goals about yourself,...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 09:08:00 PST

Things Im scared of....

I'm scared of being forgotten.This fear used to only stand for after my death, now I'm terrified I'll be forgotten in life. Whether it be entirely or in pieces. If I ever ment anything to someone, eve...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 11:10:00 PST

The Forum: Suicide

"Death or Life: Choose Do you think it is easy to give up and commit suicide? Is the pain of life too much for you? I think while here it is not our job to choose whether we live or die. If you thin...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 02:00:00 PST

poem: Who are you ? Who are we?

So I haven't written much recently but started this one Thursday in geometry, worked on it more at the shop after hanging out at Starbucks and Salsarita's with Rachel [epic journey, made her sic...
Posted by I miss you Jacob and Ryan, w/love-Heather Saylor on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 04:48:00 PST