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About Me

"If he be Mr.Hyde... then I shall be Mr.Seek."
I enjoy: staying up all night and sleeping all day. edgar allen poe before bed. learning languages. watching lord of the rings while it storms. wearing fresh pj's after a nice hot shower. dead people. shitty coffee and waffles at 5 am. wasting hours at the library. reading grimm's fairytales. long videogames. bjork and radiohead. painting my nails. admiring God's green earth. bundling up for winter. dressing like ron weasley. meeting people. watching epic movies with my boyfriend. playing piano when nobody is home. seeing hard work be paid off. being lazy. green tea. swedish fish.
"The most sincere celebrity was the man with blood on his hands."Hargrave

My Blog

Things I just needed to say. PRT 2

1.What the hell? Seriously. you have everyone wrapped around your fingers so tightly they are afraid to piss without you there telling them it's okay to do so. Loosen up.2.Stop feeling so damn insecur...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Apr 2009 19:36:00 GMT

I find it interesting

How God uses tragedy to teach you something, or open your eyes to how much you've changed.You know what I mean?When Tommy broke up with me 2 years ago, I went through a TON of emotions, and I learned ...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 03:39:00 GMT

Beautiful Brown-Eyed Boy

It started one night at the very end of marchI heard the dreaful news and bad feelings began to start.For 2 long days we prayed and prayed-only to have the 3rd come down with a brutal pain.I knew when...
Posted by on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 06:19:00 GMT

Stolen from Rach: Things I just need to say

1. You can really be immature. It's like I am always having to be extra careful with what I do or say, but you, pft. Never. Sometimes you can really hurt me as well. But I can't ever bring myself to s...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jul 2008 05:10:00 GMT

Bits of Me. V1

I'm irresponsible. I have no will power.  I don't learn from my mistakesI can be pretty selfishI find movies with explosions to be fascinatingI can only pretend to like you for so long.I always s...
Posted by on Fri, 04 Jul 2008 23:24:00 GMT

To a beautiful, brown-eyed boy: Written April 3, 2008

To a beautiful, brown-eyed boy: You are gone now. Gone in one of the worst ways possible. But I'm not mad at you. I'm not really mad at all actually. Just upset. And yes, I'm still shocked. I wish...
Posted by on Thu, 15 May 2008 17:09:00 GMT

Rant number 2.

It's only been two weeks and one day since James died. It seems like a lifetime ago. Grief is a strange emotion. One day you are fine, the next, you feel so sore and hurt you feel as though you can't ...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 19:17:00 GMT

Good bye James. I love you so much.

As just about everyone knows, my older brother James died yesterday morning.And I am still in a lot of shock. I can barely believe it's real. I don't want to believe it.I'm trying hard to block it all...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 14:56:00 GMT

I’m looking at you through the glass.

Don’t know how much time has passedAll I know is that it feels like forever.I haven’t hear this song is AGES. I know why I haven’t. I’ve chosen not to. For fear of bringing bac...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 07:30:00 GMT

Twilight

    "Do you truly believe that you care more for me than I do for you?" he murmered, leaning closer to me as he spoke, his dark golden eyes piercing.     "Yes, I really t...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 19:09:00 GMT