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stefania

About Me

i'm stefania, but i guess you can call me whatever your heart desires.
most people, including myself, prefer steph.
there really isn't anything even remotely interesting about me
but i do things, i say things, and i write things.
i love unconditionally and i fear irrationally.
i lack direction and i make more mistakes than i should
but i'm learning, and that's what's important.
i like to believe that there's more to everything than just its first impression.
i'm scared of straight jackets, i don't separate my laundry,
and i want to save the world.
so...i guess that's that.

i appreciate conversation, so say hi. my screenname is lifexsupport.

My Interests



also: alarm clocks, sardegna, swing dancing even though i don't know how to, romance, lead pencils, chocolate milk, and that "i remember where i was when i used to listen to this song" feeling you get when you pop in a CD that you found somewhere under a dresser you moved when you decided to clean out your room for the first time in months.

and this boy:

I'd like to meet:

a wacky waving inflatable arm flailing tube man, someone who understands parking garages, henrik lundqvist, hugh jackman, johnny knoxville, ryan reynolds, bobby flay and DUFF GOLDMAN, please.

Music:

yes

Movies:

airplane, ace ventura: pet detective, anchorman, a walk to remember, a clockwork orange, A CHRISTMAS STORY, cinema paradiso, crazy/beautiful, dodgeball, donnie darko, don't tell mom the babysitter's dead, election, encino man, garden state, grease, green street houligans, harold and kumar go to white castle, hot shots: part deux, kung pow: enter the fist, little miss sunshine, loser, lucky number slevin, mean girls, meet the parents, old school, orange county, she's all that, stealing harvard, super troopers, tre metri sopra il cielo, team america: world police, the waterboy, 10 things i hate about you, the pest, the shining, the forty year old virgin, the cable guy, the brave little toaster, the italian job, the united states of leland, WAITING, the wizard of oz, zoolander

Television:

jeopardy please, as well as family guy, futurama, and i'm a sucker for the food network.

Books:

the outsiders, the perks of being a wallflower, a clockwork orange, the importance of being earnest, the runaway bunny, and once when i was little and i lived in san francisco, i borrowed this book from the library called "the three by the sea" and i forgot to return it. definitely one of the greatest books ever.

Heroes:

"e tutto quello che devi fare è metterti le cuffie...sdraiarti per terra e ascoltare il cd della tua vita, traccia dopo traccia - nessuna è andata persa - tutte sono state vissute e tutte, in un modo o nell'altro, servono ad andare avanti. non pentirti, non giudicarti...sei quello che sei e non c’è niente di meglio al mondo. pause, rewind, play - e ancora, e ancora, e ancora, non spegnere mai il tuo campionatore. continua a registrare, a mettere insieme i suoni per riempire il caos che hai dentro...e se scenderà una lacrima quando le ascolti, non avere paura. è come la lacrima di un fan che ascolta la sua canzone preferita."

My Blog

a first encounter

forty wooden chairs strewn about across a green carpet, perhaps the grass by lit candles and dim sunlight peeking through dusty blinds a buzzing fan blows a cool breeze through humid rows of sadden...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Wed, 25 Apr 2007 04:52:00 PST

the emancipation of dissonance

under my own watchful eye, i am careless("and let me tell you, it's a damn shame")careless as my hands hang losely out before mei know not what decisions will prove wisest in the endthough their conse...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 08:40:00 PST

in passing

tension kills my appetiteand stings the nerves behind my eyes,but i've heard these things happeni've heard that nature takes its coursei've also heard that you can hear without ever really listening.w...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 04:10:00 PST

like wearing three sweaters

i'm stuck in this circlewith a knot in my stomachand another in my throatand in between - it's just hollow, for nowi can't see past my tongue or through to my stomach,but my insides, i swear, aren't h...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 08:15:00 PST

"i think i've found something"

it looks like you've ripped at the seams, friendbut not a worry should cross your mind these days,just a needle, a needle and it wouldn't hurt at alla needle should pass in and outand in, and out care...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 09:55:00 PST

and the hardest part

it's in that part of your heart that crumbles away when something's gone away....when you know it isn't there anymore, and never will be, someone unties the knot inside you and your insides just fall ...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 08:01:00 PST

when the tough get going

welcome this tranquility with open eyesbe watchful, be fearless, be closeif there's one thing i'll owe you, it's lifeit's a tight rope when your heart starts to tear at thingsit's deep breat...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i heard all your controls were jammed

if it's in this muffled capsule of strangers, if it's here where i'll collect myself and confide in another page - then so be it. so be the stranger who leans against the window in hopes of deep sleep...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 06:52:00 PST

in dreams, all your dreams can come true

"out", she said, "i want out." we want out. we all want out. fuel my temptation to hop the fence and collapse onto a bed of inconvenience where it'll cut at my conscience -- skipping from mess to mess...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i thought it classic

if i've tripped through hours and days without a single thoughtthen i've believed, and hoped, and wished and regretted...and in each belief and hope or wish and regret, my heart has beaten fast in my ...
Posted by surely you can't be serious! on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 03:12:00 PST