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ragdoll

i'd wait here forever just to see you smile...

About Me


*caffiene-music-lipgloss-word-makeup-book junkie*
i <3 stars
i sew
i design
i do makeup
i hardly wear makeup
i make jewelry
i'm a sister of omega sigma psi at kean university
i'm in three honor societies
i can't keep a pair of tweezers or track of keys if my life depended on it
music=life
i have a star, a seapointe soulmate and a 626 that pretty much own me
i'm a natural blonde but i "mess it up" and i'm kind of a brunette now...thank you revlon colormatch!
i drink a lot of coffee
i <3 my pillow...but i don't sleep well...
viva glam VI lipglass = <3
i waitress/cashier at a restaurant that belongs on one of those freecreditreport.com commercials
i'm really sarcastic. but you'll be okay.
i could save your life. literally.
my friends rock. literally and figuratively.
city in the winter...seapointe in the summer!
i enjoy:
margaritas
sketching
painting
wine
the beach
roaming new york city
new art supplies/pens/journals/sketchbooks
the company of friends
watching my friends perform
brother sewing machines
singer surgers
coffee
cotton candy
roller coasters
PAINT!!!
mac, urban decay and sugar cosmetics
candles
different shades of black nailpolish...it makes sense...i swear...
moleskine notebooks
sarasa pens
laughing until my stomach hurts and i can't breathe
baking...but there's not a lot of time for that...
going to the movies...there's even less time for that...
poetry and prose

My Interests

until there's a cure - www.utac.org
rainn - www.rainn.org
lifebeat - www.lifebeat.org
alex's lemonade stand - www.alexslemonade.org
to write love on her arms - www.twloha.com

I'd like to meet:


"the only people for me are the mad ones. the ones who are mad to love, mad to talk, mad to be saved; the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..." ~ jack kerouac

Music:


the ataris, something corporate, tonic, the smiths, the cure, the ramones, jimmy eat world, third eye blind, matchbox 20, goo goo dolls, regina spektor, martina sorbera, sarah mclachlan, jewel, howie day, gavin degraw, maroon 5, stevie nicks, counting crows, atreyu, u2, finch, brand new, fuel, our lady peace, the who, led zeppelin, deftones, further seems forever, recess theory, the eagles, fleetwood mac, remy zero, joni mitchell, edwin mccain, nightwish, him, cky, my chemical romance, trapt, alkaline trio, new radicals, the wallflowers, bob dylan, the moody blues, bon jovi, patti russo, natasha bedingfield, vanessa carlton, paul zukofsky, he is legend, jann arden, dar williams, boys night out, armor for sleep, chantal kreviazuk, jeff buckley, the beach boys, jack johnson, saosin, the birthday massacre, kelly clarkson, bruce springsteen, dave matthews band, babyface, avenged sevenfold, bedlight for blueyes, as i lay dying, thursday, taking back sunday, broadway showtunes ("rent" and "wicked" and "les miserables" especially), philippe entremont, vertical horizon, the used, jefferson airplane (listen to "coming back to me"), tina turner, damien rice, sevendust, michelle branch, the rolling stones, blink 182, matt nathanson, matchbook romance, shakira, bouncing souls, the recess theory, andrea bocelli, barbara harbach, bonita boyd, frances ruffelle, donna summer, counting crows, candlebox, adema, simple plan, the juliana theory, augustans, postal service, the killers, better than ezra, collective soul, november, yellowcard, coheed and cambria, green day, aerosmith, story of the year, o.a.r., dashboard confessional, the starting line, averi, anna nalick, james blunt, ryan cabrera, alissa moreno, anberlin, jack's mannequin
new liberty
seeking through silence
invalid
diane pacenka
lauren hunt
cassandra kubinski
daniel ferrari
matt white

Movies:

dead poets society...great expectations...the shining...halloween...the big chill...fame...love actually...the breakfast club...cruel intentions...camp...without limits...varsity blues...and the band played on...empire records...dirty dancing...garden state....grandma's boy...evening

Television:

the simpsons...family guy..law and order(s)...scrubs...project runway (only when it's on marathon mode)...but i will never go on it...ever. and i really don't have time for tv so there they are

Books:

i read...a lot...too much. tell me your genre preference and i could definitely tell you a good one to read... my favorite book EVER is the catcher in the rye ~ j.d. salinger

Heroes:

megan victoria beck- our strong, brave girl... *angels are hard to find*
my mom-mom.
my uncle john

My Blog

do your trick, turn on the stars.

ah man.my life is a circus.and i need to find a job that will pay me to drink coffee and read books.my cat lady of seapointe application is filled out. i can totally yell at seagulls for eating their ...
Posted by ragdoll on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 09:48:00 PST

how i wish i meant a little more than a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips...

wow...profile has gone private...that means my musings and rants are only available to you, my darlings. i have goals this week. sweet.not plans or hopes though.just goals.I. update my resume and go t...
Posted by ragdoll on Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:50:00 PST

this drama is a bore and i don’t wanna play no more...

something that disturbs me a little...well...a lot.. um... who thinks condoms in the clearance section is a good idea? not me.
Posted by ragdoll on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 07:18:00 PST

well, you was doin’ fifty-five in a fifty fo’

haha...you know you missed me...and my views on life...and surveys...well...if you did or didn’t...here they are...fun for all ages... please don’t ever yell at a server.ever. i mean, you ...
Posted by ragdoll on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 08:28:00 PST

let me be captivated by your beauty then let me fall from your grace...

1. Lets start with your full name?how about i give you kell...buy me a few drinks and we'll see where it goes?2. What do you think about smoking?i don't smoke anything.3. Do you open up to people easi...
Posted by ragdoll on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 09:28:00 PST

picked all my weeds but kept the flowers...

1. What is your middle name?i don't have one.2. How big is your bed?queen.3. What are you listening to right now?old third eye blind.4. What are the last four numbers in your phone number?which phone?...
Posted by ragdoll on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 08:20:00 PST

so...what if you catch me? where would we land?

i'm quite annoyed with myself for liking the "umbrella-ella-ella-eh-eh-eh-eh" song...i used to find that annoying...but it grew on me...oh dear... my allergies are killing me...like...bleh! so here's ...
Posted by ragdoll on Sun, 20 May 2007 09:14:00 PST

some things tie your life together...slender threads and things to treasure

90.. First off, what is your name?depends on who you are in my life.89. What did you do last night?worked until the morning.88. Do you have a same sex best friend that you can talk to 24/7?my sister.c...
Posted by ragdoll on Mon, 14 May 2007 12:36:00 PST

...waiting on some beautiful boy to save me from my old ways...

myspace needs to add the category "late night/early morning ramblings"...get on that tom...if i can't check my messages at least do something productive... i can't sleep...SURPRISE...and when i sleep....
Posted by ragdoll on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 12:04:00 PST

you'd burn this place down just to say you saw inside...

Family member you most resemble?mandy.seriously.i don't look like anyone else. Do you own your own Bible?yup.several, actually. Do you wear deodorant?yup. Do you clean up nice?it's been rumored that i...
Posted by ragdoll on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 05:34:00 PST