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♠ Belladonna ♠

pick your poison & choose your passion's price....

About Me


I am belladonna and am just as complex as my representative. A mystery unto myself, the more i find the more i unravel.....tho i think the bloom will never fully open due to the many layers that make me. I am quite different and have been told so often...but i revel in my differences. My depths are unfathomable and i am known for drowning in them from time to time......i am a dreamer.....a creator, and many times i create my dreams. I paint with words and capture pictures thru the lenses of my eyes. I prefer the company of animals as opposed to that of humans....tho i have a few favorite people that i cherish dearly. I will sit to absorb the twilight, or to charge myself by the moon.....i will stop to inspect a spider or play in the rain of a monsoon. I also have the tendency to rhyme on a whim. Curious as a cat....yes that would be me, i am usually full of questions and will not hesitate to ask or pry.......so be wary of my cheshire grin and sparkling eye. Do not allow the prose to fool you, tho i can be as stoic as a statue i can also be as crazy as a loon....absolutely mad mind you.....so watch your step, you may stumble then fall and also drown in my depth.
Above all i love to feel, laugh, and learn.....all that is me stems from these basic elements, speak to me and i may elaborate, or if your curiosity is killing you you may follow the white rabbit......
ehem....
The Essence of H.I.M
An angel fallen
his eyes reflect his shadowed grace
immortality remaining etched
in the beauty of his face
Oceans of midnight
made from the silk of a raven's wing
cascade from his crown
commanding wanton winds to sing
Night embraces
cloaking his towering porcelain frame
caressing his skin
in a shower of onyx and obsidian rain
An exquisite manner
charm and finesse he possesses
masking the awaiting predator
that lurks within his recesses
Bottomless chasm
his hungry intellect constantly feeds
wisdom is his weapon
that he unleashes when he needs
Music is captured
his words engraved on the mind
they wrap around breathless
holding tight his seductive binds
Beloved I vow
to thee I offer myself lavishly
this soul shall not rest
till I have found you.....
My Imperial Majesty
*this is not about the band H.I.M....i am not that nit witty
more of my poetry
Pretty Fishies
adopt your own virtual pet!

My Interests

gypsies, mystics, sacred books of magic, vampyres, elegance, gothic, leather, black panthers, darkness, belladonna, datura, night gardens, moon, sea, graveyards, witches, boots made for walking, botany, bellydance, geishas, museums, primitive cultures, ancient history, the haunted, myths & legends, metaphysics, temptation, dimensions, intellect, mischief, secrets, snakes, poetry, art, lost civilizations, scrying, tattoos, medieval & renaissance, ancient weaponry, vortexes, xing yi, textures, beauty, aminals, philosophy...my own CURRENT MOON lunar phases

I'd like to meet:

hmmm.....adversaries, the genius ones, witches, mages, creations of temptation, partners in crime, mad hatters.....clean cup, clean cup, move down!, artists, pets, devotees, philosophers, comics, the strange & unusual, prey.......yum

Some of what I've been up to......

This little lost soul was found on someone's porch and placed in my care. When he is all grown up and ready to leave my nest, he will be released back to the wild on private land away from evil kids, hunters, and cars.

Music:

snake river conspiracy
deftones
NIN
HIM
vampyre erotica
ra
vast
the 69 eyes
leaves eyes
type.o.negative
static-x
disturbed
blackmore's night
heart
hungry lucy
rob zombie
the birthday massacre
gypsy kings
sade
bob marley
wojciech kilar
tangerine dream
STEVIE NICKS

david bowie
evanescence
art of noise
velvet underground
faith & the muse
diva destruction
pat benatar
mazzy star
siouxsie and the banshees
claire voyant
rhea's obsession
hawthorne heights
white stripes
blutengel
rasputina
collide
android lust
my chemical romance ♥
there is always more....

Movies:

legend
labyrinth
hackers
bride of chucky
edward scissorhands
the last unicorn
batman returns

lost boys
nightmare before christmas
the dark crystal
return to oz
the witches of eastwick
original sin
from hell
bram stoker's dracula

donnie darko
lady hawke
lord of the rings treelo'gee
bone collector
matrix
so i married an axe murderer
dumb & dumber
moulin rouge
interview with a vampire
queen of the damned

goonies
real genius
napoleon dynamite
ocean's eleven
swept away
kama sutra: a tale of love

underworld
natural born killers
solaris
white oleander
the secretary
hero
memoirs of a geisha
sleepy hollow
constantine
the corpse bride
harry potter
raise the red lantern
the last emperor
austin powers...
do i make u randy?
yeah baby....yeah

Books:


the book of enoch
yin-yang butterfly
spells ceremonies and magic
encyclopedia of mythology
secrets of the enchanted unknown
from the ashes of angels
tantra
carmilla
the dracula book of great vampire stories
kama sutra
the full version brothers grimm
dark realms
alice in wonderland

the gnome from nome
where the wild things are
lord of the rings
red book of spells
the witches' almanac
nocturnal witchcraft
gothic grimoire
the magus
wuthering heights
the satanic witch
the secret garden
dark prince, dark magic
& dark legend......

Heroes:


Queen of Sheba
Moll Flanders
Cleopatra
Queen Eleanor of Aquitaine
Lilith
Catwoman
Morgan Le Fay
Bonnie & Clyde
George Carlin
Lewis Black
Eddie Izzard

My Blog

Love.....

love is always in command whether you like it or not....it will seek you out and it will do the choosing, no matter if you think the time or place or person is wrong.   once in its grasp it ...
Posted by ♠ Belladonna ♠ on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 04:55:00 PST

My Absence....

For those that may have felt slighted by my sporadic absences......i do apologize.  I have antisocialistic tendencies that come and go as they please.  Due to this, things tend to build up o...
Posted by ♠ Belladonna ♠ on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 12:28:00 PST

My Livejournal Link....

http://www.livejournal.com/users/6belladonna9
Posted by ♠ Belladonna ♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST