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Nadja

kafkas_pandora

About Me



you run so swiftly and smoothly away from it all, weaving in and out of the cornfield. the tiny shed looms so staggeringly high when you glance back amid sprint until you trip on a jagged stone in front of you. dirty knee, bleeding hands, the ground as the push halt trap stopping you on your tiny fist struggling way. you almost made it to the ocean.

one day find me. you're so light to pick up. i'll put you in the water.

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My Interests

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make a trail of pebbles so that you can go back to your body when you are ready.

I'd like to meet:

you with your eyes on fire. you without your skin. your silhouette on a day when we stumble into magical forests and stumble out unscathed. i want to meet your teddy bear. and those delicate people who keep the crowd from falling in. and drowned boy, the tracked downs, melting ice cream, and nobody's children.
cut through the vines. say hello.

it's all about variety: the sea salt, the green eye, the cake smash-- like eulogies and wolf cries hollowing themselves out into your sweetest ear. the fawn so soft upon snow that barely a footstep is imprinted.

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beautiful people
I have alphabetized friends.

-Michael-

-Emily-

-Andy-

-Michael-

Alex

Alien Inquisition

Ashley

BluRaven

Bob

Cellarwork

Charles

Chris

D.B.

Danielle

Daun Armory

Derek

Detroit

Erik

Fadillah

Jena Malone

Jessica

Joe

Junesey

Justice for Children International

Kasi

Kevin

Moaning Dwarf

Rich

Roy

Ryan

Shahram

Sista Otis

Steffie

Stephanie Loveless' Music Page

Sumeer

Will

Music:



radiohead, tool, björk, pink floyd, fiona apple, m.i.a., antony and the johnsons, joanna newsom, neko case, jeff buckley, ani difranco, iron and wine, tori amos, faith no more, akron/family, tegan and sara, espers, andrew bird, feist, the cure, cocorosie, pj harvey, the besnard lakes, low.

thom yorke, angels of light, alicia keys, diplo, cibo matto, muddy waters, amy winehouse, tom waits, matmos, luscious jackson, stevie wonder, will oldham, portishead, a perfect circle, syd barrett, táta vega, the sea and cake, lucinda williams, stephanie loveless, band of horses, jena malone, the beatles, the black heart procession, sun ra, mr. bungle, nina simone.

bardo pond, dresden dolls, cannibal ox, patsy cline, fantomas, the national, janis joplin, broken social scene, al green, beirut, tim fite, songs: ohia, bob marley, sista otis and the wholly rollers, the orb, aesop rock, alien inquisition, jill scott, down the line, arcade fire, lady sovereign, skip james, gang gang dance, suicide, the gossip, balkan beat box.

squarepusher, elliott smith, nico, billie holiday, linda perry, bröselmaschine, massive attack, st. nic of detroit, butch walker, neutral milk hotel, otep, marvin gaye, the sugarcubes, jenny lewis, einsturzende neubauten, tv on the radio, madeleine peyroux, bob dylan, apparat, emiliana torrini, tomahawk, holly mcnarland, the roots.

blonde redhead, swans, imogen heap, saul williams, smoosh, sufjan stevens, sister rosetta tharpe, temple of the dog, loretta lynn, boards of canada, apocalyptica, aimee mann, brother ali, raffi, explosions in the sky, big mama thornton, joni mitchell, manu chao, spiritualized, regina spektor.

classical in minor (hauntingly often d)- mozart's requiem (and some other stuff in minor keys,) rachmaninoff, grieg, chopin, liszt, debussy, beethoven, schubert's 'death and the maiden,' vivaldi's 'nulla in mundo pax,'-- good old bluegrass, amazing gospel solos, trip-hop, jazz, sweet sweet oldies like the supremes and "everybody's talkin'" on the way home with street lights reflected in puddles of rain under my tires.

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Movies:


begotten, pink floyd: the wall, sybil, pi, magnolia, audition, requiem for a dream, black snake moan, the last unicorn, adaptation, tideland, niagara niagara, shine, happiness of the katakuris, the science of sleep, the color purple, the dangerous lives of altar boys, the fountain, life is beautiful, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, the apple, pan's labyrinth, the wild child.
2001: a space odyssey, titus, mockingbird don't sing, thirteen, sexy beast, being john malkovich, to kill a mockingbird, tarnation, hard candy, monsters inc., the 'seven up' series, the elephant man, 301/302, eraserhead, secretary, the corndog man, hope, franz kafka's it's a wonderful life, roots, fantastic planet, the "paradise lost" documentaries.
george washington, the machinist, waking life, amadeus, koyaanisqatsi, powaqqatsi, the magdalene sisters, cape fear [1962], easy rider, my flesh and blood, the eighth day, mystic river, city lights, wings of desire, there will be blood, gandhi, fear and loathing in las vegas, the rain people, american beauty, dead ringers, finding neverland, harold and maude, my left foot.
who are the debolts?, the silence of the lambs, hate, finding nemo, alien, the little girl who lives down the lane, dr. strangelove, ellen foster, slam, american history x, the wicker man [1973!], the bicycle thief, boys don't cry, the great dictator, what about bob?, the lord of the rings trilogy, anything by jan svankmajer, anything with my babydoll jena malone.

Television:


six feet under, twin peaks, arrested development, the simpsons, sesame street, infomercials hosted by crazy wide-eyed people, the awful truth.

the brak show, space ghost coast to coast, cosmos, star trek: TNG, the addams family, curb your enthusiasm, today's special.

Books:



the complete e e cummings, i know why the caged bird sings, the sirens of titan (and all vonnegut), franz kafka's complete short stories, the lathe of heaven, bastard out of carolina, prozac nation, one child, tiger's child, the dangerous lives of altar boys, the dancing wuli masters, ghost girl, to kill a mockingbird, the politics of ritual abuse, the four agreements, the chalice and the blade, knots, dialogues with forgotten voices.

who's afraid of virginia woolf?, tropic of cancer, the beauty myth, walden, the stranger, portrait of the artist as a young man, frankenstein, nine stories, the woman in the dunes, the bell jar, johnny got his gun, a brief history of time. sylvia plath, anne sexton, roald dahl, anne rice, lawrence ferlinghetti, nikki giovanni.

Heroes:

sleep, jade, bumby, john lennon, tori amos, lightning, maynard james keenan, mary-janed martyrs, ani difranco, sheila, the field workers at International Justice Mission, feminists everywhere.

My Blog

miss friday

he saidi bet you've been waiting for raini bet you've been waiting for a sky like thismagnolias smotheredfresh leaves battered and litby rain and lightninginspired by each chord decadentin i...
Posted by Nadja on Fri, 02 May 2008 11:13:00 PST

*****

dark, minor, haunting, complex, real, hushed, bloody, comforting. ...
Posted by Nadja on Fri, 02 May 2008 04:48:00 PST

twist the knife

NEKO CASE ...
Posted by Nadja on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 05:19:00 PST

in dreams / 4

2 days ago i was taking a nap on the couch (which turned into 7 hours of sleep since i’d only slept three hours the night before.)  i had a dream that i was in a school, and i noticed a sma...
Posted by Nadja on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 12:43:00 PST

27 arrested in Wayne County, Michigan sting

from perverted justice, the group that works with dateline on the 'to catch a predator' series:..> ...
Posted by Nadja on Mon, 10 Mar 2008 10:28:00 PST

inter-ruption

this is the final discussion, and it's covered in chocolate blood and liquid cherries, sifted out of you like skewered bugs standing for nothing but a sick forget-me-not, ridden and screaming the way ...
Posted by Nadja on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 05:41:00 PST

in.dreams.3

i have had a couple more interesting dream occurrences.  i feel the need to both write them down and share them.  i have gotten such mixed responses from people i have told.  some peopl...
Posted by Nadja on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 12:22:00 PST

amazing

thanks ashley!...
Posted by Nadja on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 01:20:00 PST

in dreams, pt. 2

last night i had another interesting dream experience.  i was standing at the top of what seemed like very tall slides, which were actually nonsensically narrow freeway ramps which very steeply f...
Posted by Nadja on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 09:29:00 PST

guess who released the following statement yesterday

"After making a statement on the floor of the House of Representatives last week indicating my intent to introduce articles of impeachment against George W. Bush, I met with members of the Judiciary C...
Posted by Nadja on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 09:35:00 PST