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i'll be back between september 18th-september 30th! till then keep it intellectual. ;-)

About Me

singer/ song writer/ poet/ prophet/ fashion designer/ crafty/ spontaneous/ eccentric/ eccletic/ funky/ sweet/ genuine/ philosophical/ unique/ health-conscious/observant/ loving/ understanding/ single/ kind/ real/ curly fro-ed/ neat/ smart/ strong/ fantastic/ fabulous/ fly/ writer/ mentor/ caring/ loving/ nice/ painter/ cartoonist/ rare/ woman/ free/ photographer/ young/ mature/ wise/ solo/ neat/ independent/ cool/ calm/ collective/ beautiful/ gregarious/extra-ordinary/volumptious/top of the line/ student/kinky/freaky/serious/deep... ~just somebody that is real about what they see, just somebody making their way, 2 the beat of their own drum easily, just somebody who appreciates the simple things in life, somebody who sees more than dollar signs, and more than physical beauty damn right... There is a balance within the world of me. i'm just the classic case of different all around, in mind, body, and spirit, somehow, i make it through all of the trials and tribulations, hatred, discrimination, misunderstandings, fake accusations, lies, betrayal, but no defeat... i'm still growing, learning, understanding, appreciating... i'm just somebody that takes risks, that accepts people 4 who they are, and who they will become, i'm everything i never thought that i would be, but here i am, doing me...an artist, so lovely… so u can join me in my journey 2 become a better person, as i live GOD's mission, or u can diss, dismiss me, but at the end of the day, its cool, i'm okay... cuz i'm a handful, and i'm whoever i say i am, whatever i want 2 be, no approval needed in the world of me, cuz i'm Shanese...Nesey boo lyricsx, lyrics, nese, nesey, something... so now ur in my world, now u'll know the real me, no sugar coating, no games, no faking, no lying, no being ditzy, doing like them crazies, celebrities, cuz under all the fashion, jewelry, big hair, makeup, quietness ya see, there is so much more 2 me, i'm more than life, i'm just Shanese, a remarkable individual ya know, that will most likely change the world so... ;-)~respect is love, love is respect, when it is given in return at that~BUDDHA BLESS!
*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*:
Basics:
Name: Nesey boo lyricsx
Date of Birth: sept 18th
Birthplace: MIA
Current Location: Tampa
Eye Color: dark brwn
Hair Color: natural highlights medium brwn
Height: 5 ft 6
Heritage: black, white, cherokee native american
Piercings: ears
Tattoos: nope :-(
Favourite:
Band/Singer: india arie, aretha franklin, or kelis
Song: any kelis song, any india arie song, my prerogative, it's my life, survivor, and a lot more.
Movie: diary of a madd black woman, freaky friday, nola, and a cinderella story
Disney Movie: pocahontas, cinderella, lion king, snow white, peter pan, thumbelina, sleeping beauty
TV show: lifetime movies
Color: blue or green
Food: chinese or italian foods
Pizza topping: cheese, brocolli, spinach
Ice-Cream Flavor: vanilla or strawberry
Drink (alcoholic): none
Soda: cherry coke or orange soda
Store: vintage stores
Clothing Brand: self esteem
Shoe Brand: converse or sketchers
Season: spring
Month: september, october, november, december, may, june, and july.
Holiday/Festival: christmas and my birthday
Flower: sunflower and poinsettia
Make-Up Item: all- foundation, blush, mascara, eye liner, i love it all
Board game: connect 4 or monopoly
This or That
Sunny or rainy: a mix of both
Chocolate or vanilla: both
Fruit or veggie: both, fruit is wonderful
Night or day: both
Sour or sweet: both
Love or money: love
Phone or in person: phone, sometimes in person
Looks or personality: personality, hands down
Coffee or tea: tea
Hot or cold: cold
Your:
Goal for this year: do my best in all i pursue
Most missed memory: being a child
Best physical feature: all
First thought waking up: i'm behind
Hypothetical personality disorder: i'm a lil anti-social
Preferred type of plastic surgery: microderm abrasion or laser
Sesame street alter ego: elmo, cookie monster, big bird, the whole sesame street gang is cool 2 me.
Fairytale alter ego: snow white or pocahontas
Most stupid remark: aah, uhh, duh,
Worst crime: taking things that don't belong to me, taking credit for something that isn't mine.
Greatest ambition: have a clothing line, be a singer, be a songwriter, publish books, become a sociologist (with my Ph.D), get married (find the love of my life), change the world for the better, and have kids.
Greatest fear: dying especially dying of some disease, cancer, or in some accident
Darkest secret: my love is gender blind, i'm not perfect, a lot of stuff. ;-)
Favorite subject: anything but math
Strangest received gift: none
Worst habit: not doing what i plan to do
Do You:
Smoke: no
Drink: no
Curse: fuck chea
Shower daily: yep
Like thunderstorms: yep
Dance in the rain: yep, i'm cherokee hello
Sing: pretty good
Play an instrument: not now
Get along with your parents: sometimes
Wish on stars: i should
Believe in fate: sometimes
Believe in love at first sight: lust at 1st sight, no
Can You:
Drive: sometimes, i like subways
Sew: more than most
Cook: vegetarian dishes
Speak another language: a lil spanish
Dance: my own way
Sing: yeah really good
Touch your nose with your tongue: i wish
Whistle: i can't
Curl your tongue: a lil bit
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: maybe
Been Stoned/High: no, just madd tired. lol
Eaten Sushi: all the time
Been in Love: yeah
Skipped school: yeah
Made prank calls: yeah
Sent someone a love letter: a lot of times
Stolen something: yeah
Cried yourself to sleep: yeah
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? peeps who look at me but don't say a thing
Are you right or left handed? righty
What is your bedtime? whenever my head meets the pillow
Name three things you can't live without: food, parents, my belongings (my room)
What is the color of your room? multi colored like a rainbow
Do you have any siblings? half bro, half sis, who i know nothing about really
Do you have any pets? not now
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? no cuz i don't hate, and karma will kill em b4 i get my hands on em.
What is you middle name? boo
What are you nicknames? nese, lyricsx
Are you for or against gay marriage? well my love is gender blind so no
What are your thoughts ..ion? sometimes its needed, most people have abortions becuz they don't plan ahead of time
Do you have a crush on anyone? yeah a few
Are you afraid of the dark? no, i sleep like a vampire
How do you want to die? old, established, happy, and in my sleep
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? like 4
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? parents and grandparents
What is the last law you’ve broken? driving past the speed limit, running lights, taking something that didn't belong to me, taking credit for something that wasn't mine, lying to a few people, and many more. it sounds bad, but it isn't all that bad. we all sin.
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color: any, depends on the dude
Eye color: any, but not red
Height 6 ft
Weight 170-200 pounds and fit
Most important physical feature: big lips, big hands, big feet, nice abs, and a big ya know what
Biggest turn-off guys who front (say one thing but do another/aren't real)
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My Interests

Of course u couldn't see the worth in me, u've lived in the clouds 4 so long, and when u get 2 know me, that's when u cling. U shoulda loved me through it all. set ur standards high in all u do. don't hate me becuz u hate urself. if I'm intimidating u that much... then ur 2 weak 2 be my friend or my man. everything in life takes discipline, u have 2 have a lot of self discipline. sometimes people can't handle what I say cuz its true, can't handle the truth, then just go. a real woman doesn't have 2 say she's a real woman; it just shows, and it shows in me. I used 2 like u, now i don't...get over urself and ur ego. i don't just not like ya, i got my reasons. a lot of people are replicas and duplicates (ROBOTS), but that could never be me. u can't keep doin me wrong, and expect me 2 keep fakin a smile. loving and living life, day by day. i've grown, and i've changed but ur still the lil boy i should have never dated and ur still the lil girl i should have never befriended. we used 2 be tight, things used 2 be right, then between it all u got caught up, and u've done changed. my esteem comes 4rm within, nothin in this world defines me like i define myself. in my case age is just a numba. if i really wanted 2 change my situation i would do it, all things about me i choose. u think ur the only nigga who wants me; trust me i have tons more who wish they could grasp me, hun ur replaceable. i don't have 2 do a thing 4 u, i do it cuz i care. u won't take my shine 2day; i let u have it 2 many times b4. i'm content; i wouldn't wanta be any otha person or live anyone else's life but my own. my mind isn't ur mind, my heart isn't ur heart, my body isn't ur body, i run this, this my shit. that's ur significant otha not mines, it's all on u partnah. i live the way i want; it isn't on u 2 judge. of course i'm beautiful, not just on the outside but on the inside (i have an amazing soul). i rather be thick, then skinny. i don't like barbie dolls. i have flaws, insecurities; and issues, so do u, so don't treat me different cuz my differences ain't urs. i'm not different becuz its cool, its me. ur just someone i see on a daily; it don't mean that i think ur down 2 ride, u don't got me like i got me. u don't gotta like a thing, cuz then again u ain't my thing. i walk alone 4 a reason, u ain't my reason, ain't the reason, no wonder i ain't pleasin. being real isn't a job, it comes natural, being fake is what takes work, but then again if ur frontin i'll do it 2, 2 can play the game of fools. ur girl's 1/2 of me. i thought u knew i have no time 2 fall in love with u. don't shame urself over otha people, they aren't worth it (do what makes u feel good). u can't pimp a pimpette. i'm sucha lady of class (why are they so hard 2 find?) i'm not everybody. u want something more than me, when i'm more than life. MOST PEOPLE AREN'T WORTH MY TIME. I'm an acquired taste, that's why I don't fit ur fancy. ur way 2 weak 4 me.

I'd like to meet:

Real people who are making a positive contribution in the world. I get tired of people who have no substance, be fine and smart. Damn. I am. Also have some creativity, being a book worm is cool, but not always. Be the complete package like me. I need some peeps who actually know what is going down in the world. IF UR FAKE DON'T SEND ME A FRIEND'S REQUEST U WILL BE FUCKING DENIED. IF I DENIED U BEFORE DON'T THINK I'VE CHANGED MY MIND I HAVEN'T. IT MEANS I DON'T LIKE U AND UR A WASTE OF SPACE, AIR, LIFE. I ONLY TALK 2 PEEPS who are genuine. All of my myspace friends. ALL 1100+ would be way cool 2 me. GOD nd peeps who will make a positive impact in my life. Kelis, Nas, Pac, India Arie, all my top 24, and Lauryn Hill. All my ancestors. Revolutionaries, Prophets, Freedom Fighters, Real men, and Real Women. On the list goes. If ya want to know me, I want to know you. But if your psycho crazy then ya need not apply. later!I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

Music:

destiny's child teairra mari india arie jill scott lauryn hill shiny toy guns the sounds family force 5 aretha franklin tupac tina turner brandy ashanti alicia keys t.i. ashlee simpson mario keyshia cole gwen stefani mariah nas kelis

Movies:

lifetime movies horror freaky friday cinderella story ever after nola

Television:

lifetime sci-fi court tv

Books:

their eyes were watchin god awakening books on astrology anything by maya angelou diary of anne frank metamorphosis and many more...

Heroes:

2 many 2 time. check my top 24, and then some."I'm unbreakable." Alicia Keys "Curves are in." Shanese "In the end I found out I got me, myself, and I." Beyonce "Don't refer to me like I'm easy, triflin, a hoe, skank, slut, bitch, etc. cuz I ain't. I'm just me. I'm not tha chick 4rm the videos and movies. I don't drink, give it up, or smoke. I don't expose all my goodies, cuz that ain't what I wanta represent." Shanese "Mixed kids are beautiful." Shanese "There is nothing wrong with being interracial, so don't hate cuz I look different." Shanese "Most of ya'll chicks gotta impress me." Shawnna "I'm not your every day, around the way Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block, On a cell phone frontin', Never that, cuz I'm not that kinda girl, I need to know how you roll And how you get down, no drama, Money in the bank, Take me home and meet your mama Can you handle that?, Cuz I'm that kinda girl." Jo-Jo "I said yes to your numba, and yes to you dating me, yes we can be together, but you got away from me, the first time I said no, its like i never said yes before." Beyonce "You can never go wrong if you let me hold you." Bow wow "You should let me love you." Mario "Dreams are real, all you have to do is just believe." Ashanti "Black skin comes in all shades." Shanese "You think you know, but I put an act on for you. These words and actions are well thought out." Shanese "The ultimate measure of a person is not where he/she stands in moments of comfort, but where he/she stands at times of challenge and controversy." MLK "I might be sweet, but don't try me, because I can twist like a lemon right in front of your eyes." Shanese "Don't shame yourself over how others treat you, you must do what makes you feel good." Shanese "Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, pray for them that despitefully use you." MLK "Let justice roll down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream." MLK "If we are to reach real peace in this world, and if we are to carry on a real war against war, we shall have to begin with the children." Mahatma Gandhi "Nonviolence is absolute commitment to the way of love. Love is not emotional bash; it is not empty sentimentalism. It is the active outpouring of one's whole being into the being of another." Martin Luther King "Walk with your head up, or it will grow down." Shanese "You can never really know a person." someone "If there are prostitutes, there are giglios, so be careful." Shanese "Life is too short, to cry over the small stuff." someone "You only have one life, so make wise choices." Shanese "If it is meant to be, it will be." someone "Who are we to judge?" someone "Love, don't hate." Shanese "Be yourself." Shanese "Never take anything for granted." someone "You either hate me or love me, there is no in between." someone "If you don't like me, then move on." Shanese "Know your worth as a human being, and especially as a woman." Shanese "Misery loves company." someone "No one will have your back like you do." someone "The woman is the neck in the relationship, and the man is the head." someone "Gender roles suck." Shanese "Treat people the way you want to be treated." someone "We are human and we make mistakes." someone "Everyone's fingerprint is different, so is our style and mannerism." Shanese "Life isn't fair, but we have to make the most of it." someone "People like to bring you down, prove them wrong." someone "Don't judge a book by its cover." someone "Smothering me isn't good, I need room to breathe." Shanese "Life is about risks so take them." Shanese "Is rejection that bad?" Shanese "Backdown to peer pressure." Shanese "If you can't pay your own bills, you shouldn't be having kids." Shanese "Get a life, my business isn't your business, focus on your own shit." Shanese "A hustler doesn't say he or she is a hustler, he or she just hustles." someone "The tv kills brain cells." someone "Just because your black doesn't mean you have to be ghetto. All black folks are different." Shanese "It ain't easy, living in these shoes." someone "I walked a million miles in these shoes, represents the life I been through." Ja Rule "We can't all be friends." someone "Stop judging me, I am not Hispanic, and I don't fit any of your stereotypes or common misconceptions." Shanese "What you see is what you get." someone "All women aren't the same, so give me some respect." Shanese "You have to earn your respect." someone "Once an addict, always an addict." someone "Once a player, always a player." someone "Once a cheater, always a cheater." someone "We all are hypocrites, but we have to try to work on it." Shanese "You can't pimp a pimpette." someone "Don't let liking, love, or lust play with your head." someone "You can dress the part, talk the part, and act the part, but your true colors are visible." Shanese "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder." someone "If you have room to hate, you have room for change." someone "My eyes tell secrets I will never say." someone "90% of guys are doggs, good luck on finding the other 10%." Shanese, Sha, and Cass. "You may delay, but time will not." Ben Franklin "Wealth is not his/her that has it, but those that enjoy it." Ben Franklin "You can complain but your life could be so much worse." Shanese "To find out a guy's or a girl's faults, praise him or her to in front of his or her friends." Ben Franklin "Time is money." Ben Franklin "Who is she to you?" Brandy "Is there any boys around that know how to make a girl feel...make her feel good? Why every answer to my question, is a question? Do I have to appologize for my emotions? Do I have to tell a nigga I'm a woman? Why can't my nigga be my own lil somethang, that every girl on my block can't say dey done bumped with. Can't a chick from the hood find a homie, that I don't have to tell how to put it on me. " Teairra Mari "Evolution is a proven fact." Shanese "I detest racialism, because I regard it as a barbaric thing, whether it comes from a black man or a white man." Nelson Mandela "Don't ever give up on love, it might take you through hell and back but be strong." Shanese "When you give up on life, you are admitting to failure and you mind as well be dead." Shanese "What goes around comes around, it's called Karma baby and it goes around." Alicia Keys "Why you around them cowards?" Jadakiss "Who else am I gone lean on when times get rough, who is gonna talk to me till the sun comes up, there ain't no body better, we belong together." Mariah Carey "Say my name." Destiny's Child "I need a soldier, that ain't scared to stand up for me, kno to get doe, and he betta be street." Destiny's Child "Let me cater to you." Destiny's Child "Where there is a will there is a way." someone "When you brag that means you're not used to having anything." My mom "Concern yourself with you and your own." someone "How many brothas fell victim to tha streetz Rest in peace young nigga, there's a Heaven for a 'G' be a lie, If I told ya that I never thought of death my niggas, we tha last ones left but life goes on." Pac "Individuals, there are hardly any, but I got the non-conformist down pack." Shanese "You can't get on your game... so you keep looking right?...even with your girl. Well if you can't say something you ain't worth my time." Shanese "Be up front and honest, don't lie." Shanese "Sucking up is sometimes neccessary." Shanese "Be nice regardless of the bull, because stress does kill." Shanese "You can't get up on your game or you gangsta, no wonder your broke, lonely, a failure, and depressed." Shanese "If you can't accept people for who they are don't expect to get ahead in life." Shanese "Change can be positive." Shanese "I see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth living should I blast myself? I'm tired of bein' poor & even worse I'm black." Pac "You need to have love for your own race." Will.I.Am (Black Eyed Peas) "That's why I'm wild and I don't give a huh? Ya'll think cuz dese jeans fit that I am gonna give it up. Don't let my cute face fool ya. Been through so much in my life, Seen things in my life, That I never thought I'd make it through, Had a few close calls in my life, That could have ended my life, But I'm here looking at you, Never thought that I'd be here, I'm the type that don't give a damn about rules, I was forced to survive on the streetz, Make my own way to eat, Gotta do what I gotta do (Best believe), I know plenty of girls like me, That done been through hell just like me, Keep what your mama teach ya, Don't let cheat or deceit defeat ya (Girlfriend), And all my kickass girls like me, That ain't ever afraid to speak....Next time that they try to treat ya, Like you a freak cuz you street and look good." Teairra Mari. " Well let me start off by sayin this, And there ain't no game in this, Don't even think you waste my time, I know that I'm not the only one So don't get it twisted son, No, I don't think that you're all mine, Baby boy what I do know Is that I'm inexpandable, You'll never find another like me, Cuz all the others just fall in line I come first and they're behind, This is where you need to be, Cuz you think that I'm just whatever (Whatever), Trust me, it don't get no better, I don't know what you've been told But I know you won't disagree, Cuz I'm the franchise, Boy you can't lie, You know that I'll be everything you need (you need), I'm the M.V.P. That's why I'm your wifey, Can't another girl on earth see me (See me), Well I'm the franchise The one you can't deny, I'm the only one for you indeed (Indeed), I'm the M.V.P. .... You know you gotta have it, My loyalty is everlasting, And baby girl right here's a classic, I'm nothing like your last chick, And losing me would be so tragic." Teairra Mari "You can learn alot from the news and Lifetime." Shanese "You though you knew, but you were fooled." someone "Demand respect." someone "Remember your manners." Shanese "What you are going through could be so much worse, so get on your hands and knees and thank God." Nese

My Blog

i'll be absent till september...i'm trying 2 find myself once again!

i'll be gone 4 a lil bit. but i'll come through when time permitts. it will be like a few months. thanksx 4 all of the comments, have a gr8 weekend as well. yeah amy winehouse mixes it up with a diff...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 05:59:00 PST

the devil

how can i live with u? when ur the devil, u wear regular clothes, talk like a parent should, act all sweet, but ur something less 2 us, i see ur true colors! ur beauty has since 2 fade, diabetes 2 r...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 01:00:00 PST

I'm not shallow becuz of it...

honestly, as a kid i grew up being seen as so beautiful, cute, w/e. then around 8iish i had a gap between my teeth, and wide apart eyes, so i did have issues. i had dealt with being allergic 2 nearly...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 01:01:00 PST

what has the abuse been like 4 u?

well i was raised in a physically and verbally abusive home, now it is not physically abusive it is verbally/emotionally abusive...my mother was verbally abused as a kid, and her parents were on drugs...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 02:18:00 PST

An article that had me thinking about my current living situation...

Having worked with many clients recovering from childhood emotional abuse, and having experienced it myself, I want to share my learning with you, in the hope that it will help you be well, feel good,...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 01:58:00 PST

Being a good friend!

i see that ur lost in ur own mind, in ur own prism trying 2 find what's right... i see urself neglecting the beauty in ur life, and u turn ur head when u've found the key 2 a fruitful life... what's ...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 11:24:00 PST

I KNOW U MISS UR SHANESE, BUT DON'T KID URSELF

understand, it could be months at a time, even years, and ur not on my mind... i'm not in love, i'm not in lust, what would make u think i'm sprung?, ur not my # 1... of course u couldn't 4get about...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 03:12:00 PST

THE 25 YEAR OLD BLACK DUDE DOESN'T MAKE DATING MATERIAL

HOW MANY TIMES, DO I HAVE 2 MEET UR TYPE?, SAME SWAGGAH, SAME USELESS LINE, BABY BOY I DON'T HAVE THE TIME... PLEASE DON'T CALL ME LOVE, BABY, I'M NOT THE ONE, I DON'T HAVE THE TIME, 4 UR FOOLISH PRI...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 03:18:00 PST

the type u should marry

here goes anotha day, in my 20 years, soon 2 be 21, and i'm still a star... been chasin after what i believe, i'm most definitely wifey, but u can't comprehend, that i should be more than ur friend.....
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 12:55:00 PST

u don't ask 4 my hand

  i don't understand, how u can choose someone over me, i don't understand, how u constantly deny me... i thought about loving u, holding ur secrets 2, u have a heart of gold, and with u i would...
Posted by *Nesey boo lyricsx* (Official Myspace Page) on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 12:45:00 PST