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...I will walk through fire and melt away into the shadows, if only to escape every emotion that crawls through these veins. And in my silent scream for solitary confinement, I will light the sky with the stars so that one may look up and wonder where this magick comes from. But I will not say that it is me. Too easy to speak. And if it should ever happen that someone will find it leads to me, I will turn away and run into the forest...
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I manage a band and help others out. I can't always pay from out of my pocket.
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"To C-Dog ("Pancakes"): thank you so much! We'll get you back....you watch." - Mac
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This is my big bro Jesse a.k.a JPD. Here you go Jesse:
"It is clear he feels it perhaps even more than u. but i would say your feelings for him r more spiritual." - Kathy on Beneath the current
"He's very protective of you." - Jesse
"i just watched that slide show on your profile you and mark seem to have something special." - Anonymous
"Not one day goes without me wanting to die because your always in my mind." - Mark
"no one ever thinks about mark being with someone else. It's always been Mark and Claire...and Claire and mark. Anybody else wouldn't be right." - Melanie
"I told you i missed you and i do. You dont have to miss me i dont expect you to. I didnt give you anything to miss." - Mark
"im sure ill find noone that could replace you...You know i couldnt replace you." - Mark
"i know that no relationship is perfect but you guys made it seem that way" - Nikki
"I hope i didnt suck too bad for you. I did my best." - Mark
Me: "I told them to come hang out some time after their tour is done. So we'll see."
Mark: "well let me know if you chill with them cuz i want to chill too."
Me: "if you're lucky.... :-P!"
Mark: "well i dont want one of them hittin on you lol."
Me: What if a guy's interested in me?
Mark: I don't want other guys interested in you.
Me: What makes me so awesome?
Matt K.: Your personality. Hands down. You're the person who can meet someone for the first time and instantly be their best friend...your heart's in the right place.
"I'll rip off my leg and beat you with it." - Feather Heather
"you are a very beautiful girl..but when i looked at your pictures, your eyes are saying that you are hurting" - Anonymous
"England misses its Claire." - Chris
"Im not going to lie i fuckin miss you really bad. i dont go one day without wanting to die because you are always in my mind. im not ready to move on and it hurts that you are....to tell you the truth i missed the feeling of you being next to me." - Mark
"I love you so much that you might start making sense!" - Maeflower
Guy: You better not get fat. We'll all reject you.
Me: No you won't. You love me. Plus what about when I'm pregnant? Does that mean that everyone will stop loving me?
Guy: No, that's different...But you cannot have a McDonalds baby.
Chris; All very mysterious...
Me: hehe, how am i mysterious? Nothing mysterious about me at all. I'm like every other person in the world. I bleed, too. I just do my thing and I just don't care if people don't like it. Take me as I come. That's all that you'll ever get
Chris: That's all I ever wanted
Me: ...I'll be ugly and no one will want me.
Mark: I'll have you.
Chris: Just thought id pop in to say good night
Me: Hehe, you're such a sweetheart. Don't be like that too much now or I might hardcore fall for you.
"If there was a God, He gave her breast cancer on purpose." - Mel
Me: Can't you just be happy with the memories that we've had?
Mark: No, I can't be happy. Obviously.
Me: You should just worry about yourself and figure out what makes you happy and what you want from it. Don't waste your time worrying about me. I'm just a girl.
Mark: Not to me.
"I don't fight. I'm a lover, not a fighter." - Chris
"Just wanted to say I've been thinking about you all day :-)" - Chris
Kate: Thank you for tonight. I needed my Claire! Love you!
Me: This Somoan is going to knock you off of your feet and keep you on the ground
Chris: I hope so
Me:...Sometimes what we want isn't good for us. Maybe you two weren't meant to be. Maybe you are and the timing's just not right. So give it a little. Party hard and don't settle for one until you know for sure you can commit to only one. It's hard. But when you care about someone enough, you'll give them the world and even your own. Because they are just that amazing.
Mollie: Awwwwww that was so cute. Like a movie quote or something....
"...you had so many admirers that i thought you'd not look at me twice, well maybe 3 times. confound my blindness" - Chris
Chris: Come snuggle with me!
Me: Come and steal me away!
Chris: Come get me! So I can eat cake off your chest!
Me: Hehe is that the only reason you want me there? So you can eat cake off my chest? What happened to the snuggling?
Chris: Snuggling comes after I've cleaned the caked off you :-P Don't want crumbs in the bed!
"You're like Buddah. Lol you always know what to say :-D" - Mollie
"I miss your voice already. There's just something about the Samoan accent that just makes me go weak at the knees. :-)" - Chris
Chris: Miss me?
Me: Always
Chris: Wake up! I demand you pay attention to me right now! :-)
Me: You have my complete and undivided attention. :-) I'm here for the taking. :-)
Chris: Take ME! Please!
Me: Oh you know I"d take you. In less than a heartbeat. :-)
Mark: I still miss you though, just thought I would add that in there.
Me: What?! Why do you say stuff like that?
Mark: Why can't I?
Mark: I think a lot at work 'cause I get bored and it's mostly you.
Me: Why me?
Mark: Why would I think of anyone else? ...We have all these Valentine's things so I think of you...I always think of the anniversary and your birthday.
Me: I didn't think you still thought about that stuff
Mark: Yeah I do. Alot.
Me: Maybe it's [the dream] telling you to focus on your school work more.
Chris: Well, what with all these distracting little things...

My Interests



I wish I knew what to put here.
Experiences - The people I've met, the things I've done, they've all plqyed a role in making me the way I am today. Whether that's good or bad, you be the judge. Have you fallen in love yet?
Music - Although, I don't play an instrument anymore (that'll change soon thanks to some wonderful friends) music has become a passion that I hold dear to my heart. It's the expressions I cannot show and with that, music itself is my soulmate.
Writing - My words are my expression. Take them as you will because you see it differently than from any other person. IF you'll let me, I'll explain it to you. But only if you promise to listen with an open heart and an open mind.
Sewing - What better to express oneself than through what they wear? I make clothes that catch the eyes and on rare instances simplistic enough to pass as another's creation.
Dreaming - It seems as though fantasy overrules reality. Of course! There's more to believe in! For the dreamers out there, I know where you're coming from.
Compassion - Something I'm learning more and more about everyday. I help people, and sometimes they don't realise it. It's the way things were meant to be.
Love - I wish I knew more about it. Constantly changing and always throwing its curveballs. Thank you for reminding me that I'm still human.

I'd like to meet:

This is the special someone many of us have come to love and adore. What a proper way to love someone than to love them with a song that's meant something from the start.

I don't want to list something and have someone try to be that kind of person. I just want to be able to meet someone and have them be themselves around me. I don't ask for much. Just good company. And then we can see from there.
I want to meet my best friend.

"ur a beautiful girl and i cant see you havin a problem findin some1 who wont let u go." - Landon

"I've always wondered about you and what your story was...Im so curious about you and I have no idea why...Theres gotta be something to you if everyone is in love with you...it's obvious they do. I've just always wondered who you were and how you came out of nowhere..." - Jessica

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Copeland. A lot of their songs affect me in ways that make the dark spots brighter. Their music lifts me and puts a smile on my face. Or, they sing of something and bring me to tears. Either way, their music keeps me grounded. Especially this one song....If my life could be told in music, it'd be theirs. To its utmost core.

As I Lay Dying. From the interviews I've watched, this would be a group of guys that I could definitely become friends with. Tim would be my 3A buddy that I'd call for one of those late night conversations while the rest of the world sleeps.

Dredg. I was introduced to their music last year. I've been in love since. Their music is phenomenal and the lyrics are eerie but comforting.

I'm a sucker for blue eyes...
"...You feel it. And though you think the other person might not be seeing what you're seeing, you admire them and see them in the most beautiful light. Everything they do. Every flaw is their perfection. And it's sooo beautiful. And sooo wonderful. You wonder how they could capture your attention like this. It's the smile on your face that reveals this attraction, this love. And they could be sooo oblivious to this. But there is affection there. There is love. And sometimes, it doesn't have to be said......It already is."

"I'm going to find someone that will play a melody and inspire me to write the words down. And hopefully, I'll find someone that will sing to me because I've captured their heart." - Claire

This man is truly amazing. He's stolen my heart and I can't help but smile. He's making me happy and I wouldn't have it any other way.

IM me on AOL: MyMelodySecrets

Music:



Where do I begin......
30 Seconds to Mars
3EB
A Change of Pace
Aaliyah
ABBA
Acceptance
Ace of Base
AFI
Alejandro Sanz
Alicia Keys
Anberlin
Aqualung
Aqua
Arch Enemy
Augustana
Avenged Sevenfold
BarlowGirl
BBMak
Beethoven
Bellefire
Billie
Billy Joel
Blink 182
Boston
Brand New
Bright Eyes
Cheap Trick
Christina Aguilera
Copeland
Crazy Frog
Daddy Yankee
Dave Matthews Band
Day of Contempt
Deep Forest
DJ Sammy
Dream Theater
Dredg
Enigma
Enya
Eric Clapton
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Fastball
Fergie
From Autumn to Ashes
Goo Goo Dolls
Green Day
Gwen Stefani
Gym Class Heroes
H2O
Hot Hot Heat
Incubus
Jake Coco
Janet Jackson
Jimmy Eat World
The Jonbenet
Justin Timberlake
Kasabian
Kill Hannah
Leah Andreone
Lillix
Liz Phair
Love Claire
Ludacris
Mariah Carey
Mario Vazquez
Matchbook Romance
Matchbox Twenty
Mew
Michelle Branch
Minutes to Memories
Missy Elliot
Morrisey
Motion City Soundtrack
Mozart
Natalie Imbruglia
No Doubt
Oasis
Orgy
Outkast
Pachabel
Paulina Rubio
Pharrell
Phoenix Mourning
Pigface
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Rise Against
Roses Are Red
Rusted Root
Santana
Sarah Brightman
Sean Paul
Shakira
Showbread
Straylight Run
Sugarcult
Symphony X
T.A.T.U.
Taking Back Sunday
Tchaikovsky
The All-American Rejects
The allStars
The Archies
The Bangles
The Black Eyed Peas
The Cure
The Dresden Dolls
The Doors
The Foundations
The Killers
The Light Season
The Number 12 Looks Like You
The Police
The Roots
The Temptations
The Used
The Vapors
U2
UnderOath
Usher
Vanessa Carlton
VNV Nation

Locals: My December, Omnisoul, The Hint, Diatribe, SoulOH, Modern Bliss, Radiowhore, Apollo 13,Mile High School , The Dead Idols

Movies:

Ace Ventura: Pet Detective
Boondock Saints
Breakfast on Pluto
City of Angels
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Finding Neverland
The Labyrinth
The Secret Garden

Television:

Dharma and Greg
Family Guy
Inuyasha
Roswell
Sailor Moon
Saturday Night Live
Six Feet Under
That 70s Show
The Boondocks
The Cosby Show
The Fresh Prince of Bel Air
The Simpsons
Will and Grace

Books:

Click on the image below to see a list of all the videos:

Alien Video...Don't ask.

Car Wash

Heroes:


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READ THIS BEFORE WATCHING THE VIDEO: I'll admit that when I created this I was going through a depressing time in my life. I had dreamt about a dear friend coming back to life but only for a short period, only to realise that I was going to be going back with him. So it got me thinking and wondered what my dedication video would look like as well as what song would go with it. I chose "Hear You Me" by Jimmy Eat World. I'm in love with this song and when it does come to be my time, I'd love for this song to be played. So imagine I just passed and want to preserve my memory...would you miss me? I didn't do this to be fucked up or to get attention. I don't know when I'll leave this earth, but with everything that's falling apart before my very eyes I kind of wish I did.

You are The Wheel of Fortune

Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success

The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.


You Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

My Blog

When it snows....I think of you

The snow started falling today and I found myself unable to keep from looking out the window. I ran to it like a little child and just gazed out as each snowflake gently fell to the ground below.The t...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 11:29:00 PST

Are you down this winding road?

I've been calling your name butI don't think you can hear meThis silence is deafeningI can't seem to find the comfort I once had in ths madness.Are you listening for me?I took the long way home tonig...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 01:14:00 PST

What this entails...

It's well past midnight and I've got a million thoughts in my head.Thoughts that dwell and continue to dwell until the meaning behind it all ceases to exist. I wish you didn't have to be so complicate...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 10:07:00 PST

Copeland and more to follow

I went to go see Copeland for the first time ever this past weekend.The played with Owen, Acute, and The Appleseed Cast.I will admit that I didn't pay much attention to the bands opening for...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 08:48:00 PST

Let's figure this out together?

I promise to make you happy ifYou promise to make me smile.Your eyes, they're intense and I can't find myself to look away.Your beauty captivates me in the most satisfying of waysI'm guilty in every w...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 02:32:00 PST

This is for all the Drama Starters....

Are some people really bored with their lives? Do they really not have anything better to do with their lives?I guess so. It's quite clear that my most recent relationship with someone has ended. That...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 07:36:00 PST

If I knew then what I know now....

....maybe it wouldn't take so long for the right things to make sense. The twisted words and countless turns of senselessnessHave left me feeling bruised and tired. And still I linger for the sheer de...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 01:30:00 PST

If only our worlds were closer together....

....I'd never let you go. The heavens are moving and something's stirring in the air.I can feel you right next to me, bringing back your scent and fond memories.Where are you, my love? It looks as if ...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 06:05:00 PST

Let's talk....

I drove to nowhere in particular just to clear my thoughts.My thoughts, they led to you. Every song I hear sounds like a musical conversation I'm having with myself.And it seems as though simple words...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Thu, 09 Nov 2006 04:16:00 PST

Is he out there?

Even if the stars did lose their shine, they're forever burning bright in her mind. The sky will fall.Her promises are kept locked away in a glass for all to see but never to touch. Her wishes remain ...
Posted by If there*s ever a time that I need you, it*s now on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 03:35:00 PST