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dggrNAUT

be the love you wish to recieve from others; be the change you want to see in the world

About Me


One day a Native grandfather said to his grandson, "There are two wolves fighting inside all of us - the wolf of fear and hate, and the wolf of love and peace."
The grandson asked, "Which one will win?"
The grandfather replied, "The one we feed."

"It is a mistake to believe that war only happens to other countries."
-Asbel in Nausicaa of The Valley of Wind

"All I want now is happiness for you and me."
-Elliott Smith


"The lover knows much more about absolute good and universal beauty than any logician or theologian."
-George Santayana


"A human being is part of the whole, called by us the universe. A part limited in time and space. One experiences oneself, ones thoughts and feelings, as something seperate from the rest, a kind of optical delusion of ones consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures."
-Albert Einstein
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"It is possible to discover the correct path to take, as if there were footprints in the sand from those who have gone before. Study the history of previous cultures, the ancient ones who have provided witness to inner silence, beauty, light and benediction.
Do not follow the ways of the future cultures who only wish to pass on weapons of destruction more horrible with every generation.
Such people have become slaves of their own fear alone."
-Michel de Nostrodam
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"I know some things I'd rather not
Like the time ahead is all the time you've got."
-Ted Leo
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"But if everyone's singing out
And everyone's dancing now
There's no reason for standing around
Cos we're dead when we're lying down"
-Thunderbirds Are Now!
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"Have you ever lived through a day
where the littlest things,
in the littlest ways,
made you feel you were blessed?
And if you died right then,
well, you know you'd be missed,
but there's no better state
to cease to exist,
and you wouldn't feel sad,
and you wouldn't resist,
because you knew what you'd had
and were thankful for it..."
-Will Sheff
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥&hea rts;
When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all your laughter, and weep, but not all your tears.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy;
To return home at eventide with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.
These things he said in words. But much in his heart remained unsaid. For he himself could not speak his deeper secret.
And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of seperation.
-Kahlil Gibran, from The Prophet
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"Please tell me it will be OK..."
"Welcome to Earth, young man. It's hot in the summer and cold in the winter. It's round and wet and crowded. At the outside, you've got about a hundred years here. There's only one rule that I know of: Goddamn it, you've got to be kind!"
-K. Vonnegut
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i figure if i just show up somewhere, something awesome will happen...
-Rachel

Albert Einstein was asked one day by a friend "Do you believe that absolutely everything can be expressed scientifically?"
"Yes, it would be possible," he replied, "but it would make no sense. It would be description without meaning - as if you described a Beethoven symphony as a variation in wave pressure."
-Ronald W. Clark from 'Einstein: The Life And Times'

"Why do we argue?
Life's so fragile,
a successful virus clinging to a speck of mud,
suspended in endless nothing.
-Alan Moore from 'Watchmen'

"As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being."
-C. G. Jung


"If something is not beautiful, it is probably not true."
-John Keats

My Interests

Too nice for my own good...

I'd like to meet:


you.

THE REAL YOU!

having as much fun as possible. laughing or crying. living or dying.

as long as you're loving life...

Music:

- mu·sic (myoo-zik)
n.

1. An art of sound in time that expresses ideas and emotions in significant forms through the elements of rhythm, melody, harmony, and color.

2. The tones or sounds employed, occurring in single line (melody) or multiple lines (harmony), and sounded or to be sounded by one or more voices or instruments, or both.

3. Musical work or compositions for singing or playing.

4. The written or printed score of a musical composition.

5. Such scores collectively.

6. Any sweet, pleasing, or harmonious sounds or sound

The Mars Volta, Okkervil River, Cadeaux (R.I.P.), Ladyhawk, Botch (R.I.P.), Isis, Mastodon, Converge, The Bronx, Darkest Hour, Thunderbirds Are Now!, Black Mountain, The WPP (R.I.P.), S-Dubs and The Double V's, Bakelite, You Say Party! We Say Die!, Golden Phoenix (R.I.P.) Q And Not U (R.I.P.), Medications, Thunderlip, Bend Sinister, Gang Gang Dance, Mahjjong, Beastie Boys, Sage Francis, Blood Brothers, Mae-Shi, Ted Leo and The Pharmacists, Les Savy Fav, MF Doom etc..., A Gun Called Tension, Creedence, Steve Miller Band, Stylex, Sufjan Stevens, Pretty Girls Make Graves, Neil Young, Bad Dudes, The Advantage, Subtitle, Jon Brion, Death From Above 1979, Femme Fatale, The Pope (God, this could seriously go on forever...)

Movies:

- mov·ie (moo-vee)
n.

1. A sequence of photographs projected onto a screen with sufficient rapidity as to create the illusion of motion and continuity.

2. A connected cinematic narrative represented in this form.

Conversations With God
The Secret
The Squid & The Whale
Little Miss Sunshine
Rushmore
The Royal Tenenbaums
The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou
Hard Candy
Edward Scissorhands

Television:

- tel·e·vi·sion (tel-uh-vizh-uhn)
n.

1. The transmission of visual images of moving and stationary objects, generally with accompanying sound, as electromagnetic waves and the reconversion of received waves into visual images.

2.
a. An electronic apparatus that receives electromagnetic waves and displays the reconverted images on a screen.
b. The integrated audible and visible content of the electromagnetic waves received and converted by such an apparatus.

3. The industry of producing and broadcasting television programs.

Americas Next Top Model
Batman:The Animated Series
Captain N:The Game Master
Full Bottom
HEROES
Lost
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
The Tick
Wondershowzen
The Venture Brothers

and of course...

VANCOUVER CANUCKS HOCKEY!

Books:

- book (boo-k)
n.
1. A set of written, printed, or blank pages fastened along one side and encased between protective covers.
2.
a. A printed or written literary work.
b. A main division of a larger printed or written work: a book of the Old Testament.
3.
a. A volume in which financial or business transactions are recorded.
b. books Financial or business records considered as a group: checked the expenditures on the books.
4.
a. A libretto.
b. The script of a play.
5. Book
a. The Bible.
a. The Koran.
6.
a. A set of prescribed standards or rules on which decisions are based: runs the company by the book.
b. Something regarded as a source of knowledge or understanding.
c. The total amount of experience, knowledge, understanding, and skill that can be used in solving a problem or performing a task: We used every trick in the book to finish the project on schedule.
d. Informal. Factual information, especially of a private nature: What's the book on him?
7. A packet of like or similar items bound together: a book of matches.
8. A record of bets placed on a race.
Lord Of The Rings (Tolkien), The Road To Mars (Eric Idle), Anything Chuck Palahniuk puts his pen to... and Kurt Vonnegut for that matter, The Dark Tower series (Stephen King), The Dirt (Motley Crue), The Discworld series (Terry Pratchet), Harry Potter (JK Rowling), The Dune Saga (Frank Herbert) all Star Wars books pre-prequels... holy shit! I'm a huge nerd! Awesome...

Heroes:

- he·ro (heer-oh)
n. pl. he·roes

1. In mythology and legend, a man, often of divine ancestry, who is endowed with great courage and strength, celebrated for his bold exploits, and favored by the gods.

2. A person noted for feats of courage or nobility of purpose, especially one who has risked or sacrificed his or her life: soldiers and nurses who were heroes in an unpopular war.

3. A person noted for special achievement in a particular field: the heroes of medicine.

4. The principal male character in a novel, poem, or dramatic presentation.

Status: Solitary
Here For: Only so long, so lets make it fun
Orientation: Hete-bro
My Home: East Van!
Zodiac: Lion
Lives: 7
Children: Hmmmm... seems plausible
Occupation: Personal Pioneer

My Blog

how fucking stoked am I?

Service Canada called me today to tell me I've been approved for the Self Employment Program... which starts May 28thso the question is: do you party?hahahahahahaha! YES!...
Posted by this guy... on Thu, 17 May 2007 02:17:00 PST

c'mon government, don't fail me now...

so... for those I haven't told...pending government approval I have been accepted in to the Self Employment Program... to start my own business...cross your fingers and make a wish for me, because if ...
Posted by this guy... on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:59:00 PST

bragging rights (get your jealousy on)

tonight while everyone is watching the Vancouver-Dallas game on CBC or online...I'll be watching it from the front row of GM Place, on the Vancouver starting goal line, right at the ice.hey, maybe you...
Posted by this guy... on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 02:07:00 PST

island escapism

to Salt Springsince Thursdayrestingwritingmeetinglaughinglovingdancingcollecting decidingreevaluatingclarifyingalonein an 8 sided cabinwell... mostly alonecame with Ora Cogan & SWWthen was joined by RW...
Posted by this guy... on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:48:00 PST

propensity of hope

elemental architect connects the careless carefully heaven sent complacent to this twitch of predilection excusing inner bruising as the roundabout for penitence cognizant in consequence those cracks ...
Posted by this guy... on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 01:48:00 PST

Maybe I will always haunt you. Mark the somnolence with truth.

*sigh* I would like to disappear for a while... maybe a week or two. I'm so stressed out about sooooo many things right now... I need time to collect. To vent. To fix my head. Get the wheels back on ...
Posted by this guy... on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 05:29:00 PST

Canadian Snowbirds, you fuckers!

thanks for making me and everyone I know shit their pants and think the world is suddenly ending. hit the fucking deck? how 'bout I punch your fucking face... same goes for anyone who would actuall...
Posted by this guy... on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 03:44:00 PST

eye see

two halves meet beneath a half moon to have one look which is all that they need gaze eternal for elements and hardships of loss stood between them by way of love that sight never lost...
Posted by this guy... on Thu, 03 Aug 2006 02:17:00 PST

[UPDATED] Best pre-month birthday present EVER!

So... 31 days away. 07/08 --- 08/08 And I wake up to hear a brand new Mars Volta song. Thank you pre-birthday fairy! I love you! xo And shit... look what actually comes out on my birthday. UP...
Posted by this guy... on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 11:35:00 PST

when in doubt - do nothing.

Today I am overwhelmed by both intense sadness and intense happiness and all this at the same time. I got some good advice yesterday, so... I'm done. It was fun... but I don't like this game anymore....
Posted by this guy... on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 12:31:00 PST