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I won't shine unless you shine

About Me

DISTANT THOUGH I AM, ORANGE, GOLD AND GREEN, FIRING FLAMING, COLORS SURROUND ME..... DARLING SHOULDN'T I BE THE ONE WONDERING AFTER ALL I AM THE ONE WHO IS GONE. I'M ALWAYS WONDERING. I WAS JUST WONDERING. I WAS JUST WONDERING. I'M THE ONE... WHO IS GONE. WHO IS GONE.

"Let your love even with my life decay,
Lest the wise world should look into your moan
And mock you with me after I am gone." ~71

I am gonna start knitting like a fiend, be a personal shopper, and sell scarves in a glass housed cafe by day and bar by night. This is till I move to france and learn how to manage luxury goods. Then I can work for Chanel and get free purses. Oh thats fabulous, and definitely will happen, due to my undying persistence of nothing.A IMG{ border-style:none; )
I HATE YOU MORE THAN YOU HATE YOURSELF

My Interests

Who is going to see this movie with me?
Who is moving? What what... paris ? huh. oh thats right.
"THERE ARE NO MISTAKES, THERE IS ONLY WHAT YOU DO AND WHAT YOU DON'T DO." knitting more scarves than I could ever possibly wear, music, photography, art, reading, my collection of shoesies, walking around aimlessly, chick-fil-a, earrings, coffee, sewing, coca cola, birds, picture frames, writing, chanel/dior, blueberry blintze ahh yum, being hypercritical of everyone with lozo, Cannes, going to some shows (not all are that enjoyable we all know it's true), The Oregon Coast, I can't resist my Eisley, toasted marshmallows, chandeliers, ooooh tea of course, frizzy hair,watching people in the mall, traveling, talking to my favourite people, waitin to jump kick someone, dancing like I know the songs, glasses, blush, people who know what the hell they are actually talking about. "That's the nice thing about carousels, they always play the same songs"~Holden Caulfield

I'd like to meet:

"You'd rather be a bitch than be an ordinary broken heart, so go ahead and talk about your bad day. I want all the details of the pain and misery that you are inflicting on the others, I consider them my sisters and I'd like their numbers."
"CHOIRS OF ANGELS SEEM TO SING HYMNS OF HATE IN MEMORANDUM"
I've met them all and so far I am not impressed.

Music:



the blood brothers, no doubt, taking back sunday(john nolan style), kill me tomorrow, leslie gore, the argyles, vermillion lies, rilo kiley, neon blonde, brand new, aguilera and apple, system, the box tops, dresden dolls, rocky horror picture show, something corporate(short haired), krmtx, aqua, qui,element 101, nirvana(portray sincerity), gwen stefani(bubble pop electric you've got to get it)

Movies:

Get Shorty, High Heels and Low Lifes, Die Hard Trilogy, Jean De Florette, Indiana Jones Trilogy, Jungle Rules Live, Broken Arrow, For Your Consideration, The Notebook, Dick Tracy, Addicted to Love, The Fountain, The Widow of St-Pierre (gros ou gras?), The Royal Tenenbaums, Sabrina, Happily Ever After, The Little Mermaid, 9-5, Unfaihtful, The Umbrellas of Cherbourgh, The Cook the Thief his Wife and her Lover, The Machinist
"It's a story that might bore you, but you don't have to listen, because I always knew it was going to be like that."

Television:

I love the discovery channel; I just don't understand why they want to make everyone so knowledgeable about how to cover up a murder. Roseanne is the best made show ever. Try and argue, just try; face the consequences. I also super like stuff that has to do with all that crime investigations or kidnappings, or human trafficking. Why is the sick stuff always so intriguing?

Books:



The Promise of a Lie, Catcher in the Rye, The Delilah Complex, Tale of Two Cities, Jemima Jones, Tell Me Your Dreams,The Seventh Scroll, Eye of the Needle, The Next Accident, Animal Farm, Great Expectations, Are you Afraid of the Dark?, Perfume, The Divine Comedy (Inferno 1st!), The Count of Monte Cristo, Stargirl, The Other Side of Midnight, Wuthering Heights, The Killing Hour, The Thorn Birds, Pillars of the Earth, Confessions of a Shopaholic

Heroes:


Darling I love you but give me Park Avenue
"Her eyes did not look away as the mirrors trembled, sometimes dark, sometimes luminous."
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My Blog

epar

I was running up the stairs and tripped and scrapped my knee.  I was sad and it stung.  Like ouch.  But atleast I didn't miss my train which was the larger and more important objec...
Posted by newspaper gown on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 02:49:00 PST

vertigo

Thats what it is called.  Vertigo.... not ... "uh that roller coaster droppy numb feeling".  Its been diagnosed.  Now that it has a name maybe I can scare it away.  I mean theres n...
Posted by newspaper gown on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:38:00 PST

rebecca bloomwood takes luke brandon by storm on morning coffee

So I like to read.  Trouble is I am absolutely fanatical about finishing what I read.  So that means that for the 3-4 days I read the book, my thoughts escape me.  Suddenly I am this ch...
Posted by newspaper gown on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:30:00 PST

shady shifty

So... I've asked someone if this is normal... and I have been assured its not. My eyes um vibrate ?  I don't know.... I was just walking around, when all of a sudden my eyes went out of focus, my...
Posted by newspaper gown on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 08:22:00 PST

your fluff is dirty

I want to make a scene, a big bloody scene.  Lets all be irrational, it will be fun. 
Posted by newspaper gown on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:57:00 PST

i feel like a bad person

for giving up so easy.  but u know what... if "the good things are worth fighting for", fuck it... why isn't the good thing fighting for you?  I am not trying anymore at anything.  "I'm...
Posted by newspaper gown on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 02:01:00 PST

is that what u want now?

Sprinkle...  or sprinkled.  Temporary hope disolves like the snow flakes that drown out the concrete.  Splattered red gleam on the window muddles thoughts of concentration.  Is tha...
Posted by newspaper gown on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 01:44:00 PST

hey fuck you

I hate hate hate hate hate your guts.  yep....
Posted by newspaper gown on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 11:02:00 PST

we all fall down

I miss a feeling.  Bad.  Such sadness is associated with the emotion.  How can you trust the original pleasure of it all?  It's my fault for not being able to enjoy any current sit...
Posted by newspaper gown on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 10:57:00 PST

....

I wish I didn't believe in such a finale for past loved ones.  I guess we all have our own techniques for sanity.  but sometimes i wish i could ignore them.  do the unthinkabl...
Posted by newspaper gown on Sat, 25 Nov 2006 02:21:00 PST