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Eye of the Beholder

Demons scheme whenever I have a chance to dream

About Me

Hmmm..who am I? Who are any of us really? I am a 29 year old Air Force brat and damn proud of it. I got to live in a bunch of cool places and made great friends. I love to laugh and make others laugh as well. Just into having a great time no matter what. I am a Trekkie, a big dork all around really. Writing is my passion along with film. I will help out anyone I can that deserves it and expect nothing in return because that is just who I am. If you ever want to know more, just ask me. I am very honest about all aspects of my life. Myspace Graphics
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I am a woman of many talents. I love movies and love to act like an idiot so it is no wonder I became an amateur actress with the e mandy players. You can check it out at www.emandy.net. A hidden secret is that I will spend hours developing new voicemail messages with accents and scripts. I am a huge dork. I am obsessed with lifetimetv.com. For the games people, not the movies with Meredith Baxter Berney. I play Cinema Sequence and movie mah jong. I am a poet and submit my works to brainmeta.com under the name hollywoodsnoopy. I also love to write short stories because I can never seem to finish that Pulitzer Prize winning novel. I post some in the blogs found here, feel free to check them out. Last but certainly not least I love driving people insane and by now have gotten really good at it.
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I'd like to meet:

Clive Owen.

Music:

I love all music. I think part of that came from the moving around. The different people from different areas get you hooked on all types of music. I like the following in no particular favorite order. HIM,Narwhal,Cutephase, Gnarls Barkley, Bare Naked Ladies, Lenny Kravitz,Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Carlos Santanna, Stevie Ray Vaughn,Lois Armstrong, Vast, Downtown Harvest, Incubus, Linkin Park, The Killers, Amy Winehouse, Norah Jones, Corrine Bailey Rae, Nellie Furtado, Panic At The Disco, Gym Class Heroes, Tenderhooks, The Holy Fingers,Pussycat Dolls,Sugergrass, Black Eyed Peas, James Blunt, George Strait,Natasha Bedingfield, Daft Punk, Jill Scott, Mary J. Blige, Ludacris,Steely Dan, Gary Barlow,Nelly Furtado, Robbie Williams, Kelly Clarkson, Pink Floyd, My Chemical Romance, Ciara, Missy E, Anita Baker, Tori Amos, Taylor Dayne, Kanye West, Foo Fighters, Coldplay, Blur, The Eagles,Busta Rhymes,Gorillaz, BeeGees, Fleetwood Mac, Craig David, Sade, The Cure, 311, Bush, Smashing Pumpkins, Pearl Jam, Cake, John Mayer,Kula Shaker,The Cardigans, LifeHouse, Maxwell, and the soundtrack to Walk the Line, and Pink. My musical taste varies and if you ride in my car you know that I will wear a cd out when I first play it.

Movies:

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Add to My Profile | More Videos THE TRIPPER, Grindhouse, Sin City, Gamers(www.buygamers.com), All the Star Trek movies, Reign Over Me, Mysterious Skin, Stranger Than Fiction, Casino Royale, Disturbia, 300, The Puffy Chair, This is England, Superbad, The Last Mimzy, I AM LEGEND, The World's Fastest Indian, The Darwin Awards, Art School Confidential, The Astronaut Farmer, The Last King of Scotland, The House of D, Sherrybaby, The Departed, Babel, 3:10 to Yuma, Very Bad Things, Thumbsucker, The City of Lost Children, Infection, American Psycho, Swimming with Sharks, Serenity, Dummy, Brick, Everything is Illuminated, The Illusionist, The Devil and Daniel Johnston, Running with Scissors, Edmond, We are Marshall, The Pursuit of Happyness, Manic, Borat, The Player, Hot Fuzz, Slither, House, House II, The Chumscrubber, Running With Scissors, Stranger Than Fiction, Breakfast At Tiffanys, Bubba Ho-tep, Little Manhattan, The Science of Sleep, Election, Knocked Up, Nightwatch, Night on Earth, Freeway, Goonies, Little Miss Sunshine, Muriel's Wedding, Adventures in Babysitting, Batteries Not Included, House, House II, Natural Born Killers, The Sixth Sense, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, In the Company of Men, PI-an ex told me I wouldn't like it cause it dealt with math, Proof, both versions, Donnie Darko, Saved, Party Monster, Mean Creek, Dirty Filthy Love, Run Lola Run, Love me if you Dare-subtitled, The Island, An Everlasting Piece, The Ten, Sunshine, Kung Fu Hustle, Boondock Saints, Sliding Doors, Rio Bravo, Lawrence of Arabia, To Kill a Mockingbird, Twelve Angry Men, It's a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World, Young Frankenstein, All 3 Lord of the Rings, special edition, Hurly Burly, Crooklyn, Radio Days, Modern Times, Anything Lon Chaney does, Garden State, The Blade Trilogy, Bubble Boy, Speak, JuneBug, Children of Men, Inside Man, Derailed, King Arthur, Croupier, Bent, Beyond Borders, Closer, I'll Sleep When I am Dead, The Rich Man's Wife, Ok, those all have Clive Owen in it sue me. Scarface, Better Off Dead, The Music Man, McClintock, 12 Monkeys, Kalifornia, Trainspotting, Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels, Snatch, Shadow of the Vampire, The Cell, Memento, GO, Bowfinger, Heathers, Requiem for a Dream, Edward Scissorhands, What about Bob?, CaddyShack, SlingBlade, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Adventures of Baron Munchausen, Von Ryans Express, Wait Until Dark, Twin Falls Idaho, The Machinist, Arsenic and Old Lace, 20 Bucks, V for Vendetta, Pretty Persuasion, Broke, Eulogoy, The Final Cut, Pauly Shore is Dead, Something New, The King of Kong:Fistful of Quarters, He Was a Quiet Man, Weirdsville, Gone Baby Gone, Elizabeth:The Golden Age, La Vie En Rose, A Christmas Story, A Love Song for Bobby Long, My Fair Lady, Man on the Moon, Manos: The Hands of Fate, Army of Darkness, Shaun of the Dead, I am Sam, American Splendor, Taxi Driver, Silence of the Lambs, Thirteen, The Assassination of Richard Nixon, Crash, I Heart Huckabees, Sleepers-the book made me cry too, The Hurricane, Imaginary Heroes, We Don't Live Here Anymore, Squid and the Whale, The Constant Gardener, Elf, OfficeSpace, Empire Records, Kids, Winter Solstice, Clockwork Orange, Tommy, Pink Floyd's The Wall, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, She's the Man, SlingBlade, Monster, Romeo and Juliet, Shakespeare in Love, Enchanted, DOA:Dead of Alive, Keeping Mum, The King, 27 Dresses, Resident Evil:Apocolypse, Joshua, Rescue Dawn, Hot Rod, Fay Grim, Evan Almighty, Blades of Glory, Daywatch, Told you, I keep adding. I love movies!!! I could go on and on for days. I have over 300+ movies in my collection. I am in love with all sorts of movies. Not big on the girlie movies though. Once in awhile maybe. I love indie movies most of all.

Television:

Comedy always. I love to laugh!!! Right now I am into a cartoon called The Grimm Adventures of Billy and Mandy.Kathy Griffin: My life on the D-list, Fear Factor,and America's Next Top Model,The New Adventures of Old Christine, How I Met Your Mother, The Class, Project Runway, The Bad Girls Club. My absolute favorite show of all time is Coupling. It is a British show I got into when I lived in England. Totally hilarious!! BBC America in general is good for fun. TOP GEAR!!!!, Jeykll,Little Britain, Green Wing, The Office, Ed vs. Spencer, That Mitchell and Webb Look, Graham Norton, Free Radio,Star Trek:the original and next generation only The State, Reno 911, Spaced, Laguna Beach, Stella, Dexter, Heroes, Snapped, Bridezillas,The Vacant Lot, Strangers with Candy, The Upright Citizens Brigade, Firefly, even if short lived, Monty Python's Flying Circuusssss, Golden Girls, Night Court, Punky Brewster, Charles in Charge, Full House,Happy Days, Laverne and Shirley, Dick Van Dyke Show, Leave it to Beaver,Cosby Show, A Different World, Small Wonder,Fairly OddParents, Xaolin Showdown,Carnivale, The Young Ones, League of Gentleman, Deadwood, Weeds, Cops(hillbillies crack me up),Rob & Big, Scarred,Pushing Daisies, Last Comic Standing, 30 Rock, Arrested Development, Family Guy, Bad Girls Club. I love television that makes me laugh.

Books:

Not a big reader. Love Entertainment Weekly though.Ok, my vice is I love reading things I read in school. To Kill a Mockingbird, The Chocolate Touch, and The Witches. I buy books on occasion, but they collect dust. I bought Steve Martin's Shopgirl years ago and never cracked the binding on it. I envy my dad because he can read a Steven King book that's like 8,000 pages in 1/2 a second.
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Heroes:

My family are my heroes definitely, because we all stick together and help each other out no matter what. My boyfriend Gary is my hero too. I LUB!!!

My Blog

Life=Poetry

In this life we have demons and feelings that consume our every thought. Our purpose becomes so clear through actions taken. My poetry comes from that ever present battle between the forces of go...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 04:38:00 PST

Of all the times in my life to be fat

So, they are filming parts of a movie entitled "Public Enemies" here in Wisconsin. The local radio stations were talking about a casting event on Friday from 4-7. They were looking for great faces to ...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 08:31:00 PST

Nikki’s Uncooperative Gall Bladder

I met with my surgeon today. He's very nice and quite informative. Here is what is going on inside my body. The reason that ding dang gall bladder has to come out next Thursday. I just finished a big ...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 05:25:00 PST

"My Friend"

"My Friend" Shady tree My old friend Your leaves Ever changing You've watched me grow From boy to man Oh, the stories You could share I used to swing From your mighty branches First kiss was Beneath y...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 06:43:00 PST

Utopia

"Utopia" I watch people As they pass by Wondering about The lives they lead Are they kind? Are they just? Would they lend a hand? My sorrow is that There is a darkness A fierce demon That cannot be co...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 06:39:00 PST

My Celebrity Look A Likes

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Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 02:57:00 PST

PAIN

PAIN, for me, stands for Perplexing Apology Infuriates Nikki. As many of you well know I have been in some pain and general discomfort for 9+ months now(no, not preggers). I have been to the ER, Urgen...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 08:08:00 PST

For My Baby Sister Candice

I'm sharing this story with everyone, but especially with my younger sister Candice as she thought this was the funniest thing she had ever seen before. For most, you probably had to be there. On Wedn...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 04:14:00 PST

What a Weekend it Was

So, we have family in from Alaska,my Auntie Patty, Uncle Clark, Austin, and Grant. Friday night we went out with my aunt and uncle and also my Auntie Dawn and Uncle Dan. I had a rough day of not feeli...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 06:42:00 PST

No one likes a whiner

So, as many of you know, I have been dealing with some health problems. What the root cause is, I don't know. I received a letter in the mail telling me that is not in fact my gall bladder as the nurs...
Posted by Eye of the Beholder on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 01:17:00 PST