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Fern, Mistress of the Macabre

....Death is only the beginning..

About Me

May you have -
Walls for the wind
And a roof for the rain,
And drinks bedside the fire
Laughter to cheer you
And those you love near you,
And all that your heart may desire
- Celtic Blessing

My ideal home is a Victorian Gothic House, Tudor or otherwise, a mansion like Rose Red or an old abandoned church. Anything with a [VERY] haunting past, a graveyard out the back and a cellar leading down to a crypt full of nooks and crannies that haven't seen the light of day in centuries.

I strongly believe that there are beings and forces out there that, we, as human beings do not understand. Being ignorant isn't seeing the truth for what it is. For what it really is. Whether you believe or not they are still there. As they always have and always will.


My Interests

If you talk to the animals
they will talk with you
and you will know each other.
If you do not talk to them
you will not know them,
and what you do not know
you will fear.
What one fears
one destroys.
- Chief Dan George






Antiquarianism, Aura Shifting, Ailuranthropy/es, Arm Blade Swords, Angelic Beings, Animals, Anti-Matter, Astral Projection, Alcohol (AKA: Liquid Pain Killers) Acting, Alchemy, Area 51, Activism,
Bondage, Blood, Books, Body Modification,
Contherianthropy/es, Cladotherianthropy/es, Cryptozoology, Cryptid Animals, Corsettes,
Demonic Beings, Drawing, Daggers,
Extra Terrestrial Beings,
Furries, Fetish Magazines,
Global Warming, Gas Masks,
Human Mysteries, Horror Films,
Lucifer, Ley Lines, Lace Up Boots, Levitation,
Mental Shifting, Magick (In The True Sense) My Spirit Guide,
Nudist Colonies,
Otherkin, Old Books, Old And Musty Haunted Hotels, Outer Space,
Phantom Shifting, Physical Shifting, Polyweres, Polymorphs, PE-Shift (Shifters Disease), Photographie, Parapyschology,
Reading
Shadow Shifting, Self-Mutilation, Swords, Shapeshifters/ing, Shadow People, Second-Hand Book Stores
Teratology, Therianthropy/es, Tattoos, Throwing Knives, The Astral Plane, The Paranormal, The Naked Female Form, The Illuminati, The Valkyries, The Berserkers, The Merovingian Bloodline and Dynasty, The Missing Link, The Ice Age, Travelling, The Loup-Garoux, The Moon, The Lunar Eclipse, The Prieuré de Sion,
Vampyrs, Vampirism, Vampiric Coffin Beds,
Wolves, Whips, Women In Medieval History,
#72 Goetic Demons


I'd like to meet:

Anjelica Huston, Crispin Glover, Michelle Belanger, Shirley Manson, Richey Edwards, Vali Myers.

..secrets & regrets..don..'t lie..

Music:

THE FINAL SCENE FROM BILLY ELLIOTT - Swan Lake

Celtic, Classical, Folk, 1930's, 40's, 50's, Classic Rock, European Metal, Gothic, Industrial.

Movies:

VAMPYRES: ONE OF THE BEST DOCUMENTARIES I HAVE EVER SEEN!!

2:37

RISE: BLOOD HUNTER, Secretary, GENTLEMEN PREFER BLONDES, True True Lie, Quatre cents coups, Les ,Dark Corners, Frostbitten, Cidade Baixa, Foxfire, BloodRayne, 5ive Girls, Stigmata, Romasanta, Dagon, May, Near Dark, Braveheart, The Cell, Hardcore, Pianiste, La, Look Both Ways, Terror Planet, Kill Bill 1 & 2, Prey for Rock & Roll, Freeway, Speak, Monster, Last Days, KiDULTHOOD, White Oleander, Flicka, Girl, Interrupted, Hard Candy, Prozac Nation, Cloverfield, Domino, Thirteen, The Virgin Suicides, Ginger Snaps Trilogy, Resident Evil Trilogy, The Craft, Underworld, Underworld Evolution, Dog Soldiers, Ghost World, Candy, Shrooms, Pulp Fiction..

Television:

Secret Diary of a Call Girl, The Catherine Tate Show, XY films on SBS, documentaries on SBS and ABC 1, Dr. Who, and British murder mysteries Eg: Midsommer Murders.

Books:

Mothership, Belle De Jour: The Intimate Adventures of a London Call Girl, Blood and Chocolate, Voice of the Blood, Bloodfever, Blood Memory, The Adventures of Flash Jackson, Glory, Come Clean, Shella, Mister God, this is Anna, White Oleander, Looking For Alaska, The Keeper, Twisted Souls, The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer: My Life at Rose Red, Everlost, The Runes, Nightmare House, When Shadows Fall, Vanished, The Devil's Footsteps, The Night Wolrd: Secret Vampire, The Secrets of the Immortal Nicolas Flamel, The Year of Freaking Out..

Heroes:

CURRENT MOON moon phases

My Blog

Beautiful Transsexual (OLD POST)

Last week I was waiting for the bus and I vividly remember seeing this woman who I was in awe of. I felt this sudden urge that I just had to get to know her. We briefly locked eyes. My mind was raci...
Posted by Fern, Mistress of the Macabre on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 12:55:00 PST

Psychic Vampyres

Ever since I suffered from a nervous breakdown a year or two ago I have found myself being physically drained by those around me. It's as if they suck the life force right out of me, leaving me feel...
Posted by Fern, Mistress of the Macabre on Mon, 06 Oct 2008 12:20:00 PST

Hollywood Screen Sirens & Cancer

I have just watched Gentlemen Prefer Blondes, although I remember seeing parts of it on the Television one day. The memory was triggered by the scene when Marilyn got herself stuck in the port windo...
Posted by Fern, Mistress of the Macabre on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 01:37:00 PST

Vampyres

It's about bringing to the surface the carnal self which otherwise lies dormant. Our primitive roots are closer to the surface than you at first may think. As soon as one steps outside and embrace t...
Posted by Fern, Mistress of the Macabre on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 09:34:00 PST

HATE FOR HUMANS!!

A PICTURE MAY SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS.. ...
Posted by Fern, Mistress of the Macabre on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 12:21:00 PST