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Count down to star burst

The more you know the less you realize you actually know...

About Me

I'm at a turning point, these times are so pivotal and crucial for so many of us..for me it is do or lose, the choice is all or nothing, heaven or the abyss... The choice is this 'reality' or the 'other', the known or the unknown....To myself.....Perpetually shifting conglomeration of dark and light fractions that make up the unreality of who i think i am.?I love deeply but not flawlessly, my insecurity begs for a love recognizable to my own understanding of it.....something tangible and thoughtful, tender and true.LOL! Too conflicted between the moon and Venus to navigate romance without becoming lost, frustrated and unrecognizable to myself. I blame VENUS...... She blames me.


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My Interests

Freedom, free will, the truth, developing consciousness and the capacity to love. Gnosis. My daughter.My being.Community, permaculture, composting. Conscious parenting.Herbology, homeopathy, regressional techniques for the removal of limitations connected with karma, attachments and soul fragmentation, Dreams. ....alchemical transmutation. Stilling the obnoxious mind. Astrology,numerology. The mysteries. Evolution. Magic.ETC ETC....

I'd like to meet:

Abnormally normal rather than normally abnormal. People who understand the meaning of the words DIGNITY and RESPECT in terms of a Christic morality, God help me i need to learn. IE the desire to understand and live by scripture, a moral code,the universal law of cause and affect.The essential thread of every holy book in existence today. People i can aspire with, if i need to convince you of something i'm yet to discover, you're not going to aid me or be helped. And i'm in no position to help another that has no eyes to see or ears to hear. I'm learning to swim. But most of the time i'm closer to drowning. LOVE in its most expansive expression is life, the universe, everything...we are bathed in it. The darkness that captivates the essence of our human souls is the forgetfulness of this simple and profound truth and the existence it creates for itself outside this, the horde. The illusion of separation in essence is the name of this game. The degeneration is at an all time low. Lets climb out of this hole? I lack love......the shattered mirror.....I AM LOVE.WE ARE LOVE=)

Music:

LOVE IT =)I admire anyone who can make music as much as any mathematical genius....if a melody and a lyric can transform my level of being its doing magic...sooth, move, transport and raise the quality of my passion. Thank God for music. But i will not listen to music that reduces men or women to objects of lust or abuse, uses foul language or perpetuates ignorance and hatred. Or just wooses on about how terrible life is because of this or that. I say OWN IT! I don't reject a little darkness or honest observations and commentary on the intellectual or behavioral folly of 'human' kind, its good to be candid about what we're up against, lets face it. I heard little of the kind of music i'm waiting for, which doesn't mean to say it doesn't exist, just haven't discovered it yet, but digderidoos, grinding tribal/jungle beats and the music of the classical masters comes close.I love poetry, it gives an extra dimension to words that is like a song to the dreaming soul and lyrical artistry is like honey to my ears. Put that with some sweet melody that can carry the living word on the ocean of emotion and i'm your fan forever. Like i said ...MAGIC.

Movies:

Here's a few that were worth the duration...

Television:

Kill it please

Books:

HERE'S A FEW RECOMENDATIONS=)

Heroes:

Jesus, all the venerable Masters, my Mum.

My Blog

Sex for its own sake...?

"Our decision to use each other and our Creative Forces to gratify our physical appetites put us out of alignment with Spirit. We can correct this error and reunite body, mind and soul, only if we spi...
Posted by Count down to star burst on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 11:47:00 PST

Another bad arse use for hand made bar soap...

So far, across the board, every one i have informed thinks that i'm MAD!I brush my teeth with soap.(Salt and bicarb can be a bit rough.)I do this for two main reasons:1) Every kind of tooth paste on t...
Posted by Count down to star burst on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 07:55:00 PST

Another Act ...

AmericaMy love to you,Tho fear and hatredBound me to reject,The hidden part that loves you,And the part that you reflect.It came alight at first sight, of your glistening shores.Drawn by the rising ti...
Posted by Count down to star burst on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 04:10:00 PST

Internet tragique

What i saw In the hall of mirrorsWarped beyond wildestInfantile longing,Became what we wanted to seeAnd nothing more.Behind the mask of mirrorsHid the darkness.(of course)Waiting to bleed With nothin...
Posted by Count down to star burst on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 03:56:00 PST

Internalising biblical wrath

I'm at least as corrupted as you, we were born here weren't we?This is the time of the revelations ..all prophecy recognizes this time, the ancients knew.In the world of a visible metaphore, to look a...
Posted by Count down to star burst on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 09:35:00 PST

A call to arms sugar coated new agers.

Some of you are so forceful with your loving messages of forgiveness and light, commendable but questionable...dealing with consummate darkness all our lives as we have been cultured to entertain and ...
Posted by Count down to star burst on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 07:54:00 PST