Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair

About Me

I am a musician, so I feel that I in a way, I am music,it's what I live and breathe. I'm a people person, easy to get along with. I'm honest, love to cook, eat.... I love to make music, its what I do at work too, and I'm good at lazy mindless banter....... I go out alot, to hang out now, and meet people. I currently have projects, Agnes Fell, and Broken Hourglass productions, so I am flowing through the musical fountain, for now, and most likley forever. Also hang and sometimes jam with very good friends in Austin from time to time, they are known as "PERFECT PANTS". Check them out, the members are now workin on other projects such as....Univac.....The Algonquin Roundtable, they can all be viewed here on my front page. Currently I'm in two awesome bands, A novel fate...., and Ramblin' train.... So please check out our sites, which are in my top friends list. I also like to watch a good movie, and some shitty ones are usually humerous as well. I love art, and the outdoors. If you don't like music, you can go play in traffic.....Pisces_You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and donâ€™t hook-up with random people very often.Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not.Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, ScorpioMyspace Funny Pictures

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My Interests

Music Music Music!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love austin soooooooooooooo much............... It's a place where I get to grow musically, spiritually, and the list goes on. If you haven't been, GO!!! You'll love it..... even if you dont do anything; however I suggest the Elephant room if you love jazz, the Redrum if you like new bands, and the Dirty Dog if you want a new home. My best pal is the drummer for Permakids, and Univac, so he lives there and you can check them out...I actually had the experience of living there for a bit, and I gotta say, I'll be movin back at some point, even if it's for just a bit once again.I love food...cooking,eating, learning about it. I love playin on a stage. I love recording music. I still love to drive beleive it or not, especially by myself. I will bombard you with music if you let me, and that's no exaggeration. I beleive you can be yourself and fuck whoever don't like it. I still beleive in honesty. I've never cheated on a woman, and I've never turned my back on a friend. I am definately me.

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I'd like to meet:

Good people. Musicians like myself..........and not like myself. People who want to make serious music is always cool. I like having fun, so I might suprise you.Really. Can you drink? haha.....

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Music:

hhhhmmmm.... lets see.. THE MARS VOLTA, SNEAKER PIMPS, DEFTONES, TOOL, PORTISHEAD, BJORK,SMASHING PUMPKINS(MOSTLY OLD SKOOL MAN),ALICE IN CHAINS,FRANK SINATRA,MODEST MOUSE, MISFITS, THE RAMONES,THE DOORS,LED ZEP, ALLIGATOR DAVE, MARTY ROBBINS, JONNY CASH, OUTKAST, 2PAC, SNOOP, DRE, EM, BONE, MUDDY WATERS, B.B. KING, BUDDY HOLLY ,RITCHIE VALENS, these are alot of my main influences and pieces of my daily struggle...... I have to say though, I listen to alot of hardcore music as well, like nothingface, fear factory,chamaira,zombie,sepultura....Sublime....lets talk for hours.......N.I.N,Floyd, Cake, old Foo Fighters and Nirvana, i can't stop so ending is here..........WITH THE EXCEPTION OF THE BEST FUCKING METAL BAND EVER AND FOREVER, fucking PANTERAIMEBAG FOREVER:.................................................... ............................................................ ........................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................THIS SPOT IS DEDICATED TO ONE "HEAVEN" OF A GOOD FRIEND..I MISS YOU ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................ ............................................................ ............................................................ ............................ 3/13/2005 9:12:00 AMFrom: Jake Date: Mar 8, 2005 1:50 PM Subject: RE: RE: RE: RE: Butterface Date Body: life is to short.....................people should kiss more! ............................................................ ............................................................ ................................ This was sent to one of his freinds, the day before the day..... THIS WAS MY FAVORITE MUSICIAN....... I wish I would've found this sooner..... I love ya jake, and I'll miss ya till we are again reunited..... Thank you for spending your'e last weekend with Rick and I.... Tell the big man not to get jealous when you play for Him.....

Movies:

It's been years and the crow is still my favorite movie.... Next favorite is fear and loathing in las vegas...

Television:

NOT MUCH TIME FOR IT.............. BUT I LOVE ADULT SWIM.. AND THE COWBOYS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Books:

I like short stories, and whodunits.... Does anyone remember the book "Stone words"??????

Heroes:

A REAL HERO WOULD BE MY GRANDFATHER....... HE'S LIKE A MACHINE.MY BUDDY JAKE LATHUM, WE ALL MISS YOU.. CHET ATKINS, RITCHIE VALENS, JIM MORRISON, BRAIN FROM PRIMUS, BUCKETHEAD AND LET US NEVER FORGET DIMEBAG DARREL ABBOTT.....GETCHA PULL BABY!!!!!!!Remembering Dime Body: Remembering Dime Body: R.I.P. DiMEBAG DARREL8/20/66 - 12/8/04A year ago today, this guitar hero and legend was shot and killed while playing in a concert with his band Damageplan in Columbus, OH, when "fan" Nathan Gale let out five shots into Dimebag after jumping onstage.That's the night we lost an innocent soul-------------------------------------------------------- ------------------? If you have any sort of heart or soul, pass this on in memory of a heavy metal legend, a soul, a person we will never forget.? If you are a fan of Pantera, Damageplan, or both, pass this on in memory of a kickass guitar player? If you miss the simplicity and energy of heavy metal and its true form of entertainment and escape, pass this on in memory of someone we lost in our heavy metal world? If you want Nathan Gale to burn in eternal hell for what he did, pass this on in memory of a man whose mourning will overpower any feelings anyone will have of Nathan Gale.Pass it on because we miss Dimebag3just a reminder..... HE WON'T BE FORGOTTEN.................... WE LOVE YOU DIME,

My Blog

Fuck all tha bullshit nigga......

Well I'm not in Austin anymore for the time being. I can't say everything fucked up, but I can say I sure did learn a lesson or two. I just finally got a job again, and I'm abl...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 11:13:00 PST

HAHAHAHAHAHA

So yeah, I'm gettin ready to go downtown, and I'm just finishing up stuff at the house,when the phone rings. It's my friend casey, whom some of you know, and some of you are just so fortun...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Sat, 22 Oct 2005 06:15:00 PST

help the people...

Hello again everybody. I can barley withstand seeing what my family and so many other families and people are having to struggle with, in the louisiana, mississippi, and alabama :ie "KATRINA"sit...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 10:18:00 PST

Fuck Cheech!!!!!!!!!!

We, (me and two friends) went to corpus christi for 4th weeknd. We all make a fairly mutual decision to have sea food, so we all go to this place the first night and totally get shafted on...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hello again world..........

Ok ( wow, I have learned how to type) what alot of time passed........ I just have to say, thank god for self motivation!!!!! I am now currently living in austin (for those of you that give a shit) an...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wow, my comp sux......

I can only imagine what it's like to have a decent running comp. I had a good one, but of course, like anything else worth a shit, it got stolen. So anyways, I am moving to austin almost for sure in a...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

damn computer....

i have had no use of the net for like a month or two now and it really sucks. But i got it to work tonight and even though it has already shut down twice..... I still got to see what was up for a qu...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

uuuuhhh.. sooooo busy

so my new webcam sux ass ok...... im gonna put some shitty pics up so at least everyone can see me, but i cant get the damn thing to work right ; i just had to post this so no one would think i was a ...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

WHATS UP

HEY, I CANT GET A PIC UNTIL THE BEGINNING OF NEXT MONTH, GOTTA WORK AND RECORD MUSIC, NO TIME . SOMEONE SAY WHATS UP................CASEY..........J/K WHATS UUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Posted by Hellish retrospect of catatonic despair on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST