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Christian Graphic CommentsHello, I am 16 years old and I have been doing SI for a long time now,I was about 6 when I had started. I still think about it sometimes but not like I use to.Sometimes I do think about suiside but do not go far enought to commet it. Ok before I go on about that and why I started I was wanting to let you know that you are not alone and also to tell you what SI is to me.SI to me means a person is trying not to kill themselves,and take the easy way out, but to cope with their feelings and to find out another way to feel something,it can be to feel alive,wanted,anything, or to just get something gone that bothers them.and they can not control.I have been sexualy abused when I was younger and that is one of the main reasons I think I started. I have been adopted for a while now by my step dad,and don't get me wrong he is a wonderful dad to me.It is just the feeling that I know he is not my own flesh and blood,and I can't be with my real dad.I always thought and still do think that the reason my dad did what he did was because of me, that I was his problem and a mistake and everything about me was and still is wrong.Now see I started doing SI a while back and it got worse,I started to run away and was not acting like myself. I do alot of SI I use to overdose,and drugs,and alot more,I STILL do cutting,burning,overdose sometimes,and alot more... when my parents found out I was doing all this they told me it was for attention and that I needed to grow up,face my fears and troubles, and get a grip on life,to just grow up,and stop... I told them that it is like an addiction it is harder to stop than to just say stop..I have been through alot more than this like,phisical abuse,and drugs, and just so much,I have lost my real dad, I don't trust guys with any thing no matter who they are or what the situation, and oh my goodness if only I could say everything... I guess what I am trying to say is that I am here for you if you ever want to just talk,or something. Write me and I will get back with you.I promise I will try my hardest to help,or find someone to help.I want to help others in need. God bless you and everyone you care for.
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