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Ailed ThE kilLeR

ENTRADA NO PARA CUALQUIERA. !SOLO...PARA...LO...COS!... .... ..

About Me

In society my name is Delia but i rather Ailed, I am 26 but I am afraid of growing old, they say i have the peter pan Syndrome, it means that is very hard for me to get my goals, the truth is that i haven't found my goal in life yet, that's why nothing fullfils me or nothings fancies me. I'm a depressive girl, compulsive, sometimes annoying. Sometimes changeable, awful, sometimes tender, sometimes amorous, i feel i am hypocrite, very cute and nice. when i want it though. i am kindda´ Subtle, but most of the times i am incisive and sharp. I'm sorry but i am selfish, egocentric, and neurotic, sad and depressive, I'm a good person as well, I never judge, or criticize somebody, I just say what I think, simply narcissist, but all of this is because I am schizophrenic, but who in this world is perfect, no one am i wrong?
Sometimes i feel lasif i was another person, sometimes i look at the mirror and i don't recognize myself, sometimes I'm afraid of die, although i know death is the only certain thing. you won't find someone normal in me , sometimes I'M EVEN SCARED of myself, but is not so bad, you just have to learn to understand me and appreciate me. Someday if destiny allows us we can meet our souls each other, in the meanwhile let's keep on this road of ruin, please don't love me cause you will take me apart of your life, neither put pressure on me, just let yourself go, and we'll be ok.
I cannot assure you anything, maybe life gets better with time, maybe not, maybe this is the way it has to be, i really don't know. I am afraid my soul belongs to some freak mind, later i realize that the freak is me, it means that is true that a crazy person has my soul.
I love the innocence and the evil
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My Interests

Me, my mind, my family, my friends, my cats, my fashion, my movies, my music, my tv, my english, my adictions, my drugs, my likes:
I love the movies that show the dark side of human beings, that one who dreams and live fantasies, that is violent, and cand destroy it's life at the same time, that does not realize of what is happening cause for the character it is normal, like DONNIE DARKO:

I'd like to meet:

those who see more than the obvius and don't look for more in me and .
those who like the mix of evil and inocense, violence and tenderness
TO ANYONE WHO ENJOYS THE DONNIE DARKO´S MOVIE

Music:

i listen:
" donnie darko music clip"

Movies:

i watch:
DONNIE DARKO

Television:

"PRISON BREAK"
hbo, animal planet, discovery channel, sony, travel and living, people and arts, history channel, animax, warner, fox, fx, universal, all movie channels, I love tv...

Books:

this month i read:
"JULIO CORTAZAR"
Nada está perdido si se tiene el valor de proclamar que todo está perdido y hay que empezar de nuevo.
"La verdadera explicación sencillamente no se puede explicar."

Heroes:

"donnie darko"
Is Donnie insane? Well, I can answer that one way and you could, after watching, answer it another and we could both be right.
***LCF*** The Litanies of Satan by Charles Baudelaire
O thou, of Angels loveliest, most wise, O God betrayed by fate, deprived of praise, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! O Prince of exile, who was dispossessed, Who ever rises stronger when oppressed, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! O thou who knowest all, Hell's sovereign, Known healer of mankind's afflictions, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou who the lepers and pariahs doomed Show out of love the Paradise to come, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou who in Death, your mistress old and strong, Breeds Hope - delightful aberration! Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou who dost give the outlaw the proud glance Which damns the crowd who watch his sufferance, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou who dost know where greedy earth enfolds The precious stones a jealous God concealed, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou whose clear eye knows the deep sepulchres Where multitudes of metals lie interred, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou whose great hand conceals the precipice From the somnambulist whom roofs entice, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou who by magic softens the old bones Of loitering drunks by horses trampled down, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou who, consoling frail mankind in pain, Taught us to make our guns and gun-cotton, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou who didst set thy mark, accomplice skilled, Upon the heart of Croesus harsh and vile, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Thou who put into women's hearts and eyes The cult of wounds, the love of poverty, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Staff of the exile and discoverer, Confessor of condemned conspirator, Satan, have mercy on my long distress! Father to those whom in his sombre wrath God drove from his Paradise on earth, Satan, have mercy on my long distress!Prière:Gloire et louange à toi ,Satan, dans les hauteurs du ciel, où tu régnas, et dans les profondeurs de l'Enfer, où ,vaincu, tu rêves en silence! Fais que mon âme un jour, sous l'Arbre de Science, près de toi se repose, à l'heure où sur ton front comme un Temple nouveau ses rameaux s'épandront!

My Blog

who is gloomy?

Gloomy, an abandoned little bear, is rescued by Pitty (the little boy). At first, he is cute and cuddly, but becomes more wild as he grows up. Since bears do not become attached to people like dogs by...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 11:19:00 PST

"Like It Or Not"

You can call me a sinnerYou can call me a saintCelebrate me for who I amDislike me for what I ain'tPut me up on a pedestalOr drag me down in the dirtSticks and stones will break my bonesBut your names...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 09:33:00 PST

This Is Hardcore

This Is Hardcore"You are hardcore, you make me hard. You name the drama and I'll play the part. It seems I saw you in some teenage wet dream. I like your get up if you know what I mean. I want it bad....
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 11:56:00 PST

franz ferdinand

lo formal:  Franz Ferdinand, hizo cimbrar el Auditorio Nacional que lució a su máxima capacidad y en donde el rojo y el negro imperó tanto en la escenografía como en el vestuario de la banda. Al...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 10:46:00 PST

que es la muerte?

¿Qué es la muerte? La muerte es un estado del hombre anhelado por todos. Siempre se ha temido a la muerte, a lo que esta conlleva. A todo el dolor y sufrimiento que la acompaña. ¿Pero es realmente a l...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Sun, 16 Jul 2006 08:11:00 PST

Numerología apocalíptica

Numerología apocalípticaTodos los números utilizados en el Apocalipsis tienen un significado específico. Número Significado 2 Se utiliza para dar solidez, para reforzar. Por ejemplo: dos t...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 12:36:00 PST

no puedo distinguir entre la noche y el dia!!!

No puedo distinguir entre la noche y el dia,por esta oscuridad que me rodeay al mismo tiempo me protege;En la oscuridad y soledad vivo yosangrando sin parar.El intento de escuchar a la gente es en van...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Wed, 24 May 2006 07:48:00 PST

Nothing compares to you

It's been seven hours and fifteen daysSince you took your love awayI go out every night and sleep all daySince you took your love awaySince you been gone I can do whatever I wantI can see whomever I c...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Sun, 21 May 2006 11:29:00 PST

cuando me maten

esta sera la descripcion de mi persona para encontrar al asesino: era una mujer sumamente inteligente, que tiende a decir lo que pensaba..le  gustaba ayudar cuando lo podia hacer, pero qu e le d...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Tue, 07 Feb 2006 03:07:00 PST

now

No es el destino el que me agovia, es el camino el que me tumba y me vuelve a tumbar, es el terreno accidentado que me hace trastabillar en medio de la nada sin ayuda... sin apoyo... sin aliento... Es...
Posted by AiLeD tHe KiLLeR ^.^ on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 09:51:00 PST