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Franbo

"nothing will ever be the same... the start of a new kind of life" *Mando- 1988-2008*

About Me

i am small person in a big world, i live life the best i can I don't think I can have an opinion about half of the things that are important right now, because I'm barely in the process of learning stuff. I am analytical quiet at times, extremely shy, but I will stand up in front of a crowd if I consider it necessary. i am confused, overwhelmed and lost. i miss my best friend Mando and his warmth. i am now facing one of the biggest challenges yet but i am confident i'll find the best path to go. i have many incredible people walking this journey with me. i am a human being, don't forget. don;t let my femininity make you believe you are ahead of the game. i love life, myself and the people that surround me, whether i like them or not. =P

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the raven- poe Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door — Only this, and nothing more."Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; — vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow — sorrow for the lost Lenore — For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore — Nameless here for evermore.And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me — filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door — Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; — This it is, and nothing more."Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer, "Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore; But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping, And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door, That I scarce was sure I heard you" — here I opened wide the door; — Darkness there and nothing more.Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before; But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token, And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!" This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" — Merely this, and nothing more.Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning, Soon I heard again a tapping somewhat louder than before. "Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice; Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore — Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;— 'Tis the wind and nothing more!"Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter, In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore; Not the least obeisance made he; not an instant stopped or stayed he; But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door — Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door — Perched, and sat, and nothing more.Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling, By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore, "Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven, Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore — Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!" Quoth the raven "Nevermore."Much I marveled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly, Though its answer little meaning — little relevancy bore; For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door — Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door, With such name as "Nevermore."But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour. Nothing farther then he uttered — not a feather then he fluttered — Till I scarcely more than muttered "Other friends have flown before — On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before." Then the bird said "Nevermore."Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken, "Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore — Till the dirges of his Hope that melancholy burden bore Of "Never — nevermore."But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling, Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door; Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore — What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore Meant in croaking "Nevermore."This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core; This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er, But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er, She shall press, ah, nevermore!Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer Swung by Angels whose faint foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor. "Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee — by these angels he hath sent thee Respite — respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore; Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!" Quoth the raven, "Nevermore.""Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! — prophet still, if bird or devil! — Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore, Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted — On this home by Horror haunted — tell me truly, I implore — Is there — is there balm in Gilead? — tell me — tell me, I implore!" Quoth the raven, "Nevermore.""Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil — prophet still, if bird or devil! By that Heaven that bends above us — by that God we both adore — Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn, It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore — Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore." Quoth the raven, "Nevermore.""Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!" I shrieked, upstarting — "Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore! Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken! Leave my loneliness unbroken! — quit the bust above my door! Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!" Quoth the raven, "Nevermore."And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door; And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming, And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor; And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor Shall be lifted — nevermore!

I'd like to meet:

personas honestas, sin miedo a vivir, a amar, a lastimarse ni a ganar. aquellos de corazon abierto, carcajadas fuertes y abrazos llenadores.sabios sin importar la edad, y jovenes de alma

Music:

mmm..... Silvio Rodriguez, Mercedez, Violeta Parra, Victor Jara son los q me alimentan mi ser, fun people, ska-p, maldita, julieta, bad religion, against me, rise against, red hot chili peppers, goshh so many so many. hay dias en los q me quiero hacer bolita escuchando arjona y tan solo pensar en lo q es el amor.

Movies:

uno de mis documentales favoritos es Maquilapolis, el poder ser parte de un projecto asi, me enorgullese. adoro la fuerza y dedicacion de las senoras de Chilpancingo constant gardener la espada en la piedra el episodio del hombre obsoleto del twilight zone

Television:

me encanta leer, escuchar musica y acostarme en el pasto si hacer nada. me apasiona la justicia. trabajo en una organizacion q se dedica a la lucha contra el racismo racial, lo q me llena el alma y me alimenta el corazon. encuentro q en este momento tengo algo por q luchar, algo en lo q creo con todo mi ser y me apasiona e inspira para levantarme cada manana. amo la vida,el sol, la naturaleza y el amor en si.despues de ver la muerta de otra forma y poner los pies en la tierra por unos dias ya puedo ver la vida de otra forma. cuesta el cambio pero es parte de un ciclo sin fin de ciclos .

Books:

me necanta leer libros, conocer mas alla de lo q mi lastimada imaginacion puede, me gusta descubrir nuevas realidades, nuevos finales y diferentes panoramas. cunado leeo algo, viajo a otra realidad para despues llegar a este mundo y poder compartirlo con otros. Miguel Ruiz a sido mi mas reciente pasion, pero no puedo dejar a un lado a los grandes latinoamericanos. curiosamente no considero a pablo neruda un romantico, sino un caliente personaje q descubrio q lo cortez no quita lo caliente. Si se lo q estaras pensando, chilena y no le gusta ni el chile ni neruda... sin embargo lo respeto y me encanta estar en su casa. jajaja... gabriela mistral y rigoberta menchu son una inspiracion enorme. no me gusta tener heroes, por lo q no idolatrizo a nadie. Maya Angelou me ayuda a descubrir mi lado femenino y Alice Walker me da la fuerza q aveces necesito.

Heroes:

la Chu, la Garde, la Maca, el Leiva, la Chely... woow las personas mas importantes de mi vida, mis amigos del CPJ q todavia estan en m corazon, los del curso. mis compas aki en San Diego. y mi pololo lindo q me llena el dia de amor y felicidad =) creo q no seria ni mitad de lo q soy ahora sin todos ell@s q me ensenan muchas cosas valiosas todos los dias!me loves you so much =)

My Blog

la nostalgia de una amiga

hace 15 anos, y unos cuantos meses conoci a mi companera de aventuras, mi almohada de lagrimas, y mi complementomi amiga Xaviera Gardellauna nostalgia de saber que sin importar la distancia nuestra am...
Posted by Franbo on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 01:19:00 PST

la luz de mi mesita de noche

escucho mi respiracion entonando la suave melodia de los grillos de afuera. La luz de mi mesita de noche llena el cuarto de una tenue y devil luz amarilla suficiente para ver el desastre que tengo en ...
Posted by Franbo on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 12:03:00 PST

pensando

Me pregunto si todo fue un sueño, o si acaso todo pasó. Siento una tristeza enorme, un vació sin final, mi mente llora por alguien q no esta. Todos esos momentos mágicos, tan hermosos sin embargo ta...
Posted by Franbo on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 11:32:00 PST

thoughts

so here i am in a hospital room, as the man who screamed at me last week would say, in denial of the death i'm facing every second. but i wonder just how much was he really right. death doesn't seem ...
Posted by Franbo on Wed, 07 May 2008 10:35:00 PST

This Year

this last year has truly been the most life changing year of my life.school has been as amazing and as mind blowing as I thought, i finally made a decision on what fulfills me. made some cool friends,...
Posted by Franbo on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 11:37:00 PST

this system of ours.

I've been thinking, and for along time I just couldn't classify my emotions, feelings and sentiments Now it seems all so clear to me. I'm a blur o contradictions, and pain, and disappointment. I look ...
Posted by Franbo on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 03:10:00 PST

potential, capacity and reality.

you tell me i think too muchi say, i feel my brain is not entertain as much.i think about potential, and what we are capable ofi'm not thinking enoughsometimes i feel i am in love with the potential i...
Posted by Franbo on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 11:23:00 PST

listening to...

All alone not by myself Another girl bad for my health I've seen it all thru someone else (Another girl bad for my health) Celebrated but undisturbed Serenaded by the terror bird It's se...
Posted by Franbo on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 07:37:00 PST

GONE

He is gone, the hope I had to hold myself onto,the strength and confidence I had to move on,the fire, burning inside of me that would drive the words out of the body fighting the fear and the discomfo...
Posted by Franbo on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 07:32:00 PST

no

No soy una de esas bellas mujeres que se ven en la television o en revistas No poseo una silueta perfecta Mis medias no son 90 60 90 .. Y mi cabello no es largo ondulado y Rubio La verdad es que no s...
Posted by Franbo on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:33:00 PST