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*Jessi*

in the eye of the beholder

About Me

"I don't know about you, but I practice a disorganized religion. I belong to an unholy disorder. We call ourselves "Our Lady Of Perpetual Astonishment." - Kurt Vonnegut Jr."We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love." - Tom Robbins, Still Life with Woodpecker
You Are A Rowan Tree
You are full of charm and cheer. You light up a room.
And while you crave attention, you do it without ego.
You are an interesting mix of contradictions - and very unpredictable.
You are both dependent and independent, calm and restless.
You are passionate, emotional, gregarious, and (at times) unforgiving. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?The Druids believed that the human race originally descended from trees, each tree being endowed with its own particular mystical qualities. The power of the Ivy lies in its ability to cling and bind, making it a potent symbol of determination and strength to the Druids. Ivy can grow, spread and flourish under many conditions...cultivated land and wasteland...light or near darkness...fertile soil or upon rubble and stones. It will push its way through tiny cracks and crevices to reach the light and is strong and difficult to destroy. In general, Ivy individuals have great personal stamina and a wealth of talents that can bring personal honors and public recognition. Such people are generally colorful characters with a unique style which is all their own. Restless by inclination, Ivy people are nonetheless sociable and good-natured. Cheeful, expansive and magnetic, they easily win friends and dislike offending others. Although frequently indecisive, Ivy individuals are far from weak-willed and will tackle difficult tasks with infectious optimism. They also possess a sharp intellect which is matched only by their sense of humor...however, their personal doubts and fears can manifest into strange dreams and personal encounters. Blessed with profound artistic flair, Ivy people tend to be greatly valued as friends.

My Interests


You scored as One Intelectual Individual. You're a thinker. You see things from a very different prospective than the rest of the world, and probably find release and self-expression in music, painting, scalpting, or any other form of art. People see you as a deep person, full of knowledge that they don't understand. People are attracted to that, but there's a good chance you don't care.

Original Hippie


88%

One Intelectual Individual


88%

Earth-Child


75%

New Age Hippie


50%

Pothead


25%

Not a Hippie


13%
What type of hippie are you?
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You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends. What Time Of Day Are You? Where to begin? summer breezes, clean air and water, purity of heart, beauty of soul, uncondensed philosophies, my hair tangled up in another's, stirring music, rousing poetry, passionate kisses, fresh paint, new grass, learning anything new and re-hashing things I thought I already knew, silvery star drips on liquid moonlight, activism, god in us all, fresh fruit, hot baths... My list grows constantly.

I'd like to meet:

the beauty i seek is not the body of flesh all things temporal must wither and die those who possess such beauty are fortunate indeed for that splendor, though common, is highly valued i request a communion with beauty exceptional a rare piece of collective fabric -- the soul, which all could access, but none possess the particular talent is in the accessibility for all could, but the irregluarity lies in those who do i believe you are not perfect, faultless, flawless... how boorish -- rather a portal to the collective i feel particular auspicious talent eminating, undulating, pulsating
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Music:

I have so many incredible musical friends here in Missouri: Mark Bilyeu, Ryan Flores, Jay Williamson, Brother Bagman, Dallas Jones, Jody Bilyeu, Speakeasy, Eric Weiler, Melissa Horine, Jeff Wiens (used to be from here), Jonathan Bentley, Joel Eckels, and Toad, Matt, Sherrie, Brady, Amanda, TCB, Raymond, Bockman, Molly, Brandon... As far as famous people: Bob Dylan, Grateful Dead,Leonard Cohen, most classical, CSNY, Jethro Tull, Janis Joplin, Jessi Colter, Cream, The Beatles (of course), Muddy Waters, Led Zepplin, Alabama, Lynard Skynard, Pink Floyd, The Doors, Hendrix... more recently: Feist, The Be Good Tanyas, The Murmurs, Fiona Apple, Ani DiFranco, Emalee, Mandi Perkins, Summer Mayne, Exit Clov, Madahoochi, Jack Johnson... I could go on and on.

Movies:

I love movies! Blue Velvet, Eraserhead, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Vanity Fair, Mulholland Drive, French Kiss, The Aviator, Beautiful Mind, Chocolate, Like Water for Chocolate, Il Postino, Motorcycle Diaries, Sylvia, The Piano, Being John Malkovitch, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Blow, Gia, Seven Years in Tibet, The English Patient, The Graduate, Hair, and more...

Television:

I am a sucker for the History Ch. and the Discovery Ch. I have found a new show to obsess about! The 4400 on USA, Sunday nights at 8 and again at 11. If you have not seen it, there is no way I can explain it here. So, go sit your self on a couch and prepare to be thrilled.

Books:

Authors are easier than books: Sylvia Plath, E.E. Cummings, Alan Watts, Hunter S. Thompson, Jack Kerouac, Marx, Anne Lamonte, Allen Ginsberg, Richard Brautigan, Azar Nafisi,Tom Gunn... lately, I read for school not so much for pleasure.

My Blog

last time it was warm...

On glorious cicada-singing afternoon I relax and breathe hopeful breath With the overwhelming calm and comfort Foreign to me as of late The seed is planted for the tenderest shoot to spring forth Th...
Posted by *Jessi* on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 09:18:00 PST

yesterday and today

i wish that i could just fade away or evaporate or melt into the seat my eyes are fading my mind is heavy my gut is in shreds my heart ripped apart there is not much left i think i will put ...
Posted by *Jessi* on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 10:37:00 PST

my dream

So I just woke up about an hour ago having had this dream: I went to Jamaica on vacation with all the people in my family who are happily married. That group included 2 cousins and their wives, my mot...
Posted by *Jessi* on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 06:04:00 PST

i have to share my glee!

i just got the mail! yeah for mail! today's mail was full of goodness.   I GOT MY LAW SCHOOL ADMISSION LETTER!   I am in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   I have been doing the "I got into law school" d...
Posted by *Jessi* on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 11:14:00 PST

life's like an hourglass glued to the table

Once again my hands write stories while my body acts out the parts I lean back and watch myself moving through the chapters of my life I turn pages and worm through sections Feign would I have control...
Posted by *Jessi* on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 05:48:00 PST

how do i move forward?

I don't even know what to say right now. I am a little drunk and feel that my identity has been chipped away at. I do not feel ready to feld questions about men/ women. i cannot tell you exactly how i...
Posted by *Jessi* on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 01:00:00 PST

Love at First Sight

  Morning Edition, August 11, 2004 Danny Perasa proposed to Annie, his future wife, on their first date 27 years ago, and she accepted. The Brooklyn couple's story is the latest from Story...
Posted by *Jessi* on Wed, 06 Sep 2006 11:57:00 PST

You said

A hush fell on the earth when you said you didnt love me. I am certain at that moment no humans spoke and no birds sang; The winds must have ceased and the leaves failed to rustle; Great music surrend...
Posted by *Jessi* on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:12:00 PST

i'm waiting

i'm just a little piece of your world just a little moment you've had but in my head i'm your girl so don't do anything bad cause i'm waiting, i'm waiting as i know i should be i riding, i'm cycling w...
Posted by *Jessi* on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 10:24:00 PST

someone

though i am here there is someone there is someone though i walk there is someone there is someone though i sleep there is someone there is someone though i weep there is someone there is someone s...
Posted by *Jessi* on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 03:19:00 PST