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"Ever since I have believed in the value of two things: kindness & clear thinking. At first these two remained more or less distinct; when I felt triumphant I believed most in clear thinking, and in the opposite mood I believed most in kindness. Gradually, the two have come more and more together in my feelings. I find that much unclear thought exists as an excuse for cruelty and that much cruelty is prompted by superstitious beliefs."
--Bertrand Russell, Philosopher & mathematician."Work is the curse of the drinking classes.""It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious.""Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation."
"My own business always bores me to death; I prefer other people's."---Oscar WildeSo, Hi. My name is Darya, My first name means gift and my last means chaos, so the rumour goes. I'm from Vironia originally(Estonia). I speak Russian fluently, but I am NOT Russian. My perception of reality it seems is extremely skewed. I have no interest in negativity, caring about what others think of me, I live as I feel. I'm a cynic and think people are self-serving mostly, but I am also an optimistic and hopeful of people's character. I feel BLESSED each time I meet someone who is intelligent, charming, kind or humorous. I have been vegan 12+ years and it's ne'vr gonna change:) I am extremely down to earth and even socially awkward and shy. I do modeling for fun, in the pursuit of art and in the hopes of someday creating something awe inspiring (it's a work in progress!). I am perfectly comfortable in front of camera in a professional setting, it is my second home. My favorite escape is Bellingham, Washington. I'm a sarcastic piece of honey. I seem to fall into challanging life. I'm honest but courteous. I am a workaholic, adore black coffee.
As a note, I am interested in pursuing more alternative & fetish creative projects, so please don't hesitate to inquire. I have that one divine flaw in life, I want to be with one person until my dying breath. "In spite of it all" is your saving grace in life, the thoughts you have, what matters to you and how you portray yourself is all the world will ever know of you. I think the act of talking is abused by many and that listening is not given the proper credit. I admire and love my friends, that is where-in my utopia lies. My self description is my writing, poetry specifically, I also have an unwavering adoration for the sciences and mathematics.Now to the exterior. Looking like wallpaper is over-rated.. I think, & then again, caring what other think of you is needless. I also have this notion that there is such a thing as wintry, white goth. I appreciate always dressing like it's cocktail hour or punk-ish festivities are afoot. My inclination is absolutely always to polars and extremes, I like confines and freedom, skin-tight latex and silks, you get the picture.I'm not into diamonds etc. I don't own anything with a pattern on it. I only wear about 5 colors. I wear white lip-stick and nails. I practice yoga, but I'm not a hippy. I like the black, the piercings, the tattoos, the edgy, the excessive. I myself am quite quiet, reclusive and practically invisible. I don't care for or aspire for fame, admiration, or compliments. I also think a person is not always eloquent, and somedays a person does not always have the ability or desire to see beauty in the world, so I will not wrap you up in pretty words in hopes of enticing your heart, imagination and interest. If you know my inner person, then I know I can provide you with some joy and inappropriate but clever humour.What you don't know:I'll probably beat you at a challange.I have a genius IQI'm actually a pretty darn nice girl.My mouth is mean, but... alas... it also produces kisses, so try your luck.I'm a tomboy & low maintenance.I'm not vanilla actually, no...I am a bit of a metal head. A bit like a lot.I horde secrets.No one knows my name it seems. So generally I go by "That girl" because 5 letters are too hard to pronounce or remember. And it does p*ss me off.I'm only social with my friends or if I'm gettin paid.& I realize, it is much too impossible to know me via this brief glance, so if you like decent dialogue, say allo:AIM.. LongestLastICan
