s t u d i e s | i n t e r e s t -
Metaphysics, taoism, eastern philosophy, aetiology, ethnomycology, entropy, language, analgesics, Ethnobiology, viral pathology, modern medicine, 16-19th century anatomia, medieval medicine + marvels, islamic medicine and history, ancient chinese marvels + natural medicine, acupuncture, phytology, caelifera, arachnids, insects, calligraphy, animal + human psychology, microbiology, teratogenesis, mutagenesis, quantum anomalies.
h o b b y | p a s t i m e - hiking, painting, photographic manipulation, design, vegan + vegetarian cooking, watching the sun fall + rise, sky gazing, coffee + tea + soy milk, ingesting honeysuckle flavored anything, bonsai pruning + collecting, pharmaceuticals, deep tissue massage, collecting antique coins with my father, collecting pocket watches, tree-climbing, mountain climbing, sky-diving, adrenaline rushes, opiate binges, guava flavored anything, Hanae Mori, smoking, Elder Scrolls, World of Warcraft, MMORPG's, Nature walks, Hentai, Dark Art + Animation, spending time with my significant others, medical-school, reading, writing, painting oil + acrylic, collage making, collecting medical, anatomical, oddities, book scripts, and lithographies.
I'd like to meet:
For deeper stimulation & all that good stuff | I've been occupying a livejournal account for a handful of years to record thought, vision, medical marvels, nonsense, miscellaneous + anything else. Should you be curious - touch the text to your bottom right. There you may browse at your leisure, if you chose. My account is 90% public, so no need to ask to add | unless you care to introduce and befriend - which I acknowledge openly:VISIONS | THOUGHTS -
hilarykeller: LiveJournal
MILD MANNERED SUPERMEN ARE HELD IN KRYPTONITE:
And the wise and foolish virgins giggle with their bodies glowing bright.
Through a door, a harvest feast is lit by candlelight;
It's the bottom of a staircase - that spirals out of sight...
THE|CARPET|CRAWLERS|HEED|THEIR|CALLERS:
THERE'S ONLY ONE DIRECTION IN THE FACES THAT I SEE:
It's upward to the ceiling, where the chambers said to be.
Like the forest fight for sunlight, that takes root in every tree.
They are pulled up by the magnet, believing that they're free.
The carpet crawlers heed their callers:
There is lambswool under my naked feet.
The wool is Soft & Warm,
- gives off some kind of heat.
A salamander scurries into flame to be Destroyed.
Imaginary creatures are trapped in birth:
The fleas cling to the golden fleece,
Hoping they'll find Peace.
Each thought and gesture are caught in celluloid.
There's no Hiding in my Memory.
There's no room to V O I D.
The crawlers cover the floor in the red ocher corridor.
For my second sight of people.
They've more lifeblood than before.
They're moving.
They're moving in time to a heavy wooden door:
Where the needle's eye is
winking, closing in on the poor.
The Carpet Crawlers Heed Their Callers:
WE'VE GOT TO GET IN TO GET OUT
The porcelain manikin:
with shattered skin fears attack.
The eager pack lift up their pitchers:
They carry all they lack.
The liquid has congealed,
Which has seeped out through the crack,
And the tickler takes his stickleback.
The carpet crawlers heed their callers
Music:
Penetrative | silent | raw | classical | ambient | destructive | melodic | transcendent | neo-folk | folk | gritty | spliced | noise.
Ashen Light, Ensiferum, Empyrium, Keep Of Kalessin, VOND, Arcturus, Mactätus, Siebenbürgen, Merzbow, Numb, Virgin Black, Lumsk, Radiohead, Placebo Skinny Puppy, Death In June, Agathodaimon, Stormlord, Alice In Chains, Sun of The Sleepless, Death, Månegarm, Agalloch, TENHI, Secrets of the Moon, The Berserker, Ulver, Aeternus, In Aeternum, Abyssos, Astarte, Finntroll, Thyrfing, Anorexia Nervosa, Vintersorg, Einherjer, Numb, Woods of Ypres, Sear Bliss, Windir, Tiamat, Satyricon, Dark Fortress, Sacramentum, Ram Zet, Genesis: [Era Peter Gabriel], Peter Gabriel, Peter Ulrich, The Creatures, Silentium, MortIIS, Despair, Graveworm, Summoning, Arcana.
Movies:
(Zuotian) - Quitting, Zelly And Me, Battle Royale + Battle Royale II: Requiem, Ichi the Killer, III Extremes I + II, Dancer In The Dark, I Spit on Your Grave, Audition, The Lady In White, Gozu, Pink Flamingo's, Nowhere, The Exorcist (1973), Close Encounters, Fire In The Sky, Freaks, Whatever, Doom Generation, Eat Drink Man Woman, The Incredible Mr. Limpet, Father Goose, The Manitou (1978), Blue Velvet, Eyes Wide Shut, White Oleander, Memento.
Actors + Actresses + Directors: Emmanuelle Béart, Isabella Rossellini, Bill Murry, Sophia Loren, Viggo Mortensen, James Woods, Alison Lohman, Natalie Portman, Tilda Swinton, Milla Jovovich, Catherine Deneuve, Gregg Araki, Sophia Coppola, Takashi Miike, Fruit Chan, William Friedkin.
Books:
The Bhagavad Gita, The Hot Zone, World Without End, The Thief of Always, Ingenious Pursuits Building the Scientific Revolution, The Damnation Game, First Light The Search for the Edge of the Universe, Ebola Through the Eyes of the People, Paradise Lost, Level 4, The Eleventh Plague, Virus Hunter Thirty Years of Battling Hot Viruses Around the World, The Exorcist, Ludwig Boltzmann His Later Life and Philosophy, 1900-1906, The Devil's Doctor Paracelsus And the World of Renaissance Magic And Science, Mathematics for the Nonmathematician, The Dream Cycle of H.P. Lovecraft Dreams of Terror and Death, Tales of the Cthulhu Mythos, A Brief History of Time, The Boat of Dreams, The Demon in the Freezer, The Cobra Event, An Unquiet Mind, The Taoist I Ching, The Pillars of the Earth,
[If There Were Demons, Then Perhaps There Were Angels William Peter Blatty's Own Story of the Exorcist], The Glass Castle A Memoir, Oracle Bones A Journey Between China's Past And Present, The Nothing That Is A Natural History of Zero, Theoretical Physics and Philosophical Problems Selected Writings (Boltzmann), Ludwig Boltzmann The Man Who Trusted Atoms, The Wild Trees A Story of Passion And Daring, Night Falls Fast, Exuberance.
M I S C | Scientific American, National Geographic, New Scientist Magazine, Medical Mysteries, Discovery Magazine, (JGV) Journal of General Virology.
Heroes:
[x]: LUDWIG EDUARD BOLTZMANN
[x]: FREDERICK A. MURPHY
[x]: THOMAS GEISBERT
[x]: LAO TZU
[x]: C.J. PETERS
[x]: MONONEGAVIRALES: Bornaviridae, Rhabdoviridae, Filoviridae, and Paramyxoviridae.
[x]: PAZUZU.
[x]: KAFKA.
By believing p a s s i o n a t e l y in something that still does not exist, we create it.
The nonexistent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired.
