Today turned out pretty well |
Despite the fact that I played everquest most of the day. which is what I always do. I also went skateboarding for the first time in like 5 years with Jennifer. I quite enjoyed it. the sun... Posted by Jake on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 08:50:00 PST |
wow 3 cigarettes |
no bueno... my lungs hurt bad today... i really need to not smoke at all... be hard core like some people I know, even though they are the reason for huge amounts of stress in my life.
I'm all sorts ... Posted by Jake on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:05:00 PST |
I went to the bar tonight |
Not even one cigarette... dont get me wrong.... I really want one... It's so much easier to give in... But I refuse... my lungs are already bad enough...
to whom it may consern.... thank you f... Posted by Jake on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:46:00 PST |
well its now been 7 days. |
Not smoking is very difficult, but im hanging in there. Hopefully Ill be completely rid of it by next week... today I refuse to have one. as well as tomorrow... yay its fun not doing things that... Posted by Jake on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 04:29:00 PST |
I dont know what this is about today |
Well that is a lie, for the most part I know exactly why I'm haveing extreme amounts of anxiety.1. I have nto been smoking for the last 3 days. well ive had like maybe 3 in the last 3 days.2. certain ... Posted by Jake on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 07:53:00 PST |
Jake is happy? wtf? |
Its almost like I'm in an alternate reality. I've never been in such a good mood all the time... It's very awesome how people hater like me can be so inthralled by a person.... I'm looking at this pic... Posted by Jake on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 02:24:00 PST |
I'm out of my head |
Already I failed...
I'll probably be in Jail after next week... for a little while...
so here is the question do I wake the fuck up? or do I keep saying fuck it? I dont think I can go very long with... Posted by Jake on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 01:55:00 PST |
If I killed myself tonight... |
It's so unfortunate that my life has had to just keep getting worse and worse. I was so in control, for longer than I ever have before. But I lost it again, and I'm afraid it's not going t... Posted by Jake on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 01:37:00 PST |
2006 |
I presume that 2006 will be a lot like 2005. Drunk. Stressful. Lonely. Full of Everquest. Happy. Sad. and everything else that happens in one year.Last year I Met someone that could have changed my li... Posted by Jake on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 04:09:00 PST |
Making the Most of a bad time. |
3 am... and guess what im doing.... not what you would expect, since I'm actually bored of what has become my real life...
It's pretty sad that my real life consists of talking to people i cant even ... Posted by Jake on Wed, 14 Dec 2005 02:27:00 PST |