DUMB BITCH

Cartoons are sad.

For some reason lately I have in some context brought up the "crying." And now Nik makes fun of me. Well' he always makes fun of me, but this is his new favorite. So to further my pansy-ness, and e...
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 03:15:00 PST

I like him but I'm embarassed of him among other things.

I will lose my crediblity if I continue seeing him. I guess he's not the worst person ever. But I don't think he has enough qualites to redeem the flaws in his character and person.He discusses his ...
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Fri, 08 Sep 2006 03:28:00 PST

My dream, my fear.

I have a reoccurring dream. I cannot scream. I try, and I just cannot. It is a dream I have had as long as I remember. It is the thing I fear most of all. I didn't understand why. I thought that...
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Mon, 04 Sep 2006 03:27:00 PST

Some people make you feel special, some make you feel normal.

But sometime, maybe, someone does both. Some people make it better, or okay, but some people make it beautiful and perfect.
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 01:56:00 PST

I'm sorry for the shitty blogs lately.

My head is spinning, I can't seem to function at real person levels, or at least me levels. Auto-pilot is no fun unless...nevermind. Somehow the things that have always made me okay just don't seem ...
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:39:00 PST

This pain is boring.

Nothing to show. I think that's the worst thing, unfrosted cake. Who cares about having your cake and eating it too, if it's not even frosted. Sorry, I stray.I got a skate or two in the back side o...
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:14:00 PST

Death likes to remind us, maybe just me.

It's not like we are friends or anything. I hear a commercial about 'debt', I hear 'death,' and then one about depression. 'People like me' better now. They tell me my drinking is just a condition,...
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:02:00 PST

I know what the end of the world feels like.

I will never tell. At least I will never tell all. I guess that to me, maybe most, the end of the world is something missing, sanity, a person, (mostly you), the absence of pain (yes I realize the s...
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 03:00:00 PST

Boys are not like cigarettes.

How and when did I become so fickle? It's not like I set out to treat boys as disposeable. I just get bored, or they do something that I cannot condone. Maybe I am not very forgiving. Maybe I get ...
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 02:13:00 PST

P.S. Sorry i'm breaking down.

i allow myself such comforts. But I don't mean to hurt you.
Posted by DUMB BITCH on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 02:54:00 PST