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Justine

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About Me

I often wonder why it's at fiendish hours like two, three, and four AM that I lay in bed and ponder such madness as "You know, I'm really tired, but I'll NEVER sleep if I don't update my MySpace Profile!" Behold the fruits of one such sleepless night as you come to know a bit more about me.

Let's start with the basics shall we? I'm a 27 year old trans woman, pagan, and simultaneously addicted to order and in lust with chaos. By day I'm the most antisocial marketing slave you'll ever meet woefully condemned to 8 or more hours of graphic design, database administration, IT support, and official document creation; by night I'm more or less a hard core gamer be it LARP, RPG, online or offline. In fact, I'm currently writing a completely new and unique game centered on the fae as they are observed in folklore around the world, and as they've manifested within my imagination

These past few years I've been reading constantly, typically finishing 2-3 books a week depending on how long they are. Generally speaking, you're most likely to find me buried in either fantasy romance (Woo! Mercedes Lackey!), near-modern science fiction, historical fiction, modern-fantasy, horror. and non-trashy queer fantasy. Honestly, I tend to despise short books, because I get attached to characters, and want to be able to read about the same people for thousands of pages at the time.

Some people say I'm an "odd one," and if you're into astrology, you'll see that the stars seem to agree. It is not something that I deny.


I am not Wiccan, but for whatever reason tend to get along quite well with them. My own spiritual path could be best be described as "Human Divinism" which could be briefly described as the pursuit of inner beauty, mysticism. and contentment that exists (somewhere) within all human beings. Spiritualism and mysticism alike play powerful roles within my life.

I am obsessed with Ancient Greece, and would absolutely adore the chance to visit or study abroad and learn the ancient language. I have spent a great deal of time studying the ancient gender roles, communities, and religions.

Uhmmm... what else... oh right... being trans. I am M=F Transsexual and have been on hormones for a few years now. For the longest time before coming out of the closet people had suspicions about me being gay. Being that I am still attracted to women now, they were right, most just didn't have any idea of how. :)

I am paradoxically easily amused, and accused of being too serious at times. More or less always a geek (not that I take it as an insult).

I'm tired, and near to qwerty-facing. If there's anything else you want to know just ask.



(Click here for Dune's corner of MySpace)

 

Here are a few video clips from Dune music videos (you have to press play separately for each one). They crack me up or make me drool when Verena is all Victorianized.

 


20 Bonus Points for whoever can identify this woman without looking at the source URL.
 

My Interests

Spiritualism, Beauty, Role Playing, Philosophy, SciFi, Mysticism, Faith, Magick, Religion (modern and ancient), Ancient Greek Culture, reading, music

I'd like to meet:

Fabulous people.

Music:

Dance and Trance are especially wonderful, though I find appreciation in all music from Baroque to Rock to even New Age.

Movies:

Serial Experiments: Lain, The Exorcism of Emily Rose (damn good movie), What the BLEEP Do We Know? ---- Most movies are too short for my tastes, I much prefer TV series with a unified story arc

Television:

The Outer Limits, Law and Order: SVU, Stargate SG-1, South Park, Rome, The L Word, Eureka, Chuck, Earth: Final Conflict, Ghost Hunters, The Dead Zone, House, Monk

Books:

The Earth's Children series (starts with Clan of the Cave Bear) by Jean Auel, Harry Potter JK Rowling, Tick Tock by Dean Koontz, When the Bough Breaks by Mercedes Lackey, Everything in the Valdimer World by Mercedes Lackey, Greek Religion by Walter Burkert, The Stand by Stephen King, False Memory by Dean Koontz, The Dead Zone by Stephen King, Any well translated compilation of Sappho poetry -- Too many others to list.

Heroes:

I think it's fair to say that there are people whom we admire, but when it comes to establishing a hero for ourselves, I believe it is best to find the person inside ourselves whom we want most to be and cherish them until you and that person are one in the same.

My Blog

The Purge - My Friends List

Having just looked at my friends list I’ve come to realize that I don’t even know half the people on it.    As such there will be a purge in the near future of those folks t...
Posted by Justine on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 01:50:00 PST

Coven Calling

Tonight I got off work extremely late. I didn't even leave the office parking lot until after 9:00 PM. Buy the time I got back to my parking lot, I realizeed walking home that my neighborood had a ver...
Posted by Justine on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 10:28:00 PST

Absence

As I sit around online, and notice how no one is texting or calling me on the phone I realize that most of the people I'd really like to hear from are with their lovers. I'm not. They are. I'm not. It...
Posted by Justine on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 08:18:00 PST

George

As I watch  more of Dead Like Me,  I come to realize that I think I'm beginning to live my love life through the character George.   I don't know what to say about this because she...
Posted by Justine on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 12:51:00 PST

Moving to Capitol Hill and More on Dead Like Me

Thursday, 2:00 PM -- It's Done. I went to see another place today, talked to some more answering machines and voice mails, and FINALLY got ahold of the people I talked to on Friday with the Capitol Hi...
Posted by Justine on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 01:06:00 PST

Stress, Sadness, and Dead Like Me

For all my being stressed today, some how I managed to take a good picture of myself tonight. I figured, that if I took the time to make myself look dececent, and actually wear clothes, I should at le...
Posted by Justine on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 02:01:00 PST

Lonliness

Well, it seems that my rent has been bumped up AGAIN, and I have  a week to decide whether I am going to stay here or move someplace else.  Siiiigh.   I do believe that it's time f...
Posted by Justine on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 06:31:00 PST

This Life.

Lately I've come to feel that this life is just way too small to be all that there is. Granted, having had first hand experience with other planes of existance I KNOW that there's more but... some how...
Posted by Justine on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:04:00 PST

Quote of the Day

"Oh...  Underware is just a formality really..." >. One for the out of context giggles... even in context it's kinda silly. Hee hee.
Posted by Justine on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:15:00 PST

I Wanna Move to England

I should move to the United Kingdom. Why? Becuase I love Brittish women. If you think about it, as a recluse, that's all that's really important in making a decision of where to live. If you leave the...
Posted by Justine on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 02:13:00 PST