Drk Angel

Welcome one and all.
Do not fear the darknes, for it shall bring you light.
And when its all said and done, all that you have shall be undone.
We are the ones who will open your mind, leave the weak and haunted behind
I am a Beautiful Nightmare mixed with Dead Pleasures
The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I won't make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
My nickname online is Dee (mainly cuz I sign off most things D cuz I'm lazy so ppl have started to call me it too now), and I'm from England; lovely sunny old England (yeah right!)
Anyways the main loves in my life are music; which has to be metal or rock, none of this pop music crap NO THANK-YOU.

I can't stand soap opera's, reality show, talk show or anything even remotely like that. One of my top shows is 24, damn I love that series! but I also like sci-fi shows; anything with vampires in it, documentaries on astronomy or the planets, football, cricket and even darts. So you could say I'm not a typical girl by any stretch of the imagination.
I also can't wrap my head around why some people are sooo obbessed with hollywood or music stars, I mean I think there are quite a few hotties out there but I don't want to know every detail of thier lives and I can't see why anyone else would need to know it. Its not like it has any effect on you!! I'll apologise now if I offend anyone reading this but I truly just don't get it.
A good Saturday for me would be going to watch Liverpool or at least going to the pub to watch it, I hate shopping for clothes as I'm sucha fussy bugger I usually never find anything I like, and if I do buy something its only been bought out of frusration and is highly unlikely to be worn more than about once. But I don't suffer that curse when it comes to DVD's and CD's; Hell No I could blow all I have spare each month on those if I wasn't careful.
As you can tell from the above I love my music and my films, as long as I have those I'll be ok.
I write lots of poetry, mainly dark poetry and I am also writing my first book, which I intend to get published ocne it all done. My ideal career is to become a full time writer as I have tons of idea's for stories. Mostly horror of some description as I love the horror genre. But there will be of course a vampire trilogy, can't leave my love vampires out now can I? LOL.
My online family comes from many forums, but my true home is on The Disturbed Ones's Forum. The offical fan club for Disturbed, I'm totoally hoked on being there, I do use plently of other forums as well but the TDO is my home and I'm happy there cuz the people are as crazy and as fucking nuts as I am so I fit in just right..
Again I'm sorry if I miss anyone out on this and if I have just send me a message and I'll add you in *winks*. Krimul and Chenoa are my buddies and we make up the 3 Laurietters (Krimul's Idea, as we all love the sexy lil Fin). Megan (hugz) my dear Ducth friend, who also follows the wiccan path same as me. Astaroth (Dee) who likes me love the WWE, hot men in tight shorts wooooo.. and of course the Undertaker! Best persona to grace the WWE along side, the faces of Foley, Stone Cold and The Rock.
There's Ren, Intoccabile, Syborg, TR Aurther, Tally, the Hell God Charmed, the nutcase that is pennywise, faster, scotskid, Magda, Janean (who has a cool US TR site).. the list just go's on and on and on....And NOT Forgetting my TDO Family - I love you guys! Kirky, Janee, Bun Bun, Nancy, Scoot & Rose, Dayzie and Chuck, LindseyLiegh to name but a few..
Here are a few of my pomes, they are very dark in nature like me LOL
Inside
Inside my heart the darkness is ripe
Full of putrid anger at this world
For what it has done to me
For what it will do to me
Dakness is my only friend
Inside its hollow heart I live
Free from the tourment of this world
Free from the pain that haunts my waking hours
I watch you from within the shadows
Never will you know that I am here
Heart of Darkness
Inside the remains of my bleeding heart
Lives the pain of a thousand lies
Told to me by those I love
Twisting my thoughts like a merry-go-round
Back and forth they sway
Never settling or allowed to stay
The darkness is liquid obscuring the light
Only the faintest glimmer now remains
A reminder of what you once had
A place you once lived freely
The memories are charred and frayed
Burnt and blurred into unseen images
Only the mind know's what they are
Only the mind can distingued from the horror that is
Deep within the soul it lies
In the darkest deprth of your heart
There lies the heart of darkness
A place where all things are possible
But none more so than the lust for blood
The need to embrace this urge for revenge
The heated desire for the scream's of terror and pain
From those who have mistreateed you
Your time has come, no longer will you hide
When they see your face and look into your eyes of fire
They will run and hide for they fear the beast that lives within
A beast that was created by thier hands will be thier undoing
Devour
You are me
I am you
What is done
Returns to haunt
In the night
The lonely time
I am here
Consumed with grief
You pass me by
Like I am trash
Push aside
To be forgotten
For what is done
Will return to haunt
Inside you mind
It will devour
Stains of Life
What colours drain from your eyes?
What images fall from your mind?
What drops of pure beauty did you shed?
What stains of life flowes freely from thee?
Colours drained and faded away
Images blurred the charred remains
Drops are frozen into pure ice
The setting stream runs out its course
The Darkness
Darkness descends upon the light
Consuming all that is within sight
Turning life and love to stone
Watching the flesh as it turns to bone
Imprisoned in this darkest plight
Nothing left to do not even a fight
Haunted hearts prowl this site
As the darkness devours all that is light
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