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circus_freaq

quit stairing at my balls.... unless you promise to call.

About Me

Since I was a kid, like 4-5, I've always known that I didn't want to conform but rather had apetite for attention like a vegas show girl, less the glitter, and the vagina. ever since I was a kid i always had a strange fear of being forgoten. Not in the "hey man, what was your name again" sense but rather in the history class sense. The idea of existing as long(and short) of a time period as we do only to have everyone forget you in 5 years just seems like way to much of a wasted life. also since I was a kid I've done everything possible to leave a lasting impression on people. All the way from displaying the biggest, most obnoxious fucking smile on the planet(which I eventually stopped thank god) to carving my name in 15ft letters in my dads front yard. In heindsight maybe I should've used my brothers name for that one. Now I just take my balls everywhere I go, by which I mean I haven't left home without them in about 4 years. I'm fascinated by the human body, which, ironically enough, is also my favorite cliche quote made by artists.



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My Interests

damn near everything out of the norm....Contact Juggling, Drawing, digital photography, my big bad wolf, acro-balance, hand-balancing, aerial rings and ribbons, airbrushing, yoga, breakdancing, capoeira, classic cars.....

I'd like to meet:

anybody with an open mind, the capacity for abstract thought, and can grasp the concept of self evolution and..... no shmucks

Music:

Tool is my favorite band of all time......

genius............... absolutely genius.Ted attwood and josh shroyer, django, dave brubek, death cab for cutie, postal service, the format, static x, a perfect circle, modest mouse, daniel johnston, goggel bordello, incubus, pink floyd,

Movies:

Casino Royale, Dr. Strangelove, anything with Peter Sellars, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Benie and Joon, Ed Wood, anything with Johnny Depp (what a looker), Pi, Baraka, Open Range, Sweet and Lowdown, Swing Kids, Schindlers List, A Bugs Life, The Emperor's New Groove, The Birdcage, A Fish Called Wanda, The Incredible Mr. Limpet, The Ghost and Mr. Chicken, White Knights, Way of the Gun, Tombstone, Suicide Kings, Solaris, Requiem for a dream, Labrynth, Thumb Wars, Big Trouble in Little China, Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhand, The Grimlin's movies, Army of Darkness, INDIANA JONES (man alert, someone call the manbulance, we've got a man on our hands), White Fang, Die Die My Darling,

Television:

No real use for the damn thing....

Books:

Oh how I love the sweet scripture of knowledge that is the book.

Heroes:

my dad, mom, stepmom, stepdad, and older brother jd.

My Blog

contact juggling video..... I love my balls

WANNA WATCH ME PLAY WITH MY BALLS? no not my testicles.... pervert... my "crystal" balls. please leave a comment so I can get some sort of feed back on this short, incomplete, crap video so I know...
Posted by circus_freaq on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fuck it.

I give up.... nothing makes any differance anyways....
Posted by circus_freaq on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the future to be

What does one do when they are entirely unsure of the outcome of the future?
Posted by circus_freaq on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hick-ups....

If only life's little hick-up's could be taken care of by a simple drink of water or holding your breath for a few short seconds....... If only indeed.
Posted by circus_freaq on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

It

FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by circus_freaq on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST