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To burn with one clear flame, to stand erect In natural honor, not to bend the knee In profitless pr

About Me

"When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight" ~Kahlil Gibran Oh bliss! Bliss and heaven! Oh, it was gorgeousness and gorgeousity made flesh. It was like a bird of rarest-spun heaven metal or like silvery wine flowing in a spaceship, gravity all nonsense now. As I slooshied, I knew such lovely pictures! -Humble Narrator *** Taking an exceedingly long time to convey simple thoughts and ideas comes with the territory of eternal life; I'm not in a hurry. -E *** "Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it." “I would hurl words into this darkness and wait for an echo, and if an echo sounded, no matter how faintly, I would send other words to tell, to march, to fight, to create a sense of hunger for life that gnaws in us all.” -Richard Wright "Never lose sight of the fact that all human felicity lies in man's imagination, and that he cannot think to attain it unless he heeds all his caprices. The most fortunate of persons is he who has the most means to satisfy his vagaries." -Marquis de Sade **** and not so ironically enough that i would post the below quote... due to my theft of genius that is my page...(i truly believe they all collaberated to steal my mind and have divided it up amongst themselves...leaving me with NOTHING...DARKNESS...SOOOO ALONE teehee....... ****"All, all is theft, all is unceasing and rigorous competition in nature; the desire to make off with the substance of others is the foremost - the most legitimate - passion nature has bred into us and, without doubt, the most agreeable one." -Marquis de Sade "only the idea of self remains floating on a sea of cells; only heartbeats short of eternity in breath after breath we dwell." "i can resist everything but temptation" -Oscar Wilde ABOUT ME: "Through me the way into the suffering city, Through me the way to the eternal pain, Through me the way that runs among the lost. Justice urged on my high artificer; My maker was divine authority, The highest wisdom, and the primal love. Before me nothing but eternal things were made, And I endure eternally. Abandon every hope, ye who enter here." The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) High
Level 2 (Lustful) Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous) Moderate
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) Very Low
Level 7 (Violent) High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) Low
Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test You have come to a place mute of all light, where the wind bellows as the sea does in a tempest. This is the realm where the lustful spend eternity. Here, sinners are blown around endlessly by the unforgiving winds of unquenchable desire as punishment for their transgressions. The infernal hurricane that never rests hurtles the spirits onward in its rapine, whirling them round, and smiting, it molests them. You have betrayed reason at the behest of your appetite for pleasure, and so here you are doomed to remain. Scorpio (October 24 - November 21) Here comes the masters and mistresses of fuck! They know what is kinky. They are highly manipulative. They know how to get you to do what they want. They know how to fuck. And they are making room for modifications. All they have to do is walk into a room and look at you, and you will be on your back assuming the position. Scorpios make for a fabulous tryst, but the emotions are staggering. Don't dare try to make a Scorpio jealous... they will duct tape you to a chair and make you watch them fuck your boss or your sister/brother or your mother... hell, that's their idea of a typical Thursday night. They love to use gag balls. They always have carpet burns on their knees and back... this is from their constant rutting like a wild weasel in heat. They are also very cunning and secretive. I hope you can go the distance and can make them cum... otherwise gods help you. A definite good time, but beware their sting!
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.

Leatherface


95%

Pinhead


95%

Hannibal Lecter


85%

Freddy Krueger


75%

Michael Myers


70%

Jigsaw


70%

Jason Voorhees


50%

Buffalo Bill


45%

Captain Spaulding


35%

Candyman


30%
Which Horror Killer are You?
created with QuizFarm.com ....wow, i was freddy before... this shows some progress and growth over the past year :)
You Are Pork
You like to think you're the other white meat, but many people don't want anything to do with you.
You probably smoke. And it's likely that no body part of yours is off limits. What Kind of Meat Are You?"There are times, however, and this is one of them, when even being right feels wrong. What do you say, for instance, about a generation that has been taught that rain is poison and sex is death? If making love might be fatal and if a cool spring breeze on any summer afternoon can turn a crystal blue lake into a puddle of black poison right in front of your eyes, there is not much left except TV and relentless masturbation. It's a strange world. Some people get rich and others eat shit and die. Who knows? If there is in fact, a heaven and a hell, all we know for sure is that hell will be a visciously overcrowded version of Phoenix a clean well lighted place full of sunshine and bromides and fast cars where almost everybody seems vaguely happy, except those who know in their hearts what is missing... And being driven slowly and quietly into the kind of terminal craziness that comes with finally understanding that the one thing you want is not there. Missing. Back-ordered. No tengo. Vaya con dios. Grow up! Small is better. Take what you can get...." -Hunter S. Thompson

My Interests

i hope we can do better than a sewer full of troglodists "from the hungry gnaw that eats me night and day" ~ Walt ~ "If any man says he hates war more than I do, he better have a knife, that's all I have to say" ~ Jack Handy ~ :)

I'd like to meet:

"Who are these Swine? These flag-sucking half-wits who get fleeced and fooled by stupid little rich kids like George Bush? ..... They speak for all that is cruel and stupid and viscious in the American character.... I piss down the throats of these Nazis. And I am too old to worry about whether they like it or not. Fuck Them." -Hunter S. Thompson "If you think of yourselves as helpless and ineffectual, it is certain that you will create a despotic government to be your master. The wise despot, therefore, maintains among his subjects a popular sense that they are helpless and ineffectual." ~Frank Herbert "You have been my friend. That in itself is a tremendous thing. I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what's a life, anyway? We're born, we live a little while, we die. A spider's life can't help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that." -E.B. White "wheresoever you go, go with all your heart"

Music:

"Angel of the Lord, what are these tortured screams?" And the angel said unto me, "These are the cries of the carrots, the cries of the carrots. You see, reverend Maynard, tomorrow is harvest day and to them it is the holocaust." And I sprang from my slumber drenched in sweat like the tears of one million terrified brothers and roared, "Hear me now, I have seen the light, they have a consciousness, they have a life, they have a soul. damn you! let the rabbits wear glasses, save our brothers...can I get an amen? can I get a hallelujah? thank you, Jesus." -Maynard James Keenan

Movies:

"Why", you ask? "Why" is not the question. How? Now, that is a question worth examining. How could I, being born of such, uh... conventional stock, arrive a leader of the rebellion? An escapist from a conformist world, destined to find happiness only in that which cannot be explained? I brought you here for a reason, but unfortunately you and your sentimental minds are doing me no good! My brain is frozen. Locked! I have to break free from this culture of mechanical reproductions and the thick encrustations dying on the surface! -Otis Firefly

Television:

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Books:

"Desultory reading is delightful, but to be beneficial, our reading must be carefully directed." ~Seneca~ "it’s the same Johnny Panic, awake or asleep" ~Sylvia Plath~ "Fate gives all of us three teachers, three friends, three enemies, and three great loves in our lives. But these twelve are always disguised, and we can never know which one is which until we’ve loved them, left them, or fought them" ~Gregory David Roberts~ "Masochism is a valuable job skill." ~Chuck Palahniuk~ "They wanted to speak, but could not; tears stood in their eyes. They were both pale and thin; but those sick pale faces were bright with the dawn of a new future, of a full resurrection into a new life. They were renewed by love; the heart of each held infinite sources of life for the heart of the other." ~Fyodor Dostoevsky~ "Seek not happiness too greedily, and be not fearful of happiness" ~Lao-tzu~ "You can be a gentle, contemplative hermit right here in the middle of everything" ~Lao Tzu~"But I don’t want comfort. I want God, I want poetry, I want real danger, I want freedom, I want goodness. I want sin." ~Aldous Huxley~

Heroes:

*** "When you're drowning, you don't say 'I would be incredibly pleased if someone would have the foresight to notice me drowning and come and help me,' you just scream." ~John Lennon~ *** *** Yeah, the ones that you're calling wild Are going to be the leaders in a little while This old world's wakin' to a new born day And I solemnly swear that it'll be their way You better help the voice of youth find "What is truth" ~Johnny Cash~ *** *** "There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered." ~Nelson Mandela~ *** *** "Pray for the dead and fight like hell for the living!" ~Mother Jones~ *** *** "I do feel that spiritual progress does demand at some stage that we should cease to kill our fellow creatures for the satisfaction of our bodily wants." ~Gandhi~ *** *** "If man wants freedom why keep birds and animals in cages? Truly man is the king of beasts, for his brutality exceeds them. We live by the death of others. We are burial places!" ~Leonardo-da-Vinci~ *** *** "Build a man a fire, and he'll be warm for a day. Set a man on fire, and he'll be warm for the rest of his life. ;)" ~Terry Pratchett~ *** *** "We pray on Sundays that we may have light/To guide our footsteps on the path we tread;/We are sick of war, we don't want to fight,/And yet we gorge ourselves upon the dead." ~George Bernard Shaw~ *** *** How often it is that the angry man rages denial of what his inner self is telling him. ~Frank Herbert~ *** *** "You build your world on lies and illusions But you never know that This is the conclusionNo chance no hope for those Who kept it a goin' 'Cause you never know that The truth is showing" ~Peter Tosh~ *** "And now dear little children, who may this story read, To idle, silly flattering words, I pray you ne'er give heed: Unto an evil counsellor, close heart and ear and eye, And take a lesson from this tale, of the Spider and the Fly."

My Blog

whats with today, today!?

"If you ever catch on fire, try to avoid seeing yourself in the mirror, because I bet that's what REALLY throws you into a panic." ~Jack Handy
Posted by '.*F'B on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 12:47:00 PST

Safe from pain, and truth, and choice, and other poison devils

despite the context and how this may sound if similar words have been used in conversation.. this is absolutely not directed at any specific person nor is this angry.   i cant talk... i dont kno...
Posted by '.*F'B on Fri, 20 Jul 2007 07:54:00 PST

multiple stab wounds shown to shorten life expectancy

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Posted by '.*F'B on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 03:36:00 PST

the time spent with my friends shall never be forgotten!.

  tues i enjoyed dinner and a movie with my one and only... devon the cute! by the way... cutest lil boy i have ever seen!!! wed at banned... enjoyed some drunken debachery and general silliness ...
Posted by '.*F'B on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 11:03:00 PST

fury is passion pent up for too long

And where two waging fires meet together They do consume the thing that feeds their fury. Though little fire grows great with little wind, Yet extreme gusts will blow out fire and all.~Shakespeare...
Posted by '.*F'B on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 01:32:00 PST

je vous mangerai morceau par le morceau si vous me blessez encore ;)

to whirl dancing going upwith the wingsof a zillion flutterbyesi will fling my fragile body in your lightfor this lastephemeral flight ~me  ...
Posted by '.*F'B on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 06:57:00 PST

tales of human waste

  I want to travel back in time and lop the goddamn heads off all your innocent mommies and daddies.   Come on. Tell me why you deserve to live. I mean, I know I've been away, and things hav...
Posted by '.*F'B on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 06:55:00 PST

Ambition, love and all the thoughts that burn

To burn with one clear flame, to stand erect In natural honour, not to bend the knee In profitless prostrations whose effect Is by itself condemned, what alchemy Can teach me this? what herb Medea br...
Posted by '.*F'B on Sat, 09 Jun 2007 04:40:00 PST

Tonight I've watched the moon and then the Pleiades go down

THIS is thy hour O Soul, thy free flight into the wordless,   Away from books, away from art, the day erased, the lesson done,   Thee fully forth emerging, silent, gazing, ponderin...
Posted by '.*F'B on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 04:33:00 PST

Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart

Does, then, a deep and earnest thought the blissful mind employ Of him who gazes, or has gazed? a grave and steady joy, That doth reject all show of pride, admits no outward sign, Because not of this ...
Posted by '.*F'B on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 03:40:00 PST