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Widowed from Abuse

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About Me


I needed to learn that my love wasnt wasted,that new life means pain,And once I achieve it and pick up my pieces,that there is a better life for me! I love to dance all night long! Once I am out I never want to go home! I love the Nights that end at the diner. I love snow globes and big trucks and panda bears. I love being with my family and my friends. I love when it snows and everything closes and movies and games into the night. I love vacations & long drives by myself with the sunroof open and my music cranking singing from the top of my lungs. I love Bazooka Bubble Gum. Fire Island in the SummerTime! Actually I love anything in the summertime! Sitting around the fire outside! Mudding in Lake Ochechobee with my dirty country cousins! I love camping in a tent on the beach, nights in a log cabin and mornings at a Bed&Breakfast Inn. Shopping on Canal Street and Times Square. I love crusing in nyc on the back of a motorcycle! I have a pocket book for everyday to match my shoes. When I get dressed I tend to wreck my closet while I find the perfect outfit. I change at least three times before I am satisfied! I live my life day to day. I tend to eithier give all of me or none of me! I dont lie, cheat or steal. I keep my karma good! I would never take a friendship for granted. I love with all my heart to those who appreciate my heart and those who dont I dont want in my life. I dont like preverted&cheating men or women. I keep myself as royalty. I believe Sex is a bad word yet making love is a gift that you can only give to that special someone. xoxo I am a scorpio so dont do me wrong cause my stinger will snap ya! I love everyone who loves me and those who dont, I didnt like them anyways..xo I consider myself to be One In A Million..xo The LORD's commandment is to love one another as he loves us and thats when you give something to someone the LORD will bless you back.

My Interests

Revised from the song "House of the rising Son" by Don Wabi...xoI wore a ball and chain for many a yearsnever to mention the shame .The bruises were there and hidden along withthe psychological pain as I wore a ball and chain.In secrecy and humility the type you do not want I wear the scars from many a years ,wearing that ball and chain. A mother who loves her children she will do what has to be done ,break the bonds of control and domination and cut that ball and chain.Life is much more free now and happiness does prevail ,I am stronger thana iron and chain .There are no shame or bruises now the secrecy has gone and I'll hold my head up high now and not live a life of pain .I will tell the story and help to free others who have a ball and chain.

I'd like to meet:

Today I found a friend, Who knew everything I felt. She knew my every weakness, And the problems I've been dealt. She understood my wonders, And listened to my dreams. She listened to how I felt about life and love, And knew what it all means. Not once did she interrupt me, Or tell me I was wrong. She understood what I was going through, And promised she'd stay long I reached out to this friend To show her that I care To pull her close and let her know How much I need her there I went to hold her hand To pull her a bit nearer And realized that this perfect friend I found Was nothing but my mirror

My Blog

See with Your Heart..xo

See with your heart by Ralph MarstonIn your heart, you know what is right and what is wrongYou know what will ultimately move you ahead and what will hold you backThough you may be very good at ratio...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Sat, 28 Jun 2008 08:07:00 PST

Summary of My Abuse..xo

I will just make it brief without details..I was married at 18 he beat me before I married but I just felt bad for him and believed his lies that he would never hurt me again..xo Of course I just want...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Wed, 07 May 2008 03:18:00 PST

A Bit About Me..xo

I needed to learn that my love wasnt wasted,that new life means pain,And once I achieve it and pick up my pieces,that there is a better life for me! I love to dance all night long! Once I am out I nev...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Tue, 06 May 2008 06:41:00 PST

ITS THE LITTLE HOLES THAT BLEED THE PEOPLE DRY..xo

I WILL FIGHT FOR MY SPOUSE, BUT NOT TO GET, NOR TO KEEP, ONE...IF THEY CAN BE 'GOTTEN' BY ANOTHER, THEN LET THE OTHER HAVE THEM......' 'THERE IS A DEFINITE AND FINE LINE BETWEEN FIGHTING 'FOR' SOMEO...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Sun, 27 Apr 2008 07:12:00 PST

18 & Almost Life

"18 & Almost Life"    Teenage Pregancy Seventeen and finally I graduated. June 26, 1984  My strict Irish/Italian Mom gave me permission to go around the blo...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 03:23:00 PST

Are You Self Caring???

"Self-Caring describes an individual who is aware of self and caring for her/himself. Those who are self-caring have concern for others but not at the expense of themselves. They allow others to look ...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 07:42:00 PST

Make Waves!

Make the Waves! Current mood: determined This is your life, make the most of it.sounds cliche’, but truth of the matter is,if your not doing what makes you happy, then change.Because all and a...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Thu, 08 Nov 2007 10:10:00 PST

Whenever I feel Afraid~

Whenever I feel afraid I hold my head erect and whistle a happy tune. So no one will suspect I'm afraid. While shivering in my shoes I strike a careless pose and whistle a happy tune and no one ever k...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 04:52:00 PST

Who I Am..xo

Who I Am? "Who I Am" (written by Terry McPhearson) "I am not my hair, my eyes, my nose or my mouth. I am not my skin or the shape of any of my body parts. I am not my strengths or weaknesses. I am not...
Posted by Widowed from Abuse on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 09:03:00 PST