A very personal view from my inner prospective...I don't judge others; this is just how I live my own life...Written: March 21,2007©I'd rather be in love and lost to the hope that pains my soul...then to be in love and present with another soul who will never understand me...though they may try...the pain of forced love is NEVER worth the fight...time grows too short to settle for less than the other half of our soul which completes the heart that beats within us! ~J. H. C.~Interests: Writing lyrics of all kinds...ie poetry, short stories, spoken word, etc. I am a music lover (I'm going to wait on getting the Gibson, but it will be mine some day. I now currently have a beautiful purple Ibanez on lay away and have had for over a year now..LOL! I am Wayne from Wayne's World..heh..jeeeesh! Here's a pic of the exact one I'm getting... , singing (My vocal lessons are on hold until I get my book of poetry on it's way to being published...I'll never know unless I try.), acting (not as much as I once did. I still love and appreciate the craft though.), (though I have allergies, I love animals) black panthers
Hosted by Sparkle Tags , This might be odd, but I seem to have always had an interest in the whole good verses evil thing. Vampires intrigue me. Especially the idea of a Vampire with a soul. So do religious symbols, (Never really knew why) though I've never been baptised. I'm more spirtual...not in religious way, but more of a belief in energy connecting us, etc. I can be whatever I want to be. (Re: the Vampire thing...No, I'm not into blood letting or that kind of stuff. Just wanted make sure that was clear. LOL!)I feel like I'm training for the next chapter of my life! Like an athlete that has every intension of being a champion. I gotta stay the course........ :-)One day...I'd love to visit countries like Scotland...Ireland...(&other places in that part of the world). Maybe visit some haunted castles and stuff. The land is so lush, green, and beautiful...who knows, maybe I'd find relatives I'd never known about?! LOL! I'm such a mixed batch of fair skinned (for the most part) countries....Holland-Dutch, Swedish, Scottish, Irish, Welsh, English, German, etc. (Some where in there Hungarian came into the 'ol blood line....just found that one out.) The family seemed to get around a bit... LOL! I, however, never got that gene... haa haaaa...~The Day After...~
I'd like to meet people with common interests. I love the '80's hard rock scene. Good times! I have so many favorite bands, but I won't name them all right here. The three that come to mind off the bat are Tesla, Queensryche and Cinderella. These bands just are undeniably talented in every respect! Quality music married w/quality lyrics! They just ROCK!!Common spiritual beliefs (I don't mean that in a religious sense either...more like energy in everthing around us...), sense of humor, and being comfortable in your own skin are important too. I love to get deep in thought and be challenged, but I like light hearted people that love to laugh.Dating....Well honestly, I usually just don't. I hate forced situations...trying to make a relationship work or start one that you know in your core isn't the one isn't fair to the heart when only one is in love. You either click with someone or you don't. It's extremely rare for me to find a man that I feel anything more than friendship for. That may sound [email protected] up, but true none the less. A lot of friends and family say that I've now raised the bar too high, but I say if anyone has self-respect they won't settle for less. I want to be able to look into eachother's eyes and know that something so certain has finally found us. It's so much deeper than the words "I love you"...
~Thank you Azure! This was very beautiful....I appreciate it!~
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You reflect the wisdom of the spirit. You shine as
a wise and anicent sage who values intellect
among the most. Your spirit brings guidence to
those around you. You have accomplished your
strength with age and time. Don't let your wise
advice go to waste. Share it with all who are
willing to listen. Please rate high
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Reflections of the Spirit?
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.. You scored as Traveler. You are a Traveler Empath, you come from a time & place far removed from here. You are an innocent, in search of your own kin and have a difficult time understanding this world. You are lost & only want to find your way back home. You bring unique gifts to this world and share them with a loving heart. Although very misunderstood, you are also very forgiving. (from the "Book of Storms" by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/)
Traveler
Universal
Healer
Artist
Shaman
Judge
Fallen Angel
Precog
Dracula
Blade
Lestat
Marius
Armand
Spike
Angel
Deacon Frost
Louis
Akasha
Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.
The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.
What Tarot Card are You?
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You are quiet, cool, and calm. You love your solitude and have no trouble standing alone. Blues are sensitive, truthful, spiritual, and intuitive--they often show signs of clairvoyance and ESP. They are the professors, detectives, and spiritual mediums of the world.
Rocker, Mosher
Goth
Emo
Prepy
Trendy
Skater
Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev
The flashing symbol is the "Love & Death" Heartagram created by Ville Valo for those that don't know. I highly recommend this Finland based band....HIM has hands down become one of my favorite bands!! Ville Valo is one of the most amazing contemporary poets & song writers I've ever come across.
~Congrats to HIM on being the first band from Finland to hit gold in America! Also, to round up the year, Mr. Valo was invited to meet the President of Finland...wonderful! Much continued success and best wishes in '07!
~Mr. Ville Valo at the President's Ball in Finland/Dec. 2006~HIM Video Playlist
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~Tom Keifer @ The Hyundai Pav 7/1/06~Thanks Patty for finally getting these pics to me...most definitely a show I'll never forget!
Congrats to the guys in CINDERELLA for reaching GOLD yet again! Plus, wrapping up a 20 year anniversary tour just goes to prove good music never goes away...ROCK N' ROLL WILL NEVER DIE!!! Thank you for keeping the music alive!
THEN...
AND NOW... Thanks Cinderella Cowgirl! I love it!
~TOM KEIFER SUMMER 2006~. (Cinderella-This one's for you Tipper! LOL! Bet she wishes she hadn't fought so hard for "Parental Adivisory" labeling now. A lot of the lyrics that are out there currently make our beloved '80s rock look tame. Tee hee... )Queensryche Thank you so much Ellie! I love this QR Collage! *Hug* , and Tesla!~Johnny Cash~ "Hurt"
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Rock from the 60's and the 70's...(The Doors, Led Zeppelin, AerosmithBlack Sabbath) & 80's rock, blues, some 80's pop/rock such as...Rick Springfield...YES, I still have the tape!) I like these groups still, so nobody give me grief over it!!, Duran Duran, Prince, Thompson Twins, INXS, The Cure, Billy Joel, etc., and even some Motown stuff. Elvis{Portrait drawn by Miss Darlene! You are simply amazing girl! I had to show you off a little...hee heee...}, eras like the 40's, 50's, 60's....What can I say...I love good music! There are only a few bands or artists have impressed me in recent years. Johnny Lang, Matchbox Twenty, H.I.M., Kill Hannah, ~Back in the day~ Ozzy, Kix, Warrant, Black N' Blue, Motley Crue, Warlock, Pat Benatar, Bon Jovi, Keel, Guns N' Roses, L.A. Guns, Faster Pussycat, Bang Tango, Bullet Boys, Great White, Hanoi Rocks , Dokken, Poison, Aerosmith, Whitesnake, Skid Row, Slaughter, Ratt, Journey, Twisted Sister, Y&T, Rough Cutt, Tangier, Def Leppard (Especially older DL), Dangerous Toys, TNT, OZZY, etc.......I could go on for days~~~~~~~~~There were some great local bands that should have recieved more recognition like Byte The Bullet (later became South Gang), Shake The Faith, Devore, Jailhouse, Keel, and Roxanne to just name only a few......The hardest I ever listened to was Metallica, Megadeath, and Anthrax...
Here's somthin' new and cool! Jaime St. James Official Website!! Check it out! There's even a link inside to Jaime direct. So whether your a Warrant fan or and old school Black N' Blue fan feel to drop him a line! Link: Click here
Somwhere In Time/The Bridges Of Madison County/The Libertine(pretty much any movie Mr. Depp is in is great!)/Phantom Of The Opera /Legends Of The Fall/Gladiator/Interview With A Vampire Quote from Interview With A Vampire-"Bare me no ill will my love. We are now even. What died in that room was not that woman. What has died is the last breath in me that was human." /Titanic /Stigmata/Braveheart/Lost Boys /The Crow /Legend/Willow/Pirates of the Caribbean/Batman (Most of them)/Arthur/Underworld /Blade/The Seventh Sign/The Order/Finding Neverland, Harold & Maude, School Ties, Romeo And Juliet, Quills, Real Genius/Fast Times.../Spinal Tap/Wayne's World/Princess Bride/Rocky Horror Picture Show/Young Frankenstein/American Werewolf in London/The Omen Trilogy/Warlock/Highlander/Witchboard/Cat People/Rock Star/Eddie And The Cruisers (one of my fav songs is in this movie "Tender Years"....Old movies from the 40's and 50's are cool too.....
{11/03/06 ~ I avoided this subject for awhile, but since a lot of you get the positive from the heartbreak in my writing (some don't and that's ok), I might be better understood to know from which authors writings I've read from since I was a child. Hey, I never said I was normal...haa haaa...I would put down Charles Dickens to watch Scooby Doo...heh....go figure... :P}Currently looking more into Franz Kafka....it seems he and I come from similar points of view in our writing. Someone pointed this out to me recently...heh...so now my curiosity is getting the best me! LOL! Some of Mark Twain's darker yet also humorous writing, such as "Letters From The Earth". Yes, Charles Dicken's "A Christmas Carol" is one of my favorite stories! Albert Camus, "The Stranger". Anton Chekhov's "The Seagull". Dylan Thomas's writings....I read Hans Christian Andersen's stories when I was younger. Such as the story of "The Princess And The Pea" (A sweet story) and the real version of "The Little Mermaid". (It's a bit of a "Romeo And Juliet" like tradgedy. Which yet, is another story embedded within my heart.)(I had to post this poem a friend sent me. It's one of the most beautiful pieces I've ever recieved...Thank you for your friendship..) ~June 12, 2006 7:03 PM " Shine On " ( So many thoughts & feelings you keep hidden deep inside..While nobody knows how your heart aches to be touched with care..Many have betrayed your trust, & broken a heart thats never lied..Where are they now, when for them you have always been there..Your name is beauty, pain, desire, a falling star in the midnight sky..Your feelings never seem to be heard, & you dont understand why..Well Im here to tell you they matter, and that you are not alone..That everything you feel has meaning, from heart & soul to flesh & bone..Rest your worries in my arms, and know that I will always understand..I'll be your strength when you feel weak, and I'll always hold your hand..Hear me now and know that your star will rise & shine again this very night..Shine on in all your elegance & glory sweet girl, for I believe in you always, and this world needs your beautiful light ) Shadows~~A QUOTE BY: BONNIE RAITT~ "Religion is for people that pray to not go to hell....Spirituality is for those that have already been there.....NOT ONLY DOES SHE SING THE BLUES, BUT SHE JUST F@*..ING ROCKS!!!(Thank you for this beautiful pic above Niki)FROM: ~ROMEO AND JULIET~And when he shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.--"Spiritual Dawn"When debauchees are roused by the white, rosy dawn, Escorted by the Ideal which gnaws at their hearts Through the action of a mysterious, vengeful law, In the somnolent brute an Angel awakens.The inaccessible blue of Spiritual Heavens, For the man thrown to earth who suffers and still dreams, Opens and yawns with the lure of the abyss. Thus, dear Goddess, Being, lucid and pure,Over the smoking ruins of stupid orgies, Your memory, clearer, more rosy, more charming, Hovers incessantly before my widened eyes.The sunlight has darkened the flame of the candles; Thus, ever triumphant, resplendent soul! Your phantom is like the immortal sun!By: Charles Baudelaire
My Dad , Mom (Kidney Cancer SURVIVOR!), Step-Mom Shelley (for all their love, wisdom, patience, and guidance. But mostly for letting me find and still find my own path in this life...I love you so much!)My Cousin Todd who has recently served in Iraq. He was deployed in May of '05. But is now finally back in the States for good!!! (Just got news this week of 5/15/06) He is a medic and fireman by trade. He reinlisted after 9/11 because he wanted to help here at home. To my family's dismay, he was called up for duty and was sent out. He is in his early 40's with a wife and two kids at home in Georgia. It just didn't make sense! Any way, he kept his sense of humor in 110 degree weather! He has a huge heart and some how managed to keep things in perspective even though he like myself don't believe in this war. Todd, I love you Cousin! To all those that still have loved ones involved in this senseless war, my heart is with you, your families, and friends...may your loved one come home unharmed and quickly! Bless your hearts...
Tom Keifer
Geoff Tate
Ville Valo