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No matter what your beliefs are,,if someone trying to reach out somehow,,trying to reach out does anybody hear me,,they don't even have to say a word to try to reach out,,most people shut out other's alot rather they think noone will listen,,or they do reach out that person will shut them out,,by not listening,,this world needs to change in many way's ,,humanity,wildlife etc,,, Man,Woman and Child,,alot of people don't believe in faith or lost their faith,,one of the two,some don't even get that chance cuz there's lives were taken away by another or they just given up that there's nothing here for them.People missing man women and children,all types from the rich down to poverty,someone has to speak out for them,most of them are not ever mention again,who will listen,,who will speak out for them,,But one thing for sure there is HOPE,DREAMS,,everybody has themI know one thing that's there always a purpose for everything in good and the bad stuff that comes our way,talking for myself I know I lived my life,ups and downs,I tried to take my life,,I know I still have life,,so therefore there's a purpose for me to live,,may not always know why but I will when it comes my way to learn and help others learn,,SO THE MORAL OF THIS/DOES ANYBODY HEAR ME?
Grandbaby arrived March 1,2008 4:35A.M.
Dedicated to my Pookie the first is one of the songs that she love so much for me to sing,,so I've dedicate it to my Trish(A.K.A My POOKIE),may she hum and sing to hers,rest is dedicated to both Trish and first time mom to be,and Blaine Father to be,and my grandbaby soon to be born Aralynn Marie,,I LOVE YOU!HUSH LITTLE BABY(sung by Peter,Paul & Mary),KEEP HOLDING ON(sung by Avril Lavigne)
I am stay at home Mom,,I have 3 children,but only 2 r with me,my 1st baby he was a closed adoption,,for my life at that time was pretty well messed up,,I hope to meet him someday let Jeremiah David that's his name that i've never forgotten,always loved him,,that I hope that he would give me chance and hopefully forgive me his birth is May 9,1983My second son Gregory is a God send,,for he was with his father for about 13yrs. his so called dad would not allow me to see him what's so ever,,times was really hard for not able to afford a good lawyer and such,plus alot of other situations came upon me which I do not want to mention for I am not proud of some of my mistakes i've made,,made some pretty bad ones too,but anyway back to my boy until couple of years ago,,his father contacted me about my son to find out if I still wanted to see Greggy well duh,,of course,,we've been practically together since,,but his father hasn't seen him since he has been with me,,and no it's not my doing what's so ever But anyhow my son is the wonderful,,but bull headed boy,,he 20 birth March 18,1987,,Gregory is a special need person,,he is blind,paralegic,very slowand seizure disorders Took along time to get to know each other,,and that's okay,still learning about each otherNow for my final baby,,her name is Trish she is 17 birth March 17,1990,,lol,,now she a hand full but that's teens eh,,we have a great relationship she's know's every detail about me and my good and not so good past,,she the only one that I've gotten chance to raise,,I've raised her well,,but I think sometimes to well,,cuz she can really speak out at times sometimes it can get her in big trouble but wouldn't have her in any other wayNow My Trish is having her first child,,baby is due beginning March,, WOW Going to be a GrandparentBut that's my life,,my family is my world hopefully someday Jeremiah David will be part of it soon as well I've been trying to search,,but it's difficult do to it being closed,,but maybe he will open that door for usBut there' alot of me you'll proabably won't ever find out about me on here I've been thru alot,,good and bad,,I thank God now that my life has been grand even with the up or downs,,took me along time get where my life is now not much but enough to keep going I am happy well enuff of me for now y'all life is to short trust me