I am Emily Maria Magdalena de Lestrange. I live with my man and King of France Louis August at Versailles since i left my 21st century when i was 22. Back then, in my older "world" i lived back in days with Isabelle my best friend in a 2 person flat share near our university in Berlin=Germany. We both studied art history and shared the hobby about France history. My hobby are still to draw. A few pictures in Versailles are from me now.*s* I´m also the nanny of the 4 children of my darling, my little angels...alas...but one of them is not his own...its from the Count Hans Axel von Fersen...but we Louis and I love our little Bea like the others. And here in Versailles the fact that the Queen had/have a affair is nothing new. Nobody else, only my new best friend Mirelle Countess de Girodel know what Louis and i feel really for each other. But i think our children know it too and of course Marie. But it makes no difference to me. At the the first time, people whisper secretly behind my back. I was like a attraction in a zoo. A wild exotic animal. Especially cause of my red hair, my "strange" kind...and the way i paint my face. But they notice quickly that this change was more than good fot the king and for the whole kingdom. It was not easy to win the trust of the king and to show him that the only one i wanted from him were his love, to make him happy. He was so shy and "conservative" at the time a half year after he became king in 1774 and sure he was it before that too. But i get my change to show him what he means to me. And he began to saw it too. I helped him by his "work", enjoyed hunting, made locks, maps and clocks with him... and i still do it. Over ten years we were just friends...best friends! He trusted me like nobody else and he also still do. Even more than his own wife....rightly. I showed and still show him what the word love really connoted. Cause the woman which he had to marry, is not interested in him, her country, her folk or her children. I often saw and heard it. Its a shame!! But now am i here to make thing better...to care of the people i love...and to protect them.Me as i was 22 and i went back to the past.
I remember myself so well on the day Louis and i find each other finally after all these years, after the birth of my sweet little children. It was a wonderfull starlit night and i was in my rooms. He came to me like almost every night...or every day...*giggle*. But this night was different, i had decided myself to go away from Versailles, from him, cause the pain to know that he would never love me likt i love him was to strong by now. I told him that in a roundabout way and he was shocked and don´t understand my decision. He asked my why...that i couldn´t go, he wouldn´t allow it. He said: "You cannot go from me. I need you. I thought we would be friends, you and I?! What should i do without you? And the children too? Please don´t go Emily??!!" His voice were so warm as always and in my eyes were tears, but he don´t saw it, cause i stood with my back to him in my nightdress.My hiar fell over my shoulder and back too. I did my armes around myself and sighed deeply. "I must have to go Louis, please understand this...and don´t ask me why again...i please you. Yes we are friends, the best, and you know i would do everything for you and the children in order that you are lucky." "Then don´t go...we need you to be lucky!" "No, please...I know its time to see the clear facts... Hmm...maybe its to late..(much to late to go back in my time)but there is one reason you know so well too. Maybe you can understand me if i tell you now?!" "Me? No..the only thing i know is that i..." "I never told you Louis, but i love since we met each other someone...i loved him since so many years..." I knew also i don´t saw his view that his eyes were wide open for a few seconds. "You did...do what...? Well...i ...i admit i´m very surprise to hear this right now...but why you never told me that? I...i...never had... Emily, i thought you trust me as i trust you?" Silence ruled a short time. I lowered only my head. Then he uttered easeful and earnest: "May i ask who it is?" I knew it too that this question would come. And i knew too that it was time to tell him the truth of all. I don´t wanted to lie to him any longer. I breathed deeply and answer: " The one i love is....was ever and is only....you! But please you don´t need to say anything... I know more than well that you don´t love me like i do. I knew it all the time. I also know you love your wife... I was so foolish... i thought i could change your mind...your heart...now i must realize that was just a illusion of my dreams. But to be on your side, to be your friend is more as i ever dreamed of. However...i cannot let it go on...i am sorry!" Now it was Louis who sighed deeply and tears ran over my cheeks. "Please go now Louis...let me alone... I don´t want you to see me cry..." My voice trembled and my hands grappled in my nightdress. My body quaked. So i didn´t hear his steps as he walked slowly like in slow motion to me. "Yes you are right... There is a woman i love more than my own life... She is so beautiful like an angel... Every Part in France, every part in me is lights up only through her smile. I had never thought to find such a person like her... full of benevolence, of loveliness, sincereness and affectionateness... She is everything i would ever need. She gave me what ever i need... Her belongs my heart only..." I joggled my head back and forth. Why he did this? Why? In this moment i turn myself around and suddenly he stood face to face to me. I cry under tears: "Stop it. Don´t go on like that!! Please....!! " I lowered my head again and my hairs covered it. "Why you hurts me like this...? That cut me to the quick. Is that...the kind of...a friend?" But he smiled at me and stroked me gently about my cheek. but i couldn´t looked at him. "She came ten years ago hither...and from this day forward she change my whole life forever. I was full of fear, cause i´m a married men and i´m still be it...but i love you Emily!" In this moment i looked up. I couldn´t believed what he said to me. I thought my heart would standing still. "Is...is that true? You...you love me...Louis?" "Yes Emily...my Emily...i love you with all i am!" I fell round his neck and pressured him close to me. "And i love you...Louis August....my Louis....my life!" I was the happiest woman on earth and then we kissed each other for the first time. So tenderly so gentle. I have never forget it. And from this day we were one forever. But also the the french Revolution was just a part of my memorys. It never happend.
Name: Emily Maria Magdalena de Lestrange (before Emily Brown)
Nationality: German/English ( My Mum was German and my Dad english)
Age as i journeyed to the past: 22
Eyecolor: blue with a little bit turquoise inside
Hair: red
High: 165cm
Weight: ca. 55kg
Birthday: March 16.1982 (now March 16. 1751)
Zodiac sign: Fish
Blood-group: A negative
Fav-Color: black, white, purple, creme, beige, turquoise
Things I like/love:
-to draw, Raspberries, Bonbons, Cats, Roses, Sunsets/sunrises, Wine, painted pics from my children, to talk to my best friend, work with my man and spend time with him
(for a long time ago and thing i miss)
-Oldies, Elton John , Musicals, Soundtracks, Disney, Barbie Dolls from Diseny too, my Computer *g*, have fun with friends, Anthony Hopkins , Ian Holm, my shower, my phone, Electricity itself, Cars, my parents
Things I hate:
-peas and chees, holes in her stockings, Mondays , Liar, arrogant people
Languages: German, France, English
A king, a locksmith, the best father of the whole world and just a man with a heart of gold
He means the whole world for me! He is my life!
Inside my beautiful home....le Château de Versailles!
The family of my man beside a few exceptions who is missing with their pictures...
1.) Philippe Louis duc de le Anjou (1730-1733) fifth child of Louis XV.
2.) Thérèse Félicité de France ninth child of Louis XV.
Outside my wonderful le Château de Versailles, the Grand Garden, the great Fountains and Statures.
That are the siblings of my darling...
But 2 pictutres are missing...:
1.) His half-sister the first one Maria Theresia
(Daughter of Marie Thérèse Raphaëlle de Bourbon Espagne and Louis Ferdinad *his first wife*)
2.) Xavier Marie Joseph petit duc d'Aquitaine (Louis August second "older"brother)
Louis XVI in the Anime Rose of Versailles/Lady Oscar *_*
I love my darling there but its sad that he will showed in this like an abnegator!! .
And that he cannot reign without MA and thats definitively NOT true!!!*grrr*