pansy bradshaw

he is cold he is warm he is daft he is smart he likes to read he likes good movies he is kind he is cruel he is daddys special boy he is a little queer boy he is very handsome he is ugly he loves his friends he neglects his family he hates his grandmother he loves his grandmother he is afraid of men he loves men he likes women he loves children he hates cats he hates dogs he loved his own dog he is admired by some he is disliked by some he hates how he looks he loves how he looks he is a fucking communist he is a jew he is a catholic he is a protestant he is a quaker he is orthodox he is reform he is radical he is conservative he is queer he likes to write he hates to write he loves art he loves classical music he likes his eyes he hates himself he loves himself he rarely looks in the mirror he likes gay porn he hates misogyny he likes to laugh he cries himself to sleep he misses his friends he hates being in public he loves to be in front of the class he loves to teach he loves to learn he hates cars he loves trucks he loves counter culture he hates writing this he hates the culture he grew up in he hates the culture he lives in now hes good @sex hes a good lover hes a good friend he is lazy about keeping in touch he likes his boyfriend he misses his past lovers he loves his home he hates his home he is pithy he is cranky he is in pain he feels joy he likes the wilderness he likes water he hates bathing he hates his beard he hates shaving he loves vodka he hates beer he likes grunge he wants total world peace now he hates tv he loves dexter he wishes things were different he wants everything to stay the same he hates change he loves chaos he is rarely str8 he is funny he is an ass he is drunk he is sober he is good he is bad but he is also bad & he is baed he is pagan he is puritan he is fat & he is phat he likes to smoke he loves to hallucinate he rarely looks back he writes a lot about the past he dreams he is introspective he is outgoing he is shy he is quiet he is a loud mouthed fag he is a brother he is a son he is a grandson & a great grandson he is a nephew he is an uncle he loves white trash he loves white trash men he likes college guys he not thrilled with joks but he will fuck them anyway he hates barbie he adores ken & gi joe he wants to be alone he is the life of the party he should have his phd by now he never will he is a priest he is a monk he is a whore he wishes nuns still wore the old habit he wishes he were a nun he should be the bishop of rome he will never be president he hates doctors he loves nurses he hates hospitals he loves hospice he wants to be with his old friends he mourns his dead friends he likes to make new friends he loves dark & seedy places he loves alleys in big cities he loves the city when it is raining he is a sinner he is a saint he is a preacher he is glad to be alive he wishes he were dead he loves to travel he hates traveling he hates technology he loves his computer he loves theology he hates the church he hates fundamentalism he wants to change the world he can only change himself