To you I am nothing. You don't know me and probably never will. I am here completely for my own amusement. I am a drifter, always walking around with my eyes closed. Closed to the world that I am forced to be apart of. My eyes are closed to the bullshit that surrounds me. Im always fighting against the masses but my fight is in silence. The words I speak are foreign to ignorant ears. I chose my own path and not the one chosen for me. The ideals ive formed are from my own life experiences so I do not expect anyone to understand. I am not here to be crucified for what I believe so I will not share it with you. My problems are my solutions. what you see ISN'T what you get, but you will never know that because you will never know me beyond this bullshit facade. I am a hypochondriac. I secretly listen to reggae. I hate most people I meet. My favorite colors are black,pink,red,purple. I am a bitter romantic. I like being alone. I like oversized sunglasses and giant finger rings. My eyes turn bright green when I don't eat. 80% of the time I don't like going into stores. I despise happy familles of four. I cant drive without the radio. Im a natural strawberry blonde. I believe their are double meaning to everything. I hate my birthday. I adore Betty Page. I have a crush on John Stewart. I dump chex mix into my bed and eat it religiously. Im attracted to boys who look like girls. I enjoy watching classic films on AMC late at night. Sometimes I pretend im dumb because its just easier. I watch about an hour of TV a week and listen to about 40 hours of music. I normally wear my pajamas everywhere, im a grungy person in general. My weight fluctuates about 20 pounds 5 times a year. When I am sad I run away. I love Claire Danes. I want to visit Tokyo. My mother always told me you can never be to rich or to thin,She was right! Cartoons ease my mind. I hate most people I know. Im very shy. I have a sick fixation with blood. I wish I looked more like a dead doll. I wish my wings would fly. Im a professional beggar. I always carry a razor. I can't truly enjoy sex unless im in love, infact I just wont do it at all. I spike fevers about three times a week. I firmly believe people should follow their dreams no matter how unrealistic they may be. I always carry my Alice in Wonderland bag, so I never forget that I live in Wonderland. I wish I had the guts to sing in a band. I am an undercover Barry White fan. I believe people should give back. I wish I was prettier but always feel guilty about it because its so shallow. I pretend to hate people but I honestly don't have it in me to hate anyone. I volunteer once a month. I don't agree with organized religion. I have prepared myself to die young. Teenage girls annoy me, mainly because I annoyed myself at that age. I used to do television commercials as a child but am to embarrassed to tell anyone in case they find them. I wish I never quit ballet. I need coffee and a cigarette every morning. I believe their is one person for everyone. Their is a balance to everything. I hate when people hurt animals. I believe in gay rights. I try not to go out durring the day. I hate cancer. I feel prettiest without makeup. I wish war didn't happen. I know what I stand for.

If you continue to steal my pictures, I will rip your fucking kidneys out.