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Messy Bessy

Never betray the way you've always known it is.

About Me

I am an Assistant Hairstylist in Berkeley, CA. Currently each week you may see my obnoxious [yet necessary] bulletins requesting models for my hands-on classes.my apprenticeship is my one love currently. I always seem to make time for friends and what-not but I rarely get 2 days off in a row. I work hard and leave proud. But I can play even harder when I get the opportunity. ;P If you have any questions about being a model please feel free to contact me.
:::Hard-hearted girl, get rid of these doubts based on false rumor. It’s not good to subject me to sorrow because of backbiters’ words, or have you decided now, silly girl, that it’s all true? Do to me what you will, sweetheart. Suit yourself. :::Author: Amaru"When we're incomplete, we're always searching for somebody to complete us. When, after a few years or a few months of a relationship, we find that we're still unfulfilled, we blame our partners and take up with somebody more promising. This can go on and on--series polygamy--until we admit that while a partner can add sweet dimensions to our lives, we, each of us, are responsible for our own fulfillment. Nobody else can provide it for us, and to believe otherwise is to delude ourselves dangerously and to program for eventual failure every relationship we enter." -Tim Robins:::::::::::::........My bangles left. My best friends, tears, went on forever. My self-control wouldn’t sit still for a minute. My mind made itself up to go on ahead. When my man made up his mind to go, everything else went, just like him. Life, if you must go, too, then don’t forsake your entourage of friends....... ::::::::::::::Author: Amaru
 TEAR IT OUT: WATCH ME BLEEDGo ahead while I stare blankly at you. Dead in the eyes, watch as my soul lifts out of my body, seperating life from my lungs, dripping my passion, anger, frustration, love, lies, and honesty onto the floor. In a puddle of seething guilt and emptiness so consuming. a crimson tide sucking, pulling and lapping at your heals, so as you walk away from your deed it will haunt you. All the words of hate, and laughter, and hours of love making will rise and swirl around your mind like smoke, soaking your ear drums in our past, our beginning and the forsaken end. setting into your skin, into every pore I will pour my tears and blood so your soul is damned to hear the ringing echo of how you killed my soul.so that every sober moment is torture

My Interests

hair, booze, dancing, poetry, tattoos, piercings, raising hell, snuggling, romantic human interaction

I'd like to meet:

people who can debate and not take it offensively, Someone who can teach me a thing or two about being a baller, a guy to replace the one my mom currently calls a BF, anyone who will laugh with me [not at me] people who make amazing dance worthy music, and of course... MODELS! :))View All Friends | View Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

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Music:

Old School:Johnny Cash, Patsy Cline, kitty wells, Hank Williams Sr., Peggy Lee, Wanda Jackson, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Jefferson Airplane, The Zombies, Zepplin, Black Sabbath, Mama's and the Papa's New School:Cold War Kids,Yeah yeah yeahs, Interpol, Wolf Mother, the Fratellis, Silversun Pickups, Blonde Redhead, Bjork, Massive Attack, Dresden Dolls, Portishead, Peter bjork and John, Ladytron, Feist, The White Stripes, The Strokes, The Killers...just to name a few. Also bands like Tool, Queens of the Stone age, NIN, Alice and Chains, Soundgarden, Nirvana, Subliime. Tsunami Bomb, Tiger Army, Social Distortion, Give Up The ghost, Killswitch Engage. And of course Legends like James Brown, Blondie, Heart, Billie Holiday... many many more... check out my playlist

Movies:

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Television:

I get hooked on America's Next Top Model marathons, and The Girl's Next Door oh and Beauty and The Geek haha
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You're a little backwards and a little annoying, but deep down, we all love you.

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At Your Highest:

You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.

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You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.

In Love:

You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.

How You're Attractive:

You passion for life makes others passionate about you.

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Books:

Chirstopher Moore: Lamb: The Gospel According to Biff, Chirstopher Moore: A Dirty Job, Of Mice and Men, many more.

My Blog

Eyes Without A Face - Billy Idol

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Posted by Messy Bessy on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 11:31:00 PST

The day I let a bit of you go -BJ I love you

When I opened my eyes this morning I could feel it begin.The day began without me"I'm not ready" I thoughtto start living my life without you in it.Then I remembered how many others there were yesturd...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 10:43:00 PST

If somebody loves me...

    I want songs from the playlist on my page burned to disc. I don't even have a computer (this is Erin's) and I have been really wanting to rock out (since I have a long ass commute e...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 12:15:00 PST

mellodrama mama

    when I drink and shit goes wrong it feels like the fucking end of the world.. sorry to everyone asking if I am alright..yes, I am fine. just past bitterness I thought I was done get...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 02:40:00 PST

ready

    Lately I find I am ready to keep life fucking simple. I had a good talk with Erin last night regaurding past and it coming to surface at certain times and why that is... I have a ne...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 10:51:00 PST

Kidneys suck

so I have been trying to get better since my Kidney Infection ever since thurs. I feel weak, fatigued and irritable times 10. but on the upside, I got a new car <3 it... and a pedicure to attempt to m...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Mon, 21 May 2007 03:27:00 PST

Punk night at spoon this week, and I get two days off!

it was phenomenal. perhaps due to intoxication but Punk night at Spoon (last night) was so fucking hillarious and I don't have to worry about shit til Saturday! I finally get a weekend. my first since...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Thu, 17 May 2007 08:37:00 PST

pirate partay

is fucking greathahahacall me I want to talk. but no more drunk dialing for cailey.dude it's been amazingI can't wait for my trip to New Jersey!!!!...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Sat, 05 May 2007 11:59:00 PST

so happy

that I know myself, my standards. and my friends.     fuck all who dont get me. I am impowered by the ones who not only understand, but inspire, and accept it all. I am excited about my dail...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 02:16:00 PST

"don't be cruel- to a heart thats true..."

that song is stuck in my muthafuckin head! haha   thank you guys that made my bday spectacular like... 2 nights in a ROW!!! woo. I feel so blessed and full of love for my friends and family that ...
Posted by Messy Bessy on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 07:44:00 PST