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LillithVain

I Love my Dogs not You

About Me


I probably don't like you. If I'm nice to you, it's because you are one of the lucky few. If I hang out with you, it's because you don't circle the planet in your own orbital. I respect intelligence, common sense, and beauty. In that order.
I don't care if you don't like me. Spread the word! It tickles me pink, and I get all warm and fuzzy inside. I seriously lust it.
I am the one and only, never duplicated, seldom understood, raging bitch that would sooner spit in your face than give you the time of day. I'm vengeful, spiteful, and perverse. If you should find yourself having a problem with that, well you can just fuck right off.
I'm not above calling you a cunt to your face. Unless you want honest answers, don't ask me questions. I'm not dumbing anything down for you. I have a string of X's, who were the lucky sort and didn't torture themselves by staying around. I'm pretty sure MOST of them still want to fuck me though.
I'm not above being honest about myself. I don't really care what you think of me. I'm happy with myself, and if you see walking by in a baggy t-shirt and jeans I'll still carry an air of superiority that will choke you if you breath too deep.
Now the part where I tell you what I do:I'm a fetish model, and fetish video actress. I do spanking, feet, smoking, tickle, bondage, water sports, belly worship, and pretty much anything else fetish. I do not do PORNOGRAPHY, sex, insertion, or anything else of the sort, so don't bother me with offers. If you are interested in booking me please send me a message. I do often travel as well.
I'm a Suicide girl, performer for the Genitorturers and other bands. I'm a choreographer(Hard Music Awards), novelist, MODEL, actress, dancer, artist, and musician (formally of Spider Vain, Devamachine, Stay at Home Mafia.

My Interests

Rubbing it in... the best part of life is the look on your face when you realize who I am. Breakfast at 3am before bed. Insomniac alter egos. People who actually have something to say and can create entire sentences out of their thoughts. Women who imitate art, and men who imitate women. Hate mail, porn addicts, and junkies. Free speech and the power to choose.
I'll hate you and you'll beg me for more.

I'd like to meet:

People interested in booking me for video and photographic work. Also, any bands looking for a choreographer/dancer for performance work.
People who imitate art. Beautiful people, models, photographers, nihilists.
I like fast cars, loud bikes, hot pinup girls, boys in eyeliner, being bad, and seduction. Take that information however you want.
Oh, and if you hate me, please feel free to express you opinions in my comments. I'll post them. I don't mind.

Music:

There isn't enough room on this page for this! Lust Murder Box, Sin Star, Joy Division, Sisters of Mercy, London After Midnight, Bauhaus, Mission UK, New Order, Whumpscut, Funker Voght, Tapping the Vein, Cradle of Filith, VNV Nation, Apoptygma Bezerk, Skinny Puppy & Oghr's solo stuff, Front 242, Frontline Assembly, The Marionettes, Lucid Dementia, Peter Murphy, Love and Rockets, Stevie Ray Vaughn, Motzart, Beetoven, Stray Cats, Bowie, Lestat, The Smiths, The Cure, Dead Can Dance, Ronald Koal, Clan of Xymox, Christian Death, Hanzel and Gretyl, Evulva, This Ascension, The Razor Skyline, 162, KMFDM, Machines of Loving Grace, Hate Dept., Pig, Beborn Betton, Die Krupps, Covenant, Leather Strip, Depeche Mode, Ministry, The Azoic, Concrete Blonde, Switchblade Symphony, Sousie and the Banshees (also solo), Miranda Sex Garden, Poe, Portishead, Rasputina, Die Form, Eva O, Love is Colder than Death, Mephisto Waltz, Gitane Demone, Tea Party, Some older NIN, Tristania, Theatre of Tradegy, Therion, Wolfshiem, Virgin Black, Petshop boys, Thompson Twins, HIM, PIG, Alien Sex Fiend, Type O Negative, Rosetta Stone, The Wake, 69 Eyes, Two Witches, Corpus Delecti, Mehisto Waltz, Fields of the Nephlim, Tones on Tail, Sex Gang Children, Ronald Koal, Postitive Complex, Rammstein, Delerium, Die Laughing, Bleak, Gossamer (HEY GUYS!), Midnight Syndicate, Die Krupps, My Own Victim, Liabach, Psychopomps, Razed in Black, Hate Dept., Plasticman, Project Pitchfork, Covenant, Vitro, Colloquium, Dolorian, My Dying Bride, Ministry, The Azoic, L7, Hole, Rasputina, Dubok, Angels & Agony, Assemblage 23, Aiboforcen, Masiv En Mensch, Stromkern, Toy, Bile, Dollshead, Stabbing Westward, Razor Skyline, Beborn Betton, King Diamond, White Zombie, Suicide Comando, and many many more. I tired of writing. Blah.

Movies:

I like independent and B films, especially Horror. I love all of the old horror classics like The Hills Have Eyes and The Amityville Horror. I've watched about everything, and I like about 2% of it. Have any good suggestions send them my way. I also like movies like Run Lola Run and The Whale Rider. I like interesting movies with a good story and really bad cheesy horror. Some of my favorites? Donnie Darko, Vampire Journals, Amile, Tuskudo (Iron Man)-- I know I didn't spell that right, blah blah... You get the point.I Am

Which tarot card are you?

Television:

ER, CSI, L&O SVU, and a few other shows that have initials. I really like the food network too... um... food.

Books:

Anne Rice or Poppy Z. Brite, or Laurel K. Hamilton. Aristotle, Shakesphere, Sylvia Plath, Dante, Tanith Lee, Anton LeVey, Alister Crowley, Konstantinos, Edgar Allen Poe, Amarantha Knight, Frueth, Steinbeck, Tom Granville, Emily Dickinson, Rimbaud, Jacques Roubaud, Richard Adams, Douglas Adams, Homer, Hemingway, Wagner, Burney, Gene Wolfe, Federico Andahazi, Goethe, ect.... I'll read anything once.

Heroes:

I would be crazy to idolize you. You're not perfect. No one is.

My Blog

Alone Again

Aloneis so DistantLike being on a Shorewhile,The rest of the World is out to SeaAnd,you Stare at the trees and the animals,the Sand and the Sea...But though the are Alivethey do not LiveAnd,Alone. Bei...
Posted by LillithVain on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 01:22:00 PST

reality

It's a hard thing to write something that is real: that comes from your soul and touches something within that you didn't know existed. I do that sometimes. I write like that. It's a part of me that's...
Posted by LillithVain on Fri, 30 May 2008 02:39:00 PST

Fanciful

Sometimes I look around me and the world is getting older by the minute.  The girls are younger and prettier, and I know:  that used to be me. With their beautiful perfectly dyed hair and th...
Posted by LillithVain on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 02:34:00 PST

Letter to the Populace

I wrote this letter to someone today but I think that others can perhaps learn from something written here as well, although those people probably wouldn't read it anyway.So, here is the little lectur...
Posted by LillithVain on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 01:14:00 PST

Something to talk about

Since everyone seems to want to talk about me, and trust me I don't mind in the least, I figured I would give you some dish to spread around to everyone else.  Seeing that I've done a great many ...
Posted by LillithVain on Sun, 22 Jul 2007 01:12:00 PST

The Wrong Lies

They are all so pretty, But they tell the wrong lies. They are all so special, I'll laugh when they die.   I've never understood, The petty reasons for it all. I'll never forgive, The way you've ...
Posted by LillithVain on Tue, 22 May 2007 12:03:00 PST

Drama

DRAMAThat is what today's rant is about, Drama. I don't mean the kind that you watch on television, or the kind that you go and see at the theater, no I mean the nasty kind. I mean the kind that haunt...
Posted by LillithVain on Wed, 09 May 2007 07:19:00 PST

journal

http://lillithvain.livejournal.com/
Posted by LillithVain on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 05:08:00 PST

Strange dream

Strange Dream Current mood: confused Category: Dreams and the Supernatural So, last night I had a very strange dream that I've been trying all day to gain some insight from.  I'm not sure...
Posted by LillithVain on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 04:35:00 PST

Life Update

Hello everyone, and welcome to my blog!  If you have recieved this message in error, please hit back and try again! Now, a quick update for you.  I'm in a couple of bands, at the bottom of...
Posted by LillithVain on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:04:00 PST