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SuzyQ

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About Me

*Tanner HANK WE WILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU!
In Loving Memory of Hank Sunrise 10-16-70 Sunset 11-22-06
I saw this on my friend Debis site and HAD to copy it. Aint it the truth?!?!?!

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My Interests

Ej liked this monkey on his back in Cancun!

I'd like to meet:

Cool people. People who like having fun. I am an avid dirt bike rider. I have a banshee and a 230F, (YAY!!!! No more kickstarting!) Honestly I prefer being on two wheels anymore and my poor neglected banshee sits alone, sad, at camp!!! I dont camp unless it is in my weekend warrior. I do not pee in the bushes!!! I am married... I am looking for other friends! My best friend and sister at heart is Lauren. She is my rock and literally grounds me. I LOVE YOU LAUREN!
I am also very active in the world of CHD (congenital heart defects) My son is my inspiration, born with multiple CHD's he is a survivor. My Godson, Austin is his Guardian Angel. God Bless YOU Austin, you will never ever be forgotten. I think of you and your smile, and and I smile thru my tears. I'll keep a part of you with me...And everywhere I am there you'll be. What can I say? I dearly love Austins parents for sharing his life with me, (LITERALLY) Mitch and Kellie, I love you guys. Suzanne and Lexie (heart transplant) are SO special to me! DONATE LIFE! IN LOVING MEMORY OF HANK

I consider myself a loyal friend who will do anything for someone I care about, but fuck me over and I will cut you out of my life...Period. I do NOT need drama. span

Can you tell I am so excited to NOT have men to pose with?!?!?!



Music:

Switchfoot, Korn, Him, my chemical romance 9 inch nails,Sublime, staind, 311, Creed, green day, papa roach, Red Hot Chili Peppers...Anthony...your book was incredible. This is one of my favorite groups, AUDIOSLAVE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND LAUREN!

Bunko bitches partying!

Movies:


do you give a shit what movies I like? Ummmm....Pulp Fiction, american me and fight club are my favorites...

Television:

What it means being a CHD parent..What does it mean to be the parent of a child with a heart defect?It means going into your baby's room a dozen times a night just to check and see if he is breathing. It means standing over the crib and watching for the chest to rise and fall and when you don't see it move you begin to panic and put your head down close to the baby's face to try to hear him breathe.It means that when you don't see the chest move and you don't hear the breathing (because your own heart's beating is drowning out any other sound in the room) you put your finger under the baby's nose to feel the warm air on your finger - until you wake the baby and he stirs - and you're thankful so thankful that he's still with you.It means waking up with a start every morning, jumping out of bed and running to your baby's room wondering why he isn't crying yet? It means feeling a huge sense of relief when he hears you and opens his eyes and smiles, It means saying a prayer of thanks for another day.It means measuring out his medication and panicking if he spits some of it out, How much did he spit out anyway? 1cc? 2 or 3? And wondering if you should guesstimate how much more he should have and worrying about overmedicating.It means checking his nailbeds against your own to determine how blue he is today, It means asking your husband, your mother, your sister, "Do his lips look blue to you?"It means snuggling him in an extra blanket for fear he wont be warm enough. It means worrying that even a sniffle could cause an infection that would harm the heart. It means taking your baby to the doctor and then worrying that the baby will get something even worse from being in the waiting room, so it means walking back and forth and back and forth in the corridor until the nurse calls your baby's name and takes you straight back to the examination room.I means knowing that everyday is a blessing and a gift, it means knowing that you are the luckiest person in the world just to be a parent, It means cherishing every moment, every breath with such an intensity that you feel tears come to your eyes for no apparent reason.It means praying for a miracle to save your baby's life. It means praying that your marriage is strong enough to endure the hospitalizations, separations, and the grief.It means your own heart knows a pain no parent should know.It means feeling weak and helpless and angry and depressed because your child's fate is out of your hands, It means feeling strong and determined and brave because you know you have to be.It means your love knows new unlimited boundaries, it means your pride in your child's accomplishments is unparalleled, It means your pain has taught you a deeper sense of compassion and understanding than you ever imagined.It means we are united by the same feelings, it means that we all know the mixed up emotions of living with death-but more importantly of living with Life. It means that even though we are strangers … we are more to each other than friends could ever be.By Anna Marie Jaworski (1996)who has the interest in T.V when there is such a thing as DSL...

Books:

Walk on Water, inside an Elite Pediatric Surgical Unit Its my Heart, A parents guide to Congenital Heart Defects Stephen King The Gunslinger Series. yes I admit it, Jackie Collins.
I am a LOST fanatic!
You scored as Hurley. You're Hurley! A big fan of food, fun, a person everybody can relate to and everybody likes.

Hurley


100%

Jack


88%

Sayid


88%

Claire


81%

Kate


69%

Shannon


63%

Charlie


63%

Jin


63%

Michael


50%

Locke


44%

Boone


31%

Sun


25%

Sawyer


13%
Who is your "Lost" alter ego?
Ej loved that monkey on his back in Cancun!!!

Heroes:

TANNER , my God-son Austin...

Dr. Leonard Bailey . He is the man who held Tanners heart in his hands and mended what was broken.
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And look at him NOW!Im a mac makeup whore.

My Blog

Im pissed

So my ex, and I mean ex from over 14 years ago, his WIFE emails me on myspace.  Asking how I am doing and how the family is.  What fucking nerve she has.  He left me when I was 7 months...
Posted by SuzyQ on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:49:00 PST

well Merry almost happy holidays

Wow I never check my myspace.   I mean I had not checked it since last summer.  I am surprised I have any friends left.  My New Years Resolution is to check my my space at least once a ...
Posted by SuzyQ on Fri, 14 Dec 2007 10:09:00 PST

another blog

Taylor is coming home tonight!!!  She is my 14 year old daughter and has been in Arkansas with my Dad since December.  My Dad is doing well, had an ankle replacement 3 days ago though. ...
Posted by SuzyQ on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 07:06:00 PST

tanning beds

take a close look at the pic.  That picture is of the side of my face where it slumped over as I fell asleep in a tanning bed.  I look like Ej came after me with a hot iron.  Well he di...
Posted by SuzyQ on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 03:43:00 PST

Woo Hoo we made cake!

So tonight my best friend Lauren and I took our 2nd cake class.  Tonight it was a Mickey Mouse cake.  Now this may not be a big deal to many but it was ALOT of fun, and also time consuming.&...
Posted by SuzyQ on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 12:09:00 PST

TAG

i  was tagged...1.) Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.2.) People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things as well as post these rules....
Posted by SuzyQ on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 01:28:00 PST

Valentines Day, A Day For Hearts

A Day For Hearts   Valentines Day is celebrated with hearts of every kind, There's paper hearts and chocolate hearts and hearts that speak our minds. Its a day to express our love, from deep insi...
Posted by SuzyQ on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 10:10:00 PST

NEW PICS!

Geesh and I wonder why I am crazy... People take a look at this picture.  Do you have any idea how it makes me overwhelmed??? Six years ago I sent my baby boy into open heart surgery.  The t...
Posted by SuzyQ on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 08:55:00 PST

DONATE LIFE

Ive posted a couple of pics of Hank on here.  We miss him terribly. Remember CHD Day is Feb 14th and donate life month is April.  DONATE LIFE!  The lives you can save when your own life...
Posted by SuzyQ on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 12:39:00 PST

Hank Smith

  God we miss you Hank.  I would do anything to bring you back. I imagine you smiling on us and try to stop crying.  I miss you so much.  God bless us we miss you!  If tears c...
Posted by SuzyQ on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 09:59:00 PST