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fiona

Fatalistic Self-Delusion

About Me

absolute and real.

My Interests

thinking and reasoning

I'd like to meet:

the physical/the spiritual/both

Music:

my favourate D'angelo at the mo.

My Blog

and then we forget..

As it is said, I want no more past, coz it seems impossible to forget And I know how these things go. Feels like that part of me has always been wounded, because I remember too well. I talk to myself ...
Posted by fiona on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 02:03:00 PST

delay

THE DELAY OF MY FEELINGS RESULT IN THE PAIN IV BEEN EXPERIENCINGBUT EYES WATER EASILY WHEN IM ON THE TRAIN STARING AT MY HANDSFEEL LIKE A SICK CHILD SO ASHAMEDMY DELAYED EXPRESSIONS AFTER THEY ALL LEF...
Posted by fiona on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 07:04:00 PST

death of my MSN space

Depression is a terrible affliction in our society. Approximately 16% of the population have suffered from depression at least once in their lives and it is expected that by the year 2020, it will b...
Posted by fiona on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 05:02:00 PST

7th sense

suddenly i smell last summer again and how i liked to taste his sweat and being lifted up to the sky but I almost forget how i enjoyed the physical pain and how i left before my bruises faded... thin...
Posted by fiona on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 05:27:00 PST

time

time--im its scar. my hands are empty, i got nothing to loose. unfortunately, i have a heart, which is to be broken in any case brett anderson is one of the reasons i came to Uk's depre...
Posted by fiona on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 07:24:00 PST

Im your saviour

it's been a month since i cold-bloodedly left him in the misery. used to cry for him so uncontrollably. i knew if i can do it this time i'd be able to overcome anything it's a one way road, nomatter h...
Posted by fiona on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 04:20:00 PST

single&simplicity

I'm simply happy without attachment to any body or soul I wouldn't trade my intelligence on more success i wouldn't trade my health on more intelligence a friend says she'd trade her intelligence...
Posted by fiona on Sun, 04 Mar 2007 04:43:00 PST

artificial sweetner and crocodile tears

To conquer, under any circumstances don't make me the predator cos im too naive but still i wana paly, play with you seriouly without that ache in the chest no one could cry u excite me so bad i ...
Posted by fiona on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 10:48:00 PST

I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.

    maybe that's why there's always somebody on my mind,one at a time,thinking of would have should have might have and will have. my thoughts are uncontrollable like such affection in...
Posted by fiona on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 05:18:00 PST

my student life abroad

i live a quite life despite occasionally mental ups and downs due to men iv been so involved.   now my life is in peace there's no TV, no Radio no partying, no drinking friends and I all study th...
Posted by fiona on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 03:29:00 PST