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can you tell me why she don´t talk to me anymore? what have i done? i don´t know. please come back

About Me

hmmm.... who i am??? sometimes i ask myself: carmen who you are? i don´t know.. ;-) but you can tell me who i am and where is my place to go?? ;-)..

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My Interests

Prince - Purple Rain

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I'd like to meet:

i love to meet my anastacia´s underground soldiers and my anastacia´s austria fanclub and i love to meet everyone who want´s to meet me and who is a nice person !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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My Singer-Friend Space

Anastacia

Lisa Vaughn

Yayoi

Pink

Indigo Girls

Amy Ray

Sophie B. Hawkins

Michelle Malone

Cindy Alexander

Ali Handal

Cindy Lauper

Sarah McLachlan

Alanis Morisette

Heart

Joan Jett

Silbermond

Cher

Madonna

Shakira

Runaways

Music:

Jeany Martin...... Anastacia..... Sophie B. Hawkins..... Melissa Etheridge...... Indigogirls...... Roxette..... Gloria Estefan..... Ace of Base.... Madonna

Movies:

no special movies..... hm, maybe...boys on the side... all funny movies.... i hate horror movies, you laughed, because i am afraid about that....

Television:

Charlies Angels.... hihihi.... an everything who makes fun to watch

Books:

i hate horror movies but i love to read stephen king.....
Your Birthdate: November 23
You're not good at any one thing, and that's the problem.
You're good at so much - you never know what to do.
Change is in your blood, and you don't stick to much for long.
You are destined for a life of travel and fun.

Your strength: Your likeability

Your weakness: You never feel satisfied

Your power color: Bright yellow

Your power symbol: Asterisk

Your power month: May What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Heroes:


LAST PERSON WHO
Slept in your bed me...tito..jeany
Saw you cry jeany
Made you cry jeany? hm..no myself
You shared a drink with jeany
You went to the movies with jeany
Yelled at you my dad
You yelled at tito
Said "I love you" and meant it? nobody... hey i am here!!!!!
HAVE YOU EVER
Gotten in a fight with your pet? jap
Been to Hawaii no
Been to Mexico no
Been to China no
Been to Canada yes
Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day oh yes...
Wish you were the opposite sex hm... sometimes? no not realy
Had an imaginary friend when i was younger yes...
RANDOM TID BITS
Do you have a crush on someone? no...yes..äh no
What book are you reading now? nothing
Worst feeling in the world loneliness, fraightness, war
Future daughter's name no idea
Future son's name no idea
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal yes..... a big big one...my bichon dog..lol
What's under your bed nothing at the moment
Favorite sports to watch soccer, car racing
Siblings jap
Current location on work in my company
College plans to late to planing something
Piercings/tattoos no/yes 2
Who is your best friend jeany!! yeah
What are you most scared of fear of hights, and saturday shopping
Where do you want to get married no idea
Who do you really hate i don´t know
Do you drive jap
Do you have a job yesssssssss
Do you like being around people sometimes yes, sometimes no
Are you for world peace yes sure
STUFF
Have you cried over someone of the opposite sex yes
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after hmmm... no.. ok a little bit
Are you lonely right now tito? where are you? äh noo
Song thats stuck in your head a lot can you save me---- jeany martin--- love that song
Do you want kids noooooooooo
FAVORITE
Room in house living room
Color black and dark red
Perfume or cologne both.... japanese cherry blossom and sun
Month summermonth between june and september
Stone obsidian
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU
Cried yesss
Bought something jap a lot of stuff ;-) for the dog
Gotten sick yes
Sang noooo
Wanted to tell someone you loved them yes
Met someone new yes....
Kissed someone hm... yes... my dog?
Missed someone yes...my best friend
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Carmelita ok ok Carmen ;-)
Birthday: 23.11.1967
Birthplace: Hanau a town in Hessen Germany
Current Location: Frankfurt Germany
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: brown
Height: 160 cm
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: hmm i don´t know
The Shoes You Wore Today: naked today.... i am at home
Your Weakness: hmm.. sometimes i don´t believe in myself
Your Fears: fear of hights, and to loose my best friends
Your Perfect Pizza: hawai........ yeah
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: no idea at the moment
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: it´s changing the whole time
Thoughts First Waking Up: hope the sun is shining
Your Best Physical Feature: hmm... they are different... a lot of things
Your Bedtime: between 10pm and 1am
Your Most Missed Memory: that´s a secret
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: both...
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: either
Chocolate or Vanilla: more chocolate but both
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappu
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Swear: sometimes
Do you Sing: noooooooooo
Do you Shower Daily: sometimes
Have you Been in Love: hmm yes... but.. okay.. next part
Do you want to go to College: i'
Do you want to go to College: to late

Do you want to get Married: a girlfriend?? yes shure
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes, mostly
Do you get Motion Sickness: hmmm yes????
Do you think you are Attractive: it´s changing...sometimes yes, sometimes no
Are you a Health Freak: you want a real answer?
Do you get along with your Parents: no comment
Do you like Thunderstorms: yes.......i love them
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: öhm...yes
In the past month have you Smoked: jap
In the past month have you been on Drugs: no
In the past month have you gone on a Date: no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes............
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: what´s that????
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no i hate fish
In the past month have you been on Stage: behind and in front yes but not on stage
In the past month have you been Dumped: yes.....uah
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: i think so, if i had understand what it mean
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: noooooooooo
Ever been Drunk: no of course not
Ever been called a Tease: jap
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: nooooooooo
How do you want to Die: quick and without pain... maybe in my car
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: i never grow up... but i am old enough now
What country would you most like to Visit: america.... california
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: different mostly green
Favourite Hair Color: black brown with red or blond
Short or Long Hair: more long hair but also short hair
Height: same like me or taller
Weight: same like me or lighter?
Best Clothing Style: changing the whole time
Number of Drugs I have taken: hmmm you wanna know that?
Number of CDs I own: oooooooh so many... i can´t count them
Number of Piercings: nothing
Number of Tattoos: two
Number of things in my Past I Regret: hmmm 4 - 5??? i never count them
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My Blog

jetzt ! ! ! !

es sind jetzt schon einige wochen her, dass ich wieder zurück aus der klinik bin. viele sachen haben sich für mich geklärt, bzw. kam auch bei einigen sachen licht ins dunkle, aber das wichtigste ...
Posted by C on Sun, 27 May 2007 06:12:00 PST

neubeginn

hallo an alle die meine blogs lesen. ich bin nach drei monaten psychosomatischer klinik (burnoutsyndrom und borderline) und neurologischer behandlung (irreparabler bandscheibenvorfall im genick und an...
Posted by C on Thu, 03 May 2007 09:28:00 PST

eine endente freundschaft?

ich schreib hier nur auf deutsch, weil ich nicht in der lage bin das alles auch in englisch zu schreiben. es ist was schönes eine sehr liebe beste freundin zu haben. und ich würde alles tun um dieser ...
Posted by C on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 09:25:00 PST

my thoughts..........

my last days in my home and every night my head is dancing around with all my thoughts about the next weeks. i feel the anxiety in me. i don´t know what´s coming the next week. i don´t know how i feel...
Posted by C on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 04:40:00 PST

Freunde / Friends

ich habe gerade in einem anderen blog etwas gelesen, was mich zum nachdenken angeregt hat. wisst ihr eigentlich, dass freunde das wichtigste im leben sind? es gibt nicht viele davon. es gibt sehr vie...
Posted by C on Fri, 10 Nov 2006 09:59:00 PST

it hurts / es tut weh!!!

hi there... most of my friends knew that i am sick at the momen. i had a volume disks occurrence (hope it´s the right word) in my neck. but i can´t went to a hospital for operation the last month, bec...
Posted by C on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 11:47:00 PST

you know this feeling?

do you know this situation? you have a realy great friend and this friend is more important than your life. you know the person have some problems and want to stay alone. you feel bad, sad and you are...
Posted by C on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 07:30:00 PST

my life!!!!!

i want to tell you something about my life. when i was young it wasnt easy for me, because i had a hard time. and now i have the result. today i am fighting for a better life. when i was 11 my dad s...
Posted by C on Sun, 12 Mar 2006 01:11:00 PST

www.americanmusicstars.com

hey @ all... yeah our german homepage about american/canadian singers and bands is growing up. some singers are online now, but not all, because it´s a hard work and it´s not possible to copy some stu...
Posted by C on Thu, 09 Mar 2006 01:14:00 PST

the sadness love

it doesnt matter if you are straight or gay, everyone had the same problem, when you are in love unhappily... everyone is sad, feels crazy, want to cry or scream and start to do some stupid thin...
Posted by C on Tue, 07 Mar 2006 04:44:00 PST