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I wanna feel the effect and enjoy the consequence

"I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A sphinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined."

I am contradiction, the boundary, inside and outside
I am difficulty, immoderation, mannerism, simplicity,
rigor, baroque, minimalism.
I'm the result of a test, the survivor of a living.
I feed myself with fear, rage, anguish and unspoken sensations
Surprised and spellbound by the grotesque and eclectic revelation of things.
Don't tell me to stop thinking,
Don't force me to stop acting,
You can't change me
You don't know me
You perceive a parallel idea of me
Just free your mind of fears, life is pulsing.
Life is pulsing, just feel it...