I want to say, Rest In Peace to poppa’s precious little baby, that past away Feburary 03, 2008 Sunday morning..... There wasn’t anything that you need I didn’t break my neck to do or give you momma... Poppa kept you healthy, happy, clean, always fed, hair combed, fresh and dressed when we would leave the house, comfortable when we were home or away, never let any harm come to you, and kept you with me 24hrs of every morning, noon, afternoon, evening, night, day, month, and year.... I was proud and still am, to be your father and mother for 6 years and 7 months, since the lady that birth you, wasn’t in your life and didn’t want to be what I will never call her... your M_ _ _ _ _ !!!!!! But we did great, just you and I, for all those years with no needs or wants... The so called woman that gave birth to you will suffer, cause she was never at the hospitals, never at the surgerys, never there when you were sick, not there when you died, not at the funeral, she doesn’t know where you rest and lay buried, and she doesn’t know how happy or lovely you are and were....nothing!!!! But the both of us do and always will know true love, even after your father dies and leaves this world... No matter if I fly or burn, the love that you and only you gave me will last me and cover my pains thru any wrongs... You know how your daddy is emotionless and hood strong, from head shoulders and feet... never showing facial expressions or breakdowns... But inside I’m broken and bleeding in the rain, with no light shining throughout the darkness in my heart or soul... The only Angel and light I ever had, that kept the demon inside me caged and locked, has gone from me while i’m here in trial and error... So I hope God Allah can forgive me, when i let go of his hand and release the darkness, on those that cross my path with ignorance of the doors of Hell opened in my soul, from my lost Angel..... I ask for the most high and merciful for whatever evil that comes undone.. forgive your soldier.. RealTalk....                    What’s up??? I was the c.e.o. of Spin Productions... I was also a single father-parent of a 6 year old disabled mentally retarded little girl... She had so many life ending disabilities, due to the fact she was born, with the frontal lobe of her brain under-developed, that’s why she was unable to walk- talk- or control herself... She had diabities Insipidus (which is a sodium problem and not a sugar problem)... I know most of all people with diabetes has a sugar intake problem, but take all the problems they have with sugar and switch it around to salt and sodium... She had other major disabilities such as, cerebal palsy, highten nerves (which causes her to jump at any sounds, esspecially loud sharp cracking noises.. like paper, plastic bags, and high frequencies), breathing problems ( she only knew how to breath from her nose, so if you blow or wind hits her face she holds her breath...) She didn’t have the use of her hands or feet, but she can move them, just not use them, She couldn’t eat regular foods without them being pureed and blended in a blender, then fed thru a bottle... Basically, I had to feed her, bath her, comb her hair, clean and change her depends, dress and cloth her, taker everywhere I go 24 hrs a day of every year.... No baby sitter or state help, just she and I on our own, without any help from her mother.... Who has not been a part of her life.... So to all those women, that talk all that noise about men, it’s a lot of women who are dead beat leg openers out there too.....Real ass talk for your earholes...                     I’m 7 years out the game now, cause I chose to quit everything and take care of a greater love, my child who meant more to me than my own life... Holla at your boy and keep me posted.....              I wanna give a shot out to all the places, that I put it down, and all the people I was blessed to work with and meet... ( "Club Unity".."The Rolex"... ) I’m sending a hit out to DJ Mighty Rho, Cedric Nelson, DJ Eddie D, Rel-Head, Al and the people of West Memphis, Ark... ( "Club Envisions"... )Grandma, Reggie Prunity and the people in Jonesboro, Ark... "DON’T CROSS THAT BRIDGE IF YOU AIN’T READY"...lol.. ( "The Shell Complex".."The Whitehaven Complex".."The Spot".."Club Memphis".... )I’m sending a shot out to my family... Lil’ Kai, Shunn Gunn, Lil’ One, Carlos, J.Dizzle, and the Hitzmen DJs... DJ Swerve and Lil’ Larry.... Tenn-A-Tainment is the first original official highschool party hitters in Memphis, TN... All you other copycat highschool try to be party hitters, you know the business, stop playing with yourself, and act like you know!!! ( "The Rock-A-Fella"... ) A hit goes to my boy the best kept secrete of club DJs... DJ Wayne aka Wildchild and Pimp Rodney c.e.o. of The Rock... ( "The Cook Convention Center".."Studio G".."The Red Apple".."Club NoName"... ) I’m sending a hit out to my boy from way back(Oakhaven)... DJ Jus Borne c.e.o. of the Attic, The Legendary Sony D, DJ Spanish Fly and Ray the J... Memphis first crunk club DJ and hype man.... ( "The Orchard Club"... )What up to my big homey, who has been putting it down at The Orchard, for over a decade at the Orchard... Big Womack... "we keep it pimpin’ ALL NIGHT LONG....lol.. ( "The Crystal Palace"... )once again let me give it up to my boys Carlos, DJ Wayne, Starch n Press Tracey..lol.. and a shot out to Mike Tee..yup homeboy was representing The Palace back in the day also...(he always started his set with the comic theme music)... ( "Lollipops".."Funquest"..... )Southaven and Horn Lake get your roll on!!! Last but not least... To all the people, that came to Holly SpringsMississippi, to get crunk at ( "Dreamland".... )Olive Branch, Byhalia, Victoria, Red Banks, Oxford, Ashland... Let’s get it!!!             Once again, thanks to everybody I was blessed to work with and meet... From the bridge and the cities in Arkansas, thru the whole Dirty 10 and the state of TENNEESEE, to my roots of the CROOKED LETTERS.... Love Live Life....                      My interests were very simple and use to be in this order... Taking care of my disabled mentally retarded little girl.. Being at home with my daughter playing, watching tv, and eating... ( R.I.P.) Mixing music (scratching wax and cd’s)... making the crowds at the club loose their minds, but having a great time also, esspecially when I slow it down, then get it crunk all over again... Playing sports (hooping & football plus pool and bowling)... Playing arcade games or video games (PS2 Madden, NBA Live, March Madness, NCAA Football... bring it baby)... Last but not least...Having a sexy dark n lovely over to the house, that didn’t mind spending time, with my daughter and I.... (R.I.P.) that’s what’s really going down... lol..                 I like meeting poeple, that’s doing it or trying to do it, in this thing we call "The Business"... Do what you do man, and don’t let nobody bring you down, from doing you... ya dig??? Be straight up at all times, be real with yourself first, and hang with people that’s not gonna pull or bring you down.... ya feel me??? Cause what they ran into, going thru, whatever ain’t working for them, ain’t got nothing to do with you and your path... Real talk... I love meeting people, from different cities and countries, to find out what’s hot- styles- and about their cultures...                 I WANT TO SAY REST IN PEACE TO MY HEART, MY LITTLE GIRL, 07/25/01 - 02/03/08...... MY HEART AN MIND IS DESTROYED RIGHT NOW.. I GAVE UP EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE AND WORLD TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, JUST SO YOU COULD BE HAPPY AND DO THINGS, SINCE YOU COULDN’T DO THEM FOR YOURSELF... IT DOES NOT MATTER THAT YOU NEVER HAD A MOTHER IN YOUR LIFE, CAUSE I WAS THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT.... I WILL LOVE YOU TILL I DIE OR BURIED.... NO THING WILL EVERY TAKE YOU FROM MY MEMORY.... LOVE FROM YOUR FATHER...                I wanna say R.I.P to my POPS... Join MEMAW and the rest of the " LOST TRIBE OF MOUNTAIN SPARROW CHEROKEE " in the sky.... I want to say rest in peace to my father, who died last year in 2007... And R.I.P. to Pimp C of UGK, and everybody else who has suffered a lost loved one..... May they be blessed by the most high and merciful God Allah...            I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts! Myspace Graphics
