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ALANA

I'M WITH THE BAND......FUCK OFF!!!

About Me

Lover/Fighter~ Poet/Healer Writer/Thinker~ ~ I think outside the box (DO YOU)? Actions speak louder than words! Risk taker... MUSIC AND WRITING saves my life each and everyday. Native LA woman... Love to laugh OUTLOUD AT MYSELF! Crave connections and raw emotions, Sunshine upon my face & Blackout curtians.... DARK.... My favorite hour is Midnight, shift between night and day. Insomniac (sleep when i am dead) ~~Peeling layers off of me~~~Being who i am not; to discover who i am. A FRIEND FOR LIFE.. BUT YOU HAVE TO GET IN!

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My Interests

~~~SILENT MOMENTS~~~ Looking in someone's eyes and seeing their soul.. if their brave enough to let you in! Long conversations with good friends.BOXING..YOGA & MEDITATION...SNOWBOARDING/SKATEBOARDING/SURFING/WAKEBOARDING

TIME OUT....

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Punk Rock...Hip hop...Rock n Roll...most everything

Movies:

The one i am in the middle of writing!

Television:

Who has time?? All about TIVO... ENJOY THE ART.... DRAW

Books:

The Fountain Head/Atlas Shrugged..Ayn Rand- Charles Bukowski... Crime & Punishment- Fyodor Dostoevsky- Any-William Shakespeare... Marjorie Morningstar ... Where The Wild Things Are, The Little Prince, The Giving Tree And... The Big Book-

Heroes:

People who can look deep within themselves; one's who can admit their faults and have the strength to change, despite how they might look to others....People who don't analize and are capable of being HUMAN and living in each moment. My son Shae, who has taught me the meaning of TRUE LOVE .... and who has endured more sickness in his little 6+ years on this planet than most have their entire lives.... My Niece, Kaeli who is fighting Leukemia and is WINNING!! My sister Briana... Who graduated with a MASTERS this year and now is MOVING TO SPAIN!!! ~ ~ EINSTEIN..."You cannot solve a problem with the same consciousness that developed it" ...In other words... "You cannot find the answer in the problem"/ EINSTEIN "The most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious"

My Blog

Of Shae- my sons first poem!

I don't know what to say;I don't know what to do either.I just heard a barking dog.I just heard a bark.I don't like the future that much:Too many buildings,That is what I don't like....
Posted by ALANA on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 12:07:00 PST

Soul Mirror

My heart was heavy My soul almost empty&. Yet hope dwelled within me Lingering like a dream once lived   My eyes lit meeting his, mine A refection Gazing into a mirror I haven't raised my...
Posted by ALANA on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 04:14:00 PST

SILENCE

Silence speaks volumes..My heart is heavyKnowing the weakness inside himMy strength set forth the toneFor the future ofUSI stood brave one nightSpeaking my truth.Of.ONEWater seeks its own levelSo they...
Posted by ALANA on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 06:05:00 PST

BLANK CANVAS

Luminous eyes lingering Beyond the artist soul A blank canvas Scratching the surface Sketching the beauty before him Shading . . HOPE . . Fading . . FEAR Exposing . Exploring Uncharted territory ...
Posted by ALANA on Mon, 22 May 2006 08:05:00 PST

DISCONNECT

Silently dieing inside My soul is crying out .  HEAR ME SPEAK TO ME . . Are you out there  . Patiently waiting No excuses No expectations .  Sub...
Posted by ALANA on Fri, 07 Apr 2006 10:35:00 PST

Beyond The Moutain

The innocent sneeze set it off; His mind began to wonder . . Flashing mountains viewing Madness Thunder echoes in his mind Haunting the splintering sorrows The time was now The momen...
Posted by ALANA on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 12:59:00 PST

World Perception

The world is a place where all can live In what we make of it . . Today was dark   Standing at the edge of life Gazing downward A spiraling sense takes...
Posted by ALANA on Wed, 28 Dec 2005 01:32:00 PST

Truth or Dare

Sometimes one has to experience life Full throttle  . You cannot experience anything With out being in it  . Tasting it Touching it Embracing the essence of it all . . ...
Posted by ALANA on Sat, 24 Dec 2005 03:22:00 PST

OPEN

I want to shut down right now  ~~~ Close me off Scrape it off Tear it off   My heart is on the line   And he is pulling my strings They wrap around my neck ...
Posted by ALANA on Fri, 23 Dec 2005 12:35:00 PST

Dream

You are mending the path to my soul and   I am finding my way home *** Sleep my darling . . dream of nothing but love light laughter *** I am your angel watching over you e...
Posted by ALANA on Thu, 22 Dec 2005 08:44:00 PST