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jen

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About Me

let me let you in on a little secret about myself.....i have eaten many a fourleaf clover. sometimes they are sweet and sometimes they are bitter, but any notices i receive from the universe that remind me why i'm here and tell me where to turn my love, will not be ignored. i try not to judge, and perhaps unwisely, i assume the same courtesy. i process, i learn, i chalk it off, i write it down. i have to understand. i have to look. i have to follow my heart. i have to push. but no matter how frustrated or sad i can become, no matter how often i drag ass or act irresponsibly, i refuse to allow myself the luxury of disconnecting from LIFE. besides, it doesn't take much to put me right again. i'm easy, i'm experienced and i'm a professional... ♥

My Interests

dragonflys, dictionarys, gemstones, kimonos, plants, cats, sex, avacados, alchemy, air, eyes, art, wine, worms, bees, mexican chocolate, peppermint tea, ghosts, guts, psychology, religions, intentions, tatoos, taboos, sound, signs, swords, astronomy, money, moths, manifestation, lychees, lucid dreaming, lavender, licorice, language, quick wit, free will, feathers, feelings, scars, secrets, sequins, sweetpea, sweat, swearing under any circumstance, magic and music. making it, listening to it, dancing to it, and everything in its cracks.

I'd like to meet:

people who live in the moment, recognize where they are coming from and still have enough moxy to trust whats coming next...people who know how to rocket...people who don't need to fucking keep it real, because real is what they already are. by the way, right down there, thats me. ♥

Music:

♥ to dance, to fuck, be inspired and moved. to want, to remember, to feel understood.

Movies:

*i love movies:tootsie, children of men, harold and maude, the princess bride, dark days, bladerunner, trainspotting, amadeus, baraka, cabaret, like water for chocolate, crybaby,withnail and i, american werewolf in london, the cook the thief his wife and her lover, the hours, less then zero, dead poets society, the rope, neverending story, murder on the orient express, hedwig and the angry inch, juno, chumscrubber, jacobs ladder,the secret garden, city of god, on a clear day, heavenly creatures, broken english, i heart huckabees, sister my sister, the usual suspects, 7, pans labrynth, breakfast at tiffany's, hellraiser, spinal tap, sixteen candles, velvet goldmine, farewell my concubine, gothic, spirited away, the forbidden zone, taxi driver, mullholand drive, tombstone, big fish, the libertine, shawshank redemption, secret garden, 28 days later, requiem for a dream, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the royal tenenbaums, natural born killers, what the fuck do we know, its all gone pete tong, a river runs through it, donnie darko, pi, the shining, secretary, fear and loathing in las vegas, twin town, fight club, nightmare on elm street, farinelli, hero, the hunger, city of lost children, amalie, ma vie en rose, beloved...eddie murphy delirious and eddie izzard dressed to kill, dave chapelle, countless documentaries and a few choice slices of 70's porn.

Television:

cable. in a hotel room.

Books:

reading the "the botany of desire". been on a big nonfiction kick lately... i am also quite a whore for reference books. i like knowin stuff. i like instant gratification.

Heroes:

people who speak their dreams, paint their truth, or write and recreate reality with rabid fearlessness. anyone who can laugh uproariously at their fuckedupedness. people who only say sorry when they truly mean it;people who know they're someone without talking about somebody else. anyone whos moaned a note or bent one. especially if they recorded it.

My Blog

not random enough for some

fine. some have noted that these moments could be considered "life changing" or potentially helped to form my personality...so heres to some meaningless moments in my life, though i once again have to...
Posted by jen on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 05:23:00 PST

10 random things

this is for my friend...10 random things huh dear? i don't think anything is random just like i don't think you can ever truly control things. no matter how advanced we think we are, no matter far we ...
Posted by jen on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 12:25:00 PST