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About Me

somewhere between survival and bliss, im here, youre probably here too. i cant wait to be in my thirties. maybe by then i'll have figured out how to be a kid again. sunshine, raintime, bathtime, frozen blueberries, imagination, challenges, inspiration, those with great big spirits.

My Interests

Air. cold air, fresh air, thick air, sweet air, holy air, still air, moving air, humid air, your air. Smells. green, dirty, bark, wet cement, sacramentosementrees, phillybasementsemittingsoapysudsonwalkstotheorangelineinthes now, lovedonesmorningbreath, hotluxurycars, onionsandgarlic. Spices. cinnamon, nutmeg, clove, saffron, pepper, coriander, celeryroot, cardamom, dill diill dill. good food, eating it, enjoying it alone, with friends, while nervous, while stressed, while happy, while tired, while studying, while thinking, while drinking. people- i love them most. carrying over-> i love people who are aware of their social "inadequacies" and do what they do Regardless. bravery, dorkiness, dadjokes, kindness, selflessness, strength, humanity, perserverance, EVERCHANGING whatever zzzzzzzzzz

I'd like to meet:

changelings. tellmeaboutthingsidontknowabout. playscrabbledontbeembarassed. takemeonwalks cuz iNeedtobeoutdoors.

Music:

definitive music for jbrown: purplerain, thedance, elliottsmith, chopin. +alittletouchofdeathmetal.

Movies:

garyoldman

Television:

i watch xfiles. i like gameshows also. animalplanet. discoverychannel.

Books:

i used to work at an audio book store. it was the nicest job ever.

Heroes:

i drive an old acura legend.

My Blog

bakes a cake

theres always a lull in these times...i got sleep last night! so good things and bad things come coupled... oh well?im grateful that i have gotten to the point in my life where the phrase"take it with...
Posted by j on Thu, 23 Oct 2008 04:55:00 PST

tempered

feeling foolishlost a cool whisky measures it
Posted by j on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 11:36:00 PST

never cry mercy

so i just put a bulletin up about this band i found just now...but now i need to write a blog about it...i wont go overboard, maybe ill be alone this one, but...sheesh...i feel this bands music so far...
Posted by j on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 05:55:00 PST

in the mid

well...the last couple of weeks have been eventfulmy season of v street will be coming to a close soonand i will go back to folsom with this new outlook...as sad as i am about the events that led to m...
Posted by j on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 02:19:00 PST

buckling down

job time- concentration time- weather time feeling really balanced lately in a lot of areas. or maybe im Finding balance between fun, emotions, fears, talent, futures, presents, pasts, responsibilitie...
Posted by j on Mon, 20 Oct 2008 07:34:00 PST

i took a long walk

romanticismmy birthday has given me more than just an extra numberive felt more alive this last week than i have in yearseveryday more inspiration builds and i dont know where its goingbut im excited ...
Posted by j on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 11:55:00 PST

if how when where(S)

i dont knowim boredgood things or bad things come of boredom...folsom.im here most of the time. i sleep a lot. i cook. i read. i watch movies. (its true)im trying to balance being obsessed with my sto...
Posted by j on Thu, 09 Oct 2008 11:12:00 PST

sleep when tired

its eleven thirty and i just woke up from a nap. the kind of late night awake thats making me all confused. too awake to sleep but to asleep to do anything. i kind of just want to go to a lake and loo...
Posted by j on Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:07:00 PST

swoosh

hiits one of those days.i cant seem to reach, too short, too tired, too indecisive. things piling up cuz i cant get out of bed...went to the dr today. overdue. bronchitis, possibly mono, and im being ...
Posted by j on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 09:34:00 PST

fog of a day

i woke up with a swollen eye...and now its even more swollen.i have no idea what this is about.also, i totally had a banana milkshake tonight,i know, so bad. worth the painn though i think...and then ...
Posted by j on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 11:31:00 PST