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Shawna

I am here for Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me

I'm nothing special. Many past and present situations remind me of this. I’ve been having problems with connecting with other people and making up small talk to create a comfort zone for them.

My Interests

Learning, Art, Music, Rainy Days w/ a cup of coco.. the usual

I'd like to meet:

No one. It all ends with disappointment. You are all so predictable.

Music:

Bell Orchestre, Simply Red, Led Zeppelin, Pink Flyod, Rolling Stones, Portishead, Hot hot heat, Blonde Redhead, Animal Collective, Bjork, Beck, NWA, Aphex Twin, Sonic Youth, The Smiths, Bowie, Iggy, Druan Druan, The Cure, Coco Rosie, Blood Brothers, Interpol, Kid 606, Ween, Joy Division, The Clash, Pin Back, Skinny Puppy, GG Allin, Arcade Fire, Belle and Sebastion, BSS, London After Midnight, Black Heart Procession, Placebo, Spoon, Bob Dylan, Cream, Mylo, Bowie, Caribou/Manitoba, Jeff Buckley, Jeff Beck, Kinks, Lairs, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Neutral Milk Hotel, Pharrell, Camera Obscura, Menomena, Snoop, Postal Service, Rapture, Radiohead, Salt n' Pepa, Wolf Parade, Smashing Pumpkins, Stevie Wonder, Stars, Tom Petty, Tapes, Velvet Underground, NIN.. umm.. stuff

Movies:

Gummo, Buffalo '66, Eraserhead, Natural Born Killers, U-Turn, Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Dirty Dancing, Dancer in the Dark, The Labyrinth, The Neverending Story, Pink Flamingos, Wayne's World, Donnie Darko, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, and anime

Television:

Any thing horrible that most people who pretend to be intellectual can't stand.

Books:

Naked Lunch, The Gonzo Papers, Lolita, The Illustrated Man, Through the Looking-Glass, Breakfast of Champions, Awesome authors: Lester Bangs, Tom Robinson

Heroes:

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My Blog

Game Over

I decided to cancel my WoW account tonight.  I haven't been playing since I started school and got a job.  I honestly have no time for it.  I'm kind of sad to be leaving my friends on t...
Posted by Shawna on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 12:07:00 PST

ugh.. I hate feeling like this

I'm not sure what's going on with me.  I've been in an emotional funk this week which makes no sense because I've had a fairly good week.  I took monday off from school to go see conan o'bri...
Posted by Shawna on Sat, 05 May 2007 04:01:00 PST

uninspired

Yes.. I know it's pretty cliché but it helped waste time in between classes, woo! I've been extremely exhausted lately.. I think I'm recovering from the lack of weekend (thank you homework). Well, it...
Posted by Shawna on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:34:00 PST

Don't wanna write on this essay anymore!!


Posted by Shawna on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 11:13:00 PST

The only thing interesting in my life is eight hours away and probably asleep

Soo.. It was one of those nights where there was a lack of things to do and even worse a lack of motivation to do them.  It was one of those nights where wow or ffxi would come in handy.  B...
Posted by Shawna on Sat, 21 Oct 2006 12:51:00 PST

blind you with text.

A short note of something that I'm excited about. I got accepted to San Francisco State. Which if my councilers are correct I should be getting accepted to other CSUs I've applied for/ or are going t...
Posted by Shawna on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 08:19:00 PST

The smartass and the dumbass

Last night was exciting. There's no parking at the elementary school I'm volunteering for so I was looking for a place to park my car where I could leave it the next day without being ticketed. About ...
Posted by Shawna on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 12:44:00 PST

Bob Dylan's Positively 4th Street

*throws hands up in the air* Humanity has surprised me again! I'm really amazed that they've found a way to sink to new lows. And stupid stupid me I expect a little more out of people with whom I've b...
Posted by Shawna on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 01:08:00 PST

Robot Sex. "I can't seem to drink you off of my mind"

Note: no profoundly interesting things were written here. Finding happiness in other people has always made me a bit uneasy because it usually ends with a big mushroom cloud. But still my natural ten...
Posted by Shawna on Thu, 01 Jun 2006 03:00:00 PST

sad sad sad..

My kitty passed away.  I found out this afternoon when I woke up.  I haven't seen her since sunday but I'm glad that I did make the trip up to my mom's house to see her one last time.  ...
Posted by Shawna on Fri, 10 Mar 2006 02:23:00 PST