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Darren

Love like you've never been hurt.

About Me

I always follow my heart. I used to think that sometimes it led me astray but now I realize that those were the paths I was meant to take to get me to where I am now. I love my life and I don't take any moment of it for granted. I'm very passionate about the things I believe in and in the past couple years I have become quite ambitious as well. I have a VERY dark and twisted sense of humour, and I laugh a lot. I take good care of myself, but otherwise try not to take myself too seriously. I'm a loyal friend, a great cook and I have been told by my Mom that I will make an excellent husband someday.I am a former model (we all get old unfortunately)! LOL! And in the modelling business 30 is too old! Anyway, here are some shots from my portfolio over the last few years:OH, I almost forgot... I also have my own advice column so feel free to ask away - IF YOU DARE! Muahahahaha!
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I am very fortunate to have the most amazing family and friends. They keep me semi-sane and I love them with all my heart and soul.

Two of my favourite things are camping and road trips. I love driving on the open road mid summer, jeep top down! My favourite drive is down the West Coast to California. My daily life includes playing with my Dog(Rocco), and hanging out with my friends. Healthy living, exercise, organic food, weight lifting, yoga, watching hockey with the boys, watching people, and anything anti-aging/self discovery are a few of the other things I am into...START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
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When was the last time you cried?: I'm crying right now.
Have you ever faked sick?: More like "Have I ever NOT faked sick!"
What was the last lie you said?: That I was crying right now.
Have you ever cried during a movie?: Yes.
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?: It's been so long I can't remember...
Have you ever danced in the rain?: Yes.
Have you ever been drunk?: More like "Have I ever been sober!LOL
Have you ever tried drugs?: "Tried" or been addicted to?
Do you smoke?: Not cigarettes
What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?: Stripped
What is your full name?: Like I'd take that bullet!
What is your blood-type?: O Negative
Have you ever been in a car accident?: 3 or 4
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?: 7
Who was your first kiss?: A boy that lived down the road (he's straight now).
Have you ever had an online relationship?: LOL! Yeah, many!
Have you ever had phone-sex?: Um, yeah.
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?: Twice
What is your favourite sport to play?: Sports?
Have you ever made a prank phone call?: LOL! Every call I make is a prank!
Have you ever said "I Love you" and not meant it?: Oops!
What's your favourite childhood memory?: Laying out in an open field waiting for Aliens to come and take me away.
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?: No, but I regret not doing some things.
What do you want to be when you grow up?: Loved.
What is your political persuassion?: Pretty Liberal
Have you ever had cybersex?: No.
Do you believe in g-d?: I belive in a higher power.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes. Too bad there are so many first sights!
Do you believe in karma?: Um, I wish I didn't! LOL!
Who was your first crush?: Same as my first kiss.
Who do yo uhave a crush on?: Where do I begin...
How would you describe yourself?: Good natured, a little crazy, a romantic at heart.
What are you afraid of?: Emotional Pain. Rejection.
Are you religious?: No, but I am spiritual.
What does your screen name mean?: Supermodel
What person do you trust the most?: My mom.
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?: Georgina
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?: Somebody once told me that I was the most amazing guy he had ever met.
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?: 2 years?
What is your greatest strength?: My persaverance (did I spell that right)?
What is your greatest weakness?: Spelling! LOL! Seriously...not learning from past mistakes.
What is your perfect pizza?: Extra Cheese!
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?: Ugh, do I have to get up.
What is your first thought before you go to bed?: Ugh! What time do I have to get up?
What college do you want to go to?: CSNN
Do you get along with your family?: Yes (most of the time)
Do you play any instruments?: No
What kind of music do you like?: Whatever's on the radio.
Do you think you're attractive?: Most of the time, but sometimes I'm beaten down.
Would you ever get a tattoo?: Probably not, but I think they are hot on others.
How many piercings do you have?: None
Who makes you laugh?: Everyone!
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?: One of my ex-boyfirends that doesn't speak to me.
Have you ever seen a dead body?: Yes, one.
Do you have a celebrity crush?: Who doesn't!
What is one thing scientists should invent?: The fountain of youth
Have you ever broken a bone?: Yes
What happens after you die?: Probably going to hell.
Do you watch or read the news?: Neither. I'm depressed enough already.
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?: Urbanite.
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?: Yeah
If you could change your name, what would you change it to?: Have to think about that one...
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go: 19 again.
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?: I'd make sure I never lose my hair
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?: Yes
Have you ever played strip poker?: Yes
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?: Muah, all the time!
What do you want your friends to think about you?: That I'm classic!
Whats the biggest arguement you've ever gotten into?: urg...let's just say the cops were involved.
Have you ever bitten someone?: Yes
When's your birthday?: Dec 7th
Have you ever stolen anything?: Yes (many hearts) hehe
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?: Yeah, but they didn't come true:(
Whats the most you've ever eaten in one sitting?: Too much!
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?: There are way too many to just pick one.
Do you remember your dreams?: 50/50
Have you ever been in love?: Yes
Are you a morning person or a night person?: NIGHT!
Do you have any phobias?: Nah
What's the meanest thing you've ever done to someone?: Drugged somebody with acid.
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?: Yes
How many screen names do you have?: lol... you don't wanna know!
Do any medical problems run in your family?: Not really.
Has anyone ever been disowned from your family?: Um...I was for a bit.
Have you ever had a nightmare?: Yeah, and then I woke up and was still in it!
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?: Probably my friends.
Would you ever participate in a threesome?: Maybe
Would you ever pay for a prostititue?: No.
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?: Yes

Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?: I have peed my pants...but it wasn't from laughing!
Have you ever written a love letter?: Ah yes...
Have you ever attempted suicide?: Yes, 3 times.
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: Briefs
Have you ever been in a fistfight?: Yes
Do you have any hidden talents?: I wish!
What is one thing you want me to know about you?: You tell me.
What is one question you wouldn't want me to ask?: Doesn't matter, like I'd give an honest answer anyhow!!
Do you usually prefer books or movies?: Movies, do I look like a nerd to you?
Who is your favourite person to talk to?: Myself.
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?: Any of my friends, but especially Rachel, Mike and Cindy Poo if she's not down in the dumps herself!
Would you ever have sex before marriage?: Um hello!
Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Peoples voice mail
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?: Yes, shhh!
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?: British I think!
Have you ever gotten detention?: All the time
How do you vent your anger?: Kind of like having torets, I yell things randomly
Have you ever been on a diet?: I like to call it a "new way of eating"
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?: Yes, no more then 10+ and 10- is my rule of thumb.
Is your best friend a virgin?: Hardly!
What's a rumor someone has spread about you?: That I am a bastard! Woops, I guess it's not a rumour!
What's the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?: I'm so vanilla, next question please.
What's the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?: Broken my heart.
What's the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?: Taken me into their home when I had nowhere else to go.
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?: Yes.
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?: No.
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?: Unfortunately yes, but I didn't do it.
Have you ever hated someone?: Yes.
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?: Phone, but online can be fun too.
Do you consider yourself popular?: In a weird way.
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?: Yeah.
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?: Yes, I'm sick like that!
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?: Maybe.
What is your favourite book?: The Alchemist
Do you have a collection of anything?: Clothes
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?: Actually, yes.
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?: Completely!
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?: Hard to say. I hope I'm happy though:)
Are you happy with the life you have?: Getting there!
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Music:

Everything and anything.

Movies:

An Inconvenient Truth (everybody needs to watch this please), The Secret, The Secret Behind The Secret, What the Bleep Do We Know, Muriel's Wedding, House of Yes, Gia, Girl Next Door (original version with Stacey Valentine), Life as a House, Stepford Wives (original version), Being John Malcovich, Anything by John Waters (such as Cry Baby, Pink Flamingos, Female Troubles, Hairspray, Serial Mom, Pecker, and A Dirty Shame), Sliding Doors, Housesitter, Big Business, Death to Smoochy, The English Patient, Best in Show, Heart Breakers, Waiting for Guffman, But I am a Cheerleader, Texas Chainsaw, All the Screams, and any of the old classic horrors (Friday the 13th's, Nightmare on Elm Street's and Halloween's), Crash, Wedding Crashers, 40 Year Old Virgin. Final Destination Trilogy, Welcome to the Dollhouse, Little Miss Sunshine, Strangers With Candy

Television:

24, LOST, Six Feet Under, Alias, ANTM, SNL, Desperate Housewives, Extreme Home Makeover

Books:

Conversations With God, The Way of the Peaceful Warrior, The Power of Now, In the Meantime, The Alchemist, The Celestine Prophecy, The Perricone Promise, anything about holistic heath and nutrition. The Picture of Dorian Grey

Heroes:

I'm not sure if I have any real Heroes to speak of. However, a hero in my book is somebody who respects not only themself, but the Earth and all of it's life forms. We all need to take care of each other.

My Blog

The Secret

I never imagined that watching one movie (The Secret), would change my life.  I think we all need to be reminded sometimes of the basics.  To be grateful for what we have and ...
Posted by Darren on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 01:42:00 PST

Depression affects more people then you know!

Okay I know this is a depressing subject!  LOL!  Kidding!  I was chatting with a friend earlier and our chat inspired me to write about this.  For about 15 years now I have struggl...
Posted by Darren on Mon, 08 May 2006 04:21:00 PST

My name means...

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Posted by Darren on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Love...

If any of you reading this have ever suffered from a broken heart then you know what it means to really love somebody. The important thing to remember is to keep your heart open. If you were able to...
Posted by Darren on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST