"IN A SICK WAY I WANNA THANK YOU FOR HOLDING MY HEAD UP LATE AT NIGHT, WHILE I WAS BUSY RAGING WARS ON MYSELF, YOU WERE TRYING TO STOP THE FIGHT....~~~"YOU NEVER DOUBTED MY WARPED OPINIONS ON THINGS LIKE SUICIDE OR HATE...."YOU MADE ME COMPLIMENT MYSELF WHEN IT WAS WAY TOO HARD TO TAKE....~~~"HATE ME TODAY"....~~~BLUE OCTOBER
POEM: BY ELIZABETH MAY 16, 2007DEDICATED TO MY MOM~~~'DEAR MOM'
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
DEAR MOM
SOMETIMES IT IS HARD FOR ME
TO UNDERSTAND,
WHAT IS WRONG, OR WHAT IS RIGHT.
JUST LIKE THE OTHER DAY
WHEN WE HAD OUR FIGHT.DEAR MOM
I KNOW TO MOST PEOPLE
IT'S STUPID TO BRING UP THE PAST.
BUT THERE ARE
DAYS SO DARK FOR ME, THAT I FEEL
THIS DAY MAY BE MY LAST.DEAR MOM
I DON'T LIKE LIVING IN THE PAST.
BUT THIS DOC I'VE SEEN,
SAID I SUFFER FROM A TRAMATIC PAST,
P.T.S.D, IS WHAT SHE CALLED IT
TO BE EXACT.DEAR MOM
I HATE THIS DARKNESS IN ME
TO "IT", IT FORCES ME TO BOW.
FOR, ONCE I'VE GONE INSIDE MY HEAD
IT DOESN'T LET ME OUT.
FOR YOU THE PAST IS THE PAST.
IT DOESN'T MAKE A DIFFERENCE,
YOU, LIVE FOR TODAY, NOT FROM THE LAST.DEAR MOM
FOR ME MY PAST IS NOT TODAY, TOMORROW, OR YESTERDAY.
MY PAST IS NOW, AND THE PAIN IS REAL.
IT'S SHAKING AT MY SOUL.
FOR IT IS MY LIFE FORCE IT
WANTS TO STEAL!DEAR MOM
I'M SORRY THAT I HURT YOU,
BY BRINGING YOU INTO MY SADNESS.
BUT IT WASN'T YOU I WAS TRYING TO HURT,
IT WAS JUST THE LITTLE GIRL INSIDE ME
WANTING FOR ONCE, HER VOICE TO BE HEARD.DEAR MOM
I WANT SO MUCH FOR US TO BE FRIENDS
TO LOVE EACH OTHER UNTIL THE END.
ALL THAT I ASK OF YOU IS THIS,
WHEN I AM IN MY DARKEST HOUR, COULD YOU
PLEASE HELP ME OUT BY USING YOUR "MOMMY POWER"???DEAR MOM
YOU MEAN SO VERY MUCH TO ME
I WILL OPEN MY HEART, AND HOLD BOTH OF MY HANDS
OUT TO THEE.
I NEED YOU MOM, CAN'T YOU SEE???
IN MY LIFE, A PART OF ME.
OH PLEASE MY MOMMY, PLEASE
ALWAYS FOR NOW AND FOREVER,
PLEASE.... FORGIVE ME???
..
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