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digital dolly

6.6HermaphroditeXtacyDrive

About Me

celibate narcicist
reclusive and eccentric
Horribly infectious
my fingers touch the keys
Humming I am tweaking
A perfect murder screening
sharpening my teeth
I sit waiting
darkness falls
she walks by me
oblivious
blade cuts
i shiver
and watch her go down
fake tears and kisses
so vicious
twisted and tormented
created and invented
this key opens the box
revealing hearts collected
from everyone selected
to give back what i've lost
I do not take anything I have for granted... the fact that I sell Albums and merchandise worldwide, and people still want more is amazing to me. I love the darkness and freedom of the underground I am within... you can find my music profile at www.myspace.com/charliedrown
I work with my own record lable, Sex Shark Records, you are only ever a click away from buying all the merchandise I have to offer off my webiste. www.charliedrown.com or my shows.
I give everything I've got creatively and spiritualy back to the Universe. I love film and poetry, paranormal and science.
I am a delicate creature. Extremely "psychologically morphed" If you are someone who knows me personally, you may not know me at all, that does not mean I do not love you. In fact you will have learned how to "get me", I am tense, strict and extremely cautious with my triggers, you can easily unleash a whole emotional episode for doing almost nothing. I protect you from me... I keep myself sane by being as creative and busy as I possibly can.
My main music project is what I do as Charlie Drown. It is my life. My side project to that is LFK (Lust For Khaos). It is a one woman music project which is a nice side to my main thing where I can exploit my wares in a nice organic electronic way. I am always seeking interesting music projects or to produce music projects with my talented sidekick Pistol Fucking Pete. I can write scores for films, create voices for cartoons and dance and act. I am creative, eccentric and I love magick, illusion and life. I am not a creature of God nor Ape, I come from the Stars, Fallen and Forever a Watcher. Naphalic.
I'm not a woman I'm not a man I am something that you'll never understand I'll never beat you I'll never lie And if you're evil I'll forgive you by and by I would die for you Darling if you want me too! I'm not your lover I'm not your friend I am something that you'll never comprehend No need to worry No need to cry I'm your messiah and you're the reason why 'Cuz you - I would die for you Darling if you want me too! You're just a sinner I am told Be your fire when you're cold Make you happy when you're sad Make you good when you are bad I'm not a human I am a dove I'm your conscious I am love All I really need is to know that you believe. prince motherfuckers... prince... a:hover img {filter:none;

My Interests

perfection - purity - holding hands - kissing - masochism - self mutilation - extreme domination of bodies - breaking wills - puppy dogs - self photography - fairytale romance - cracking skulls - dancing with myself - contempt - indifference

I'd like to meet:

people who worship and adore me...I will take no more...no less... I give it back.mail me poetry, paintings, drawings and art...I love hand made gifts to display on these empty castle walls.charleyna von drown po box 666 WAUNA WA USA 98395I always send something back, be sure to include your address. I will add you. I will delete you eventually. I must know you, like you and want you in order to keep you.

Music:

everything that is typical of us all...

Movies:

motel hell - jacobs ladder - flower of flesh and bone (guinea pig) - begotten - clockwork orange - pans -labyrinth - the little girl that lives down the lane - rock&rule

Television:

fucking HATE it but it is always on...

Books:

anything by: Crowley - Clive Barker - C.S. Lewis - Ann Rand - Anias Nin

Heroes:

Prince - Trent Reznor - Iggy Pop - Gary Numan - David Bowie - Kate Bush - Laurie Anderson - Dolly Parton - Tina Turner - Wendy O'Williams

My Blog

thursdays, tuesdays and white rooms...

I have been listening to the "old music". That's what it gets called around here. Even though the Moody Blues are timeless to me, every time I slap on one of their albums I am sent to this place where...
Posted by digital dolly on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 01:02:00 PST

Sister Khaos....

has finally spoken. Lust For Khaos
Posted by digital dolly on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 10:24:00 PST

violence is ok... but no sexualty...

my space rules. You can have violent imagery but nothing too sexual. I keep getting pictures deleted, not even nudes, glad I have my own website to keep alll my "too dirty for My Space" stuff. fuck f...
Posted by digital dolly on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 04:13:00 PST

Statue...

The moon was bright in the dark skyHe sat along the watersideI adored his silhouetteHis beauty and his tilted head In His eyes I could seeReality had found my dreams Lips of a rose petal, soft and swe...
Posted by digital dolly on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 01:22:00 PST

sweet giant murderer...

take back what you can... I am now in the throws of deep empathy, sadness and anger. After caring for our gentle giants, elephants,  for so long now, I have found my latest musical crea...
Posted by digital dolly on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 04:14:00 PST

New Lust For Khaos profile...

I started one and there should be some new music up there sometime soon. Wacky and Weird.
Posted by digital dolly on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:39:00 PST

"write like everyone you know is dead"

The best quote I have heard in a while. So stop asking fuckpigs, who who who? I am just doing what I do!
Posted by digital dolly on Thu, 22 Nov 2007 06:38:00 PST

NOMI

Yesterdays sparkles are tonights dust Last nights lovers were the last shows lust I only feel... when I feel your touch I should be quiet I've said too much You can meet me if you want to We're all th...
Posted by digital dolly on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 12:51:00 PST

THURSDAY

White Room afternoonAlone in this gloomI sing but you hear no soundToo late and too soonWith the full moonI smile inside a frown Love is love is nothing is all The wax melts awayThis Room of of DecayI...
Posted by digital dolly on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:19:00 PST

a second away...

I can feel it. It's all coming together and shortly, I will be holding the complete album in my hot little hands. It's been a long process, but I am making it worth the wait. :)
Posted by digital dolly on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 01:54:00 PST