About Me
for me to honestly give you a climpes of who I am you would have too read my blogs. some are listed and some of the first one are not. I want every one to under stand that apart of who and what makes up me is this one night in Santa Cruz California I was spoke to by Jesus, At the time I was not searching for him. I guess he was searching for me.
a list of blogs ask me about and I will send them too you!
A.when I was 16 I traveled with a carnival( yes I was a carny for all most a year)
B.the saddest time in my life//
c.the abuse !!!!the abuse !!!!!!!!! the hell that was my life from 7 too 14
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D.the santa cruiz jurney
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E.only a boy!!!
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F.no more toys for you!!!
Current mood: angry
My blogs are part of my testimonie and are just to help you realize that if god can do a work in someone like me then he can do it in you too. and by no means is this all of itthere so much more to my testimonie than what I am posting but in time there will be allot more. so again if you want to know just ask me. I will either explain it to you or send the old blog for you too read. if you want. some are just poems I love too write them. so if you read one I hope you enjoy it.
EZcorbin. On Tuesday, October 17, 1989 at 5:04 p.m. Pacific Daylight Time, a magnitude 7.1 earthquake occurred on the San Andreas fault 10 miles northeast of Santa Cruz. This earthquake was the largest earthquake to occur in the San Francisco Bay area since 1906, and the largest anywhere in California since 1952. The earthquake was responsible for 67 deaths and about 7 billion dollars worth of damage, making it the biggest dollar loss natural disaster in United States history. This article describes the seismological features of the earthquake, and briefly outlines a number of other geologic observations made during study of the earthquake, its aftershocks, and its effects. Much of the information in this article was provided by the U. S. Geological Survey (USGS).- ( yes this is my soap box) -From the time Jesus spoke to me in Santa Cruz in 1989, until Know, I have been wondering through the desert. At first I did not notice it nor could I see it! Then one day god spoke to me and told me soon the rains of blessing were coming and to prepare for them and he would bless me, lightly at first then heavy and heaver until I was in flood of blessing .every area of your life will be blessed !Well as time went on my life fell apart, my wife has asked me for a divorce I have lost my job my truck my belonging my dogs , my self esteem, pretty much ever thing that meant anything to me was gone and lost .pretty much every thing in my life was a mess not blessed! In fact at one point I thought I was cursed and I thought I did not hear his voice but the enyme tricked me. Well I now know that it was a test and in fact the only way for god to bless every area of my life is to expose those areas that he was not in charge of ,well in my case it was all of it. You know god is kind of of funny about what he wants in fact he is greedy and he want it all are whole life ,well I do not know about you but my life was not going so well at all .and it is his I did give him charge of it so he decided to take control of it .then I realized that I was in the desert wondering waiting to see that which I was promised .I was taken out of the bondage of life and brought into the desert but unlike the Israelites who left Egypt, I do not want to go back into my captivy,that’s not living. I want to press on to the prommes land ,lets face it no matter what happens on earth ,no matter how much wealth, power ,we gain we will always be in the desert place. For our promes land, is not on earth yet. So lets press on knowing that we are not of this earth, nor are we bound to the king and the evil liar of this world .always keeping in mind no matter how much wealth,prestige, comfort, we may or may not have. It is nothing in comparison to what awaits us in heaven.. I myself define wealth as being in the presence of the lord Jesus the king of kings ,are buityfull,loving kind Jesus ,oh yes I tear up just writing it, I hung out with him, for just a little while wow ,I miss him , I have felt the touch of the holly spirit , and please for give me for what I am about to say , but it fails in comparison to being in his presence truly it does and believe me I do not say that easily or with out conviction , but there’s nothing like it ,and even the bible which is gods inspired word can not even described what it is like being in his presence .
After Santa Cruz , I honestly can say, when Jesus plants a seed it grows. I know this from my own expense because at first there was very little growth through a lot of crap was used in the preparations of my true salvation, and at first there was not any measurable growth for so long that it seemed that I was alone, and sometimes I know more crap is allowed to be shoveled my way ,well at first it stinks and I do not like it !then I find out latter that it was needed for my growth, some people call it going through trial and tribulations, I call it fertilizer because they both produce the same effect.. I May not be completely mature tree but, I know these facts, Jesus planted me him self, I was hand picked from all of the seeds that he could have chosen to use.. He waters me, fertilizes me and allows me to go through periods of my life that are shocking like going from one pot to another. Have been hit by the wind and the rain, and the cold snow of winter. The pruning in the fall. The lack of rain and excessive heat in the summer. Glory be to god because I am still growing higher to towards him and my ruits system is spreading out and going deeper in our lord Jesus. I share this with you in hope that it engorges you to not give up. He has planted you, he will harvest you because you are his, that is Jesus his pride and joy his blessed spotless bride, His inheritance we were promised to him from the father, when god restores the earth and the new city Jerusalem is restored on the earth and he reigns for ever and ever .God does not do this for are sake he does this for his son, we must never forget he is the groom we are being prepared for him, not him for us he is already perfect. Were the ones with a lot of growing to do? He so worth it, there is no way to express what being around him is like there is no peace like it. He makes you feel like you are the only soul he died for even though you know your not .the love he feels for us is so deep and complete you just know that he is the son of god who never changes and you just know it is going to be alright no matter what happens he gives you that confidence, I truly love and miss him so much , I long to hear his voice one more time just one more time to spend just a few one on one moments with him before he collects us up to heaven and I have to share him with the rest of you, I know that sounds selfish and greedy of me but if you have never felt that pure of love ever trust me you will react the same way. His love completes me ,and I am not ashamed to yell you about it ,I am so in love with him I do not know how I will ever be made perfect for you Jesus.
Sorry that sometimes happens to me, the spirit comes over me and I just go with it, so ware was I oh yea!
If you think growing up in the natural world hurts, I will tell you if you do not know it hurts even more in the spiritual world and takes twice as long. I f you think puberty was a drag in the natural wait until you reach it spiritually , the only comfort I find is that it is necessary for my growth and maturity and I have to go through it .And the other is you only grow up once, and your half way there to seeing his glory ,
We know that it will not be long before the groom comes for his bride and the glorious wedding of all weddings, and the honey moon for a thousand years and then we get to return to our new home that the father has willed to his son in a promises that he made to his son long before the earth had form and light shinned through the darkness .then and only then do we get to step into the true promises land. There is no way to step into it with out him. So brother and sister s please remmber that and hang in there we live in a giant nursery called earth. That is all this place was created to be. A place for god to plant his seed and watch it grow so he could give it to his one and only son who had so much love in him that he had know one to share it with that was like him so god made this world and every thing in it a copy and a shadow of heaven for Jesus. And at the appropriate time he will present it to him , after all if a son ask his father for a fish the father does not give him a rock , he gives him the fish he requested. And that is what we are a request from the son to his father .that is why we are so beloved .because we bring the son so much joy and happiness. We are the one thing in all creation that has a free will and when we choose to love him back the father is pleased and the son is pleased there is so much celebration in heaven when one of the created comes home and realize who he or she is , the honor that is over them in heaven is so bright and pure they are truly loved and wanted Jesus once told me he would go to the gross and suffer again because I was worth it all of the pain and suffering he went through on that horrible day, He loves us that much and much ,more. GOD bless you, may the lord ease your growing pains, I love you hang in there your brother in Crist. ezcorbin.
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