Kochis, (Kooch)

OMFG !!!! DOM 3 I know you remember this one kaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy !!!! DJ Encore "Wanna be with me" Summer 2004. We like this songs melody hahahahhahahaha kaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy !!! sick song !!.......................................................... ............................................................ ...REHAB !!, Sundays @ the Hardrock !!!! = Craziness !! AHWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!! A little video I took Memorial Day weekend Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy !!!!Well let me first start off by saying that this isn't easy for me. I hate talking about myself, I like to let my actions speak for themselves but I guess I gotta start somewhere lol. Some things I say may surprise you but that’s the beauty of it. I come from a very big family as it's made up of not only my blood relatives but all of my friends as well, being there for someone through the best and worst of times does not ask for a blood type. I miss home dearly but i'll be back :) I am as far from perfect as they come, I'm a very strong person but I get scared quite often. Maybe I hide it well or maybe im just hard on myself but I never stop thinking there's something more I could have done in any situation I encounter. My friends, my family, PEOPLE, are what I wake up for every morning. Everyone has their gift in life and mine happens to come out in others. My character and personality are very much in the public eye and I like it like that. I take a piece of everyone I meet and that’s whats made me who I am. I get along with everyone, Make me A and match me up with Z and I’ll make our differences similarities. I can honestly say I don't really know of too many enemies, I always look at everything from the other person’s point of view and it helps us live in harmony. So what’s wrong with this guy you ask? Many things, but I work with what I have. I am petrified when it comes to the feelings or the well being of others being in jeopardy. I panic and lose all ability to reason. That’s my biggest flaw I’m just afraid to ask for help sometimes. I give all of myself to everything I do because it’s a reflection of who I am. I always look at the bright side of things because pondering on the bad gets you nowhere. I am very much a realist. I always know when someone is lying to me I just never say anything. I come on very strong. And in many respects. The things I say or the way I am may be a bit much for some. People treat me like a million bucks just as often as they lie or try to cheat me but I look for the good and I roll with it. I am very much a behind the scenes kind of guy. I like the little things in life- you'd be surprised what I pick up on, I love surprises and I would much rather give than receive. Holidays, Birthdays, and special occasions always render me the two biggest gifts of all, the feeling of happiness seeing a smile upon someone’s face, and the bill lol, I love to give of myself emotionally and monetarily and do so to the utmost so it's expensive but I wouldn't have it any other way. The satisfaction of making someone feel special is worth more than any bank account could ever be. I always put others before me and often times it gets the best of me but I want to work on that as nothing should ever be one sided. I have a lot to look forward to in life, I am surrounded by many wonderful people, some near, some far but when push comes to shove, there really is no better feeling in this world than to belong to someone. I partied my ass off for years and loved every second of it but with each day comes a new beginning. I've lived a good life, I’ll be 24 soon and I look forward to what the future holds for me. Many people are afraid to grow old, I, on the other hand, look forward to it. I can see the transition from a young adult to an adult being a hard one but what makes it easy for me is seeing how much more life has to offer. Who's VIP at what club, or who gets in the door first is meaningless, it just takes time to realize that. I always said the people who were the craziest in their younger years are usually the first to settle down and that was definitely me. I will party till I have two feet in the grave, that will never change, you just gotta do it right. As over the top and crazy as I can be I am still very traditional and very old fashioned in many respects. I look forward to someday having a beautiful wife to come home to and take care of me. I want the family life. I've always tried to do the right thing and hopefully it will pay off in the way of a bright future for me. I'll earn my wings someday :)