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I'm Claire Colburn, I'm an Air-Hostess, I took the Job for freedom but since 9/11 it feels more like I'm a cop. Not sure if thats a good thing or a bad thing. My body and my mind are built for travel. I'm built to help strangers, its my job.
I love to listen to people, to their stories, to the strange and wonderful things that happen to people in their lives. It fascinates me how everything is intertwined.
I'm a student of names. Give me a name and I can tell you about them, anything. take Charles for example...their hidden behind a wall and only show their true selves to those their closest too. Thats just another silly fascination of mine... I have many.
I'm full of southern charm and brought up with tight family values I love to be in the south at home. I know my way around and I just feel safe.
I don't know alot about everything, but I do know alot about the part of everything that I know, which is - people.
Everybody is less mysterious than they think they are. Everybody is hiding a secret. Everybodys looking for something that will make their life seem less uninportant. Thats why everyone's obsessed with celebrity.
Everyone should take atleast one solitary road-trip across country. Just you and the music. If you don't it's a crime. I've had five.
I think there is a higher spirit...definately...it's just, organized religion. It's just a narrow defintion of a belief system.
My mother was an alcoholic. So we all became 'helpers,' which I still can't help. I can't help helping.
I can usually see all points of view, and that's my problem. I can't give a yes or no answer quickly. I can actually see all sides of any argument. n't ever answer yes or no. I spend so much time thinking about all the answers to the problem...that I forget what the problem is. I can actually agree with any point of view. So I can agree with one point. But I also agree with the other side. It's confusing. Sorry.
'Just be authentic' thats the only decent advice in the world!
I cry at the drop of a hat. As a matter of fact, I cry at the hat. I cry at the weather that's created the need for a hat. I'm a crier.
I don't like it when people give me ice cream cones. They don't work and they dont solve anything. Just be straight up with me tell me what your thinking. There's nothing more unsatisfying than somebody giving you an ice cream cone (something sweet that melt's in five minutes).
I'm a substitute person realy. I've been a substitute person all of my life. I'm not the sort of woman who never please's anyone and so keeps them interested. But I'm also not the sort of woman who always pleases everyone and so is loved because of that. I'm in the middle. The substitute person for people who don't have either of the above. I'm there until they find the one of the above that they like and want. Then I'm left. But I like being alone, maybe too much. I used to be with a guy who was 'married' to his academic career - I rarely saw him. I was the substitute person there but I liked it that way. It's alot less pressure. My parents always wanted a boy. So realy I'm even the substitute person to them. Until the real thing shows up....I'm a very, very good substitute person. But that's kind of changing now because to Drew I'm not the substitute. I'm the real thing.
Somehow I'm both impossible to forget and hard to remember at the same time.
I try not to take shit from people but almost everyone has their head up in the clouds and its as though they are willing to let everything mess up infront of them without even trying to fight it. If your like this I'm not going to tiptoe around it I will tell you how it is!
So that's me I realise it's kind of just alot of paragraphs of mumbo jumbo but thats me I am just alot of mixed up mumbo jumbo. Kept sane by my wonderful boyfriend. So add me if you want to talk.